I'm the One who Lose
Chapter 12

Pyaaaarrrrr.r.r., broken glass scattered filled the floor of the living room of the Angga house. Like an orang-san Rania slammed whatever objects in front of her, even a single sofa that was next to Rania kicked her until it shifted away. Rania's eyes were glaring with a red face, she was at the peak of anger. Cushion sofa cushion flying accompanied by the screams and screams of Rania who was expressing her frustration. Angga to the point that I faced Rania's behavior that was being enveloped in emotion.

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At exactly two in the morning Angga arrived at his home. The tiptoed Angga was shocked as soon as a cosmetic catalogue landed on his head as the new Angga entered the door of the house. Angga's mouth open will say something but he has not had time to make a sound there is already another object that floated landed right in his mouth.

"I'm not as stupid as your ex-wife who you can easily lie to. Look out for you, if until I know you have another woman besides me, I'll teach you a proper lesson"

Angga was like a statue, standing in the middle of a room that looked like a ship was hit by the waves. Items scattered, broken glass and vase where where, Angga shook his head confused to see the table and sofa single toppled in the corner of the room. Angga sighed deeply, inexhaustible with what Rania did. Seeing Rania enter Angga's room slowly following Rania, trying to persuade the idol who was sinking. But indeed the fate of Angga who is not lucky tonight just set foot on the floor of his room has been hit by a slap from the hands of the beautiful woman he adored. Angga glared in shock, almost losing his patience. His hand had already floated into the air wanting to avenge Rania's treatment, but he puffed out. At a time like this somehow Rini's face was reflected in her eyes. Angga remembered the old days when he often came home late at night even to not come home but Rini never acted rude to him, Rini will ask in a low tone even though not quite soft. Rini was never angry until as extreme as Rania did even though Angga often snapped at her. Slowly Angga lowered his hand, grabbed by Rania's hand to hold, then Angga apologized for coming home very late. Angga breathed a sigh of relief Rania was willing to forgive him even though he had to persuade Rania with everything, and also he promised not to repeat it again. The most important thing for Angga is that there are no floating objects such as UFOs scattered in his home.

Angga immediately cleaned himself after successfully making Rania calm, his body felt sticky and lethargic. Many events today that make his life like a backlash. Knowing the fact that Rini was pregnant when she divorced, knowing the true nature of Rania that made her quite stunned tonight, both things really make her heart and body feel very tired. Finished cleaning himself Angga laid his body on a soft bed in his room. He saw that Rini was sleeping next to him. Angga circulated a sweeping look throughout his room, until his gaze was fixed on the end of the bed. On the bed he used to carve a lot of memories with Rini and now used it with Rania. Angga's memory floated on the scene yesterday afternoon, where he met Rini at a seafood restaurant. He smiled wryly looking at Rini's bulging stomach, thinking that Rini was also the same as herself having an affair. Thinking that the pretentious Rini turns out to want to also have sex outside the marriage bond. How now he regretted, the child he despised yesterday afternoon, the child he said an illegitimate child turned out to be his own flesh and blood. Thinking about it made Angga's chest tight. Angga got up, walked out of the room. He walked to his son's room. His view is fixed on a picture frame located on the nightstand. A heart-shaped gold wooden frame, there is a "my family" inscription on the top. A picture of Rini with both of their hearts inside that frame. They look so happy in that picture. Rini was in the middle of sitting on a large rock, while her two children sat on the left and right sides of Rini with the head of the firstborn placed on Rini's lap. The photo really illustrates that they are happy. Without realizing Angga's lips smiled at the photo. Angga's hand moved closer to the photo and stroked it slowly. Then he realized there was no himself in the frame that read my family. The look on Angga's face turned dull, regret began to come.

Sitting pensively on the back porch, looking at the many ornamental plants and vegetable plants that were once planted by the former pujaan. Angga smoked his cigarette and exhaled slowly. Remembering that he often sat there to quietly make a video call with Rania when Rini fell asleep. Once caught but Angga can still dodge. Angga smiled bitterly considering the many cheats he had done. One cigarette he smoked out, took again and pecked him to burn the tip of the cigarette he had slipped on his lips. No matter how the breeze that hit his body, the cold could not make him go away from his supply. Until the sound of the Adzan roared, Angga looked up at the dark sky above him. The flickering of stars scattered like jewels, taking a deep breath and exhaling it. Angga realized that he paid a lot for what he had done.