I'm the One who Lose
Chapter 11
The sky began to blacken, the earth has rotated to replace the light with the dark. The roar of the wind slapped the ears, as if to remind man of the greatness of the giver of life to creatures in the mortal world. Trees weaved like hula dancers get mele accompaniment. Not terrible but enough to give a beating to a heart beset by doubt. The noise of nature is not in harmony with the silence of the heart of a human being who is beginning to be hit by regret. Flashbacks of events after events appeared in his eyes. Cheating for the cheating he did, thousands of lies he ever threw for the former queen in his palace. Insulting words, harsh treatment he once incited on the angel he should have protected.
Oeeekkk oeeekkk
Mak Narmi gave thanks as the sound of a baby crying from inside the operating room. While Angga grasped his fingers tightly, dampening his emotions that were almost uncontrollable. Angry at himself, resenting his own folly and disillusioned with his own attitude. Silence, yes just silence that Angga is doing at this time, can not say the word, his throat like clogged can not make a sound even just swallow spit was difficult. Angga did manage to extract information from mak Narmi, and information from mak Narmi that makes Angga's heart almost separated from his body.
"Mother has never married again sir, if I am a close friend also mother does not have. How do you want to marry again sir, is she pregnant again"
Like being hit by the ruins of the wall, Angga's chest felt tight as if squeezed.
Angga did invite to chat mak Narmi while waiting for Rini to give birth. Seeking information to satisfy himself was filled with curiosity.
"When the mother fainted at the funeral of Ms. Aisyah, then rushed to the hospital. It turns out the doctor said the mother was pregnant with two months of gestation. One month later the mother moved to this area, he said the advice of doctors so that the mother and her future children are healthy if living in an area that is not much pollution"
Angga's body is squeezed, like there is no energy in his body. He is now beginning to realize his selfishness.
Angga's body still trembled when he asked that. Mak Narmi just shook his head answering Angga's question.
Angga immediately stood up as soon as he saw a nurse pushing the baby carriage out of the room. So is Mak Narmi. Tiny baby with cabi cheeks makes anyone who sees it. Almost Angga shed his tears when he saw the eyes of the baby who he now believes is his son. His chest pounded like a person who fell in love at first sight, the view of Angga did not want to switch to continue to see the tiny lips that blush.
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Angga runs his car restlessly, continuing Rini's rejection. Rini balked when Angga wanted to accompany her in the hospital, "go home! I don't want any slander. We are not muhrim" said the word always mengiang in the ear of Angga. What Rini said was true but somehow it made Angga's ego disturbed. At the same time Rania called Angga telling him to go home soon.
"I don't want your wife to misunderstand me, go home! you're not obligated to be here"
It was Rini's words before Angga left the room where Rini was being treated. Angga let out a long sigh once his phone rang again, Rania made a call again. Angga admitted that Rania is very different from Rini. Rania will continue to call him if Angga is a little late to the house, while Rini is just quietly waiting at home. Living with different women makes the Angga lifestyle change. Because Rini is the type of woman who does not like to be in the kitchen struggling with spices, making Angga more often feel restaurant cuisine than home cooking. An Angga's domestic assistant only came in the morning and came home during the day when the homework was done. So for dinner Angga and Rania more often delivery food.
Memories of the time he was with Rini. When he started his career, ordinary employees with a salary that is not much. Shown when they live in a narrow rented house. Unknowingly Angga shed his tears.