I'm the One who Lose
Chapter 10

Rini smiled bitterly as the judge dropped her hammer. Yes, after the verdict of separation between himself and Angga has been heard, now he officially bears the new status of a widow. A status that he had never thought of at all, never existed in the shadow of his life. Rini's mother was shocked to learn of her son's new status, thus disrupting his health. Rini is the youngest of three siblings, the closest child to her mother, Aisyah. Ms. Aisyah was so devastated to see the failure of her favorite child, that it left her lying weakly in the hospital. The shock made Ms. Aisyah have a heart attack.

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In a simple house with a beautiful view. The house is not quite luxurious but looks cool with many trees and ornamental flowers lined up neatly in front and along the side of the house, like a mini park there is a small bench under a shady tree. Located on the slopes of the mountains with cold weather, far from the hustle and bustle of the city. Seen a woman with a bulging stomach was watering plants in front of her house. Her long, shaved hair made her look beautiful and graceful.

Rini Diyastuti, yes it's true that she is Rini who seven months ago officially divorced her husband. Two weeks after her divorce, God called her beloved mother home. And two weeks after the death of his beloved mother in known she has been pregnant with the age of two months. His life seemed to be destroyed by the trials of tubi. Until he chose to pull over from the crowd. Buying a residence in the suburbs of the city is the choice. Away from the noise of the city and all the memories. The sweet and bitter memories he had experienced in the city. Stepping away and opening new sheets in a new place is the choice. Only occasionally did he come to town to check out his boutiques and shops.

Two weeks away was the estimated day of birth, Rini went to boutiques and shops to check it out. Because maybe later she will not be able to come there after giving birth. The child he pasperakkan mak Narmi the loyal servant. While he went to the city escorted by Mang Udin, a neighbor he asked to help deliver him every time he went to boutiques and shops. Mang Udin can be said to be a Rini driver who works freelance. Since his womb was nearing old age he was not strong enough to drive on a long journey.

After leaving the boutique, Rini intends to go to her subscription seafood restaurant first. Rini planned to have lunch first before going to the store. Her rumbling stomach made her impatient to order her favorite menu immediately.

With a smile, Rini looked at the dishes in front of her. His saliva almost dripped at his favorite food that he had not felt for a long time. A plate of sweet-sour crab, a plate of oyster-sauce shrimp, a plate of rice and two glasses of orange ice had been lined up in front of him. Since the old pregnant her appetite has indeed risen so drastically that it makes her body now arguably fat. But her fat looks beautiful, maybe because she is pregnant so fat was still pleasing to the eye. And without Rini realizing there was someone who was watching her from.

Full stomach makes Rini feel sleepy, he walked slowly towards the car park. Plan to sleep in the car later on the way home from the store to his home. Rini will only be in the shop for a while and will be home soon. A large stomach makes him easily tired, so he reduces physical activity. Doing the necessary thing. Nor does it work. Rini was startled by the sound of applause that suddenly sounded as she was about to open the car door. Rini did forbid mang Udin to open the car door for him unless at the time he really needed, when his hands carried a lot of goods and could not open the car door itself. Rini turned her back, surprised to see the person who had dropped the talaq for her a few months ago standing in front of her.

"That's great for you, to be able to get my replacement right away. Seeing the condition of your stomach that is so big do not you also have an affair behind my back, but I do not know it"

Said Angga fiercely. He walked up to Rini with a mocking face.

"It turns out I misjudged you all along Rin, I thought you were a good woman. It was true what my mother said. You are nothing more than a cunning fox. It's only been a few months since we parted, you've been pregnant. Which guy you fooled, how cute is he"

Many insults and insults that Angga hurled for Rini. But Rini just kept quiet with no interest in retaliating.

Not wanting to listen to the ravings of Angga any longer Rini then opened the door of his car and entered, he did not answer the words of Angga in the slightest nor did he respond with gestures. Angga screams as Rini's car passes through the exit of the parking area.

Rini sat down while pressing her chest that felt tight, she closed her eyes remembering all the insults from Angga. Calming yourself, comforting yourself is what Rini is doing right now. He did not want to be provoked by Angga. His focus is his small family at the moment. He, his son and future son. Rini doesn't care about anything about her ex-husband. What Rini focuses on is her current role as a father. As a single parent, he must be able to play a double role, not only as a mother but also as a father. Rini stroked her stomach that suddenly felt tight, her hand continued to rub the stomach while taking a deep breath and let it out slowly. Rini repeatedly did that because she felt her stomach had begun to contract.

Angga stopped his car in front of Rini's house. He saw from a distance Rini out of the car walking limped, seen her hand holding her stomach while grimacing. Rini sat on the patio chair with a heart. Angga was a little surprised to see the existence of mak Narmi there. He didn't think Narmi was still following his ex-wife. Seen mak Narti out of the house carrying a large bag and put it in the car shortly after the exit of his two children, the two boys took turns hugging Rini. Angga saw Rini's lips smiling back at her son's embrace. Angga continued to pay attention to what was happening before his eyes at this moment. In his heart he asked where Rini's husband why not help him, Angga estimated it looks like Rini will give birth because from earlier Rini looks grimacing while stroking her stomach. Is it possible that her husband has not returned to work, but now that the day is approaching dusk should have gone home that is what is in the mind of Angga at this time. Rini walked limped in guided by mak Narmi entering the car, the driver who had entered several items into the car was now sitting behind the wheel. Another young woman came out of Rini's house to invite children to enter the house. The curiosity that was so intense in making Angga decided to follow Rini's car to the hospital, even in front of the maternity room. Angga meets mak Narmi as soon as Rini has entered the room.

"Indeed her husband where mom, why not take her?"

The arrival of Angga is quite surprising mak Narmi. Mak Narmi did not expect that she could meet her employer's ex-husband at the hospital.

"Mother surprised me, father why is he here? who's sick?"

Reply mak Narmi while stroking his chest.

"I'm sorry if I was surprised. It's a friend who's sick and being treated here, I'm visiting my friend"

Angga replied with a wave.

"How come your friend is hospitalized here, this is a small hospital away from the city?"

Ask mak Narmi innocently.

"I did.. that my friend had an accident around here, so he was brought here because this hospital is the closest from the accident site"

Finally Angga can perfect his lie.

"Why is it only Narmi's mom here, where's her husband?"

I don't know what makes Angga's heart shake when asking for the whereabouts of Rini's husband, like there is something piercing in part of his heart.