I'M Nathasya Gustari
Starting From the Beginning

Caca woke up with a painful head. Once he did not recognize the room he occupied, the girl was shocked and sat down feeling anxious.

Afraid if he is in a roommate or kidnapped by bad people. Last he remembered, when on a deserted road with a flat car tire. I don't know who knocked on the windshield until he was scared and unconscious.

"Then how am I supposed to be here?" he remembers locking the car. And I don't know who it is if it doesn't help him, he must be dead out of breath.

The room was quite comfortable. Besides being big, too. Although not as big as the room in the house of grandma or Tara.

The sound of the door opening caught the attention of Caca who was staring at the entire room.

"Away awake?" a familiar soft voice greeted him.

"Lho. Doctor ma'am?" Caca. Didn't expect the person who helped her was the obstetrician she visited every month to control her pregnancy.

The shady smile from the woman's doctor made Caca also comment on the smile.

"How are you doing? any complaints?" the doctor came in carrying porridge and milk as well as some medicine that Caca did not know what.

Do not forget the medical equipment to check the condition of Caca.

"So I woke up just a little dizzy, Doc."

"Your blood pressure is low, baby. Don't mind too much. Danger for your child." doctor rubs Caca's stomach gently. Makes the girl smile embarrassed.

"Why am I here, Doc?" caca asked as she remembered her current whereabouts.

"firstly. It's taken the medicine."

Caca according to him when the doctor he knew named Risma was feeding him porridge.

"My son found you in the car scared, he said. He was trying to help but you fainted. Out of worry, my son finally broke your windshield. Now the car's in the garage."

"Please express my gratitude for your child. And thank you mom for taking care of me." Caca's eyes glazed over. In the midst of his solitude. Apparently there are still people who care about him.

"Not to think about it. What matters is that you're healthy."

Caca smiled as soon as he got a gentle swab on the head from doctor Risma. Dear mother who no longer has.

"Where are you going to take that many clothes?" dr. Risma pointed to Caca's large suitcase, which was also in her room.

Caca. It was sad to remember his fate at this time. Also confused where.

"Mother." actually Caca hesitated to ask for help. But he didn't know who else to ask.

"Why Nak? is there something you need?" ask Dr. Risma understandingly.

"If you can.. I ask your son to sell me my car. The letters are in my possession."

Doctor Risma frowned confusedly. "Why is it sold?"

"I want to rent a house. Also the rest I can use to open a business."

Caca had already made up her mind to never return to the house. Also wanted to cut off all communication from everyone in his past.

Doctor Risma exhaled. Feeling sorry but also not wanting to interfere too much. Fear of offending the girl.

"Car problems, let the mother's children take care of it. But to stay, you better stay here."

Caca nodded in disagreement. Not wanting to trouble anyone else in his life.

"You should remember that you are pregnant. If at any time you give birth, who will help you?"

"At least if you're here, there's my housekeeper who can help you as long as I practice."

"I'm lonely in this house, too. No one accompanies you other than the housekeeper's aunt."

Caca looked at the confused Risma doctor. Didn't Doctor Risma say that the one who helped her was the daughter of that woman? then why stay alone?

Doctor Risma smiled knowing what Caca was thinking. "My husband and I have been divorced for a long time. Since our son was a child. Our son is only one. And his custody fell into his father's hands. So I'm being a lonely old woman here." jolly doctor Risma to cover her own heart wound.

"So you will yes, accompany me here." asked doctor Risma half pleaded.

Since the beginning, I met Caca. He can already see if Caca's a good girl. Maybe just because of circumstances that allowed her to get pregnant out of wedlock like this.

"Well, ma'am." replied Caca. Although he actually doubted. Because they are no one, after all. So it doesn't feel good to have to trouble someone like this.

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Doctor Risma's son actually helped sell Caca's car. Even with a large enough price even though the second car.

But until Caca receives a car payment in the new account book he created. Never once did he see the son of Doctor Risma. It looks like anything, Caca doesn't know.

The one at Risma's doctor's house is just a childhood photo of a little boy who may be seven or eight years old.

Replacing the phone number was the first step Caca took at the time. Then find a place to open his business.

Employ some tailors to sew shirts, t-shirts, and pants and dres children and market them online.

No need to rent a roadside shophouse at an expensive price.

Caca just rented a simple house in the outskirts of Jakarta, not far from the home of doctor Risma. One-story house that is spacious enough for production also to store fabrics and their products are ready to sell.

Caca also started hiring people to take and pack orders.

With the stomach getting bigger, it makes it difficult to move actively and do everything yourself.

Fortunately, their orders are getting more and more days. With a soaring turnover, Caca was able to pay its employees.

The product is self-produced with pretty good materials. Make their customers satisfied and return to buy their products.

Tara's problems and the past are forgotten just like that when she is in her place to seek fortune. But when night and alone, he will return sad and longing.

Missing someone who might not care.

And one thing that got Caca thinking. Advice from Dr. Risma.

"Your stomach is getting bigger Icha. Your son needs a father to strengthen him legally. You need a husband to take care of your son's papers later." Since living in a new place, he did change his calling to Icha. To have everything about his past erased by time.

"If the father's son does not want to take responsibility. Mother's son wants to marry you."

Caca was shocked then. How could the son of the doctor Risma who he never knew his man say wanted to marry him.

Besides they don't know each other. Caca also does not want to damage the future of doctor Risma's child with the presence of himself and the child.

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