I'm the One who Lose
Chapter 16

Supia immediately entered her house after giving thanks to Aris. His tired body wants to meet with the bed immediately. Supia saw Rania sitting in the living room as soon as she opened the door.

"not sleeping?"

asked Supia while frowning.

Rania shook her head slowly, her eyes looking puffy. His hand is holding the phone.

Supia sighed, wanting to rest immediately but maybe this time she had to delay her break.

Supia accompanied Rania to sit on the sofa after taking a shower. His tired body now felt fresh. He saw Rania who was cleaning her cheeks from the rest of the tears.

"I'm sorry to bother you, I know you're tired. Take a break, I'm not what I am"

Rania said softly.

"It's okay, I'll go to bed if I get sleepy"

After saying that Supia yawned wide making Rania chuckle softly. And Supia also laughs at herself who is strong-witted.

****

The fresh air and bright sky this morning boost the spirit of a happy mother of three with the presence of her tiny baby. In the morning sunlight Rini sunbathing with a baby who was just two weeks ago she gave birth to it. He gently stroked the youngest's head. Rini's smile continued to expand, a healthy and cute child like a whip of passion in her life.

Rini scrunched her eyes when a car entered her yard, the sunlight making her eyes glare to look. Inside the heart asked who the person in the car was, could it be the wrong address. Rini's eyes glared when she saw a man get off the car. Of course, Rini will never forget who the man in front of her is. The man who had wasted it, the man who had cast himself away, the man who had repeatedly broken his heart.

"Hello, good morning"

With her special smile Angga greeted Rini, in a cool pretentious style she walked up to Rini while taking off the black glasses perched in her eyes.

"How's your hotshot dad doing?"

Angga spoke while menoel cheeks babi that was in Rini's lap. While Rini was just silent without the intention of answering Angga's question.

"Hmmm can you tell me what his name is?"

Angga again asked, although he was not sure he would get an answer from Rini.

"Aayyyyyaaaahhh"

Suddenly there was the sound of a boy who had not met his father for almost a year. Harjuna's second son Rini and Angga rushed into his father's arms as soon as he saw the figure he longed for. While Aisyah the eldest just saw it without any interest in following her sister hugged the father. Aisyah crossed her arms while leaning her body on the door leaf. Rini knew what her daughter felt, her beautiful daughter who was familiarly called Ais harbored hatred for her father because of the betrayal of her father. For whatever reason, Rini does not want her daughter to harbor hatred for her own father. Rini wants her children to keep a good relationship with their parents.

"Ais..salim same dear father"

hearing Rini's voice, Angga stretched her arms and turned to Ais.

****

Angga and Rini are now sitting in the living room of Rini's house with their three children. If only anyone had seen, it would have counted one happy whole family. Harjuna who had not wanted to be separated from Angga, struggled spoiled in the hands of his father. Angga sat on the bottom of the small who was sleeping soundly after the shower earlier. While Ais, she sat clinging to her mother. Holding her mother's hand tightly with her face bent.

"Sorry, I can just come see you guys. I don't know your new address"

Angga said with a fixed look at the only princess. Angga knew, the boy could not forgive him. He must be patient to get his son's heart back, and if lucky Angga wants to get his mother's heart back. Angga was well aware, the thorns he had infused on them had pierced deep. It takes time to cover their wounds.

Inside the living room was only Harjuna's domineering voice with Angga's voice occasionally chiming in his son's story.

While Rini and Ais were silent a thousand languages as if someone had silenced his mouth.

Almost half a day Angga was at Rini's house, with a heavy heart he left that house. Angga's heart flowered a little because it managed to get Rini's personal phone number. The heavy Harjuna took it off crying as soon as his father came home.

"dad's gonna be here every weekend, I promise"

Harjuna was silent when his father promised to visit him again.

****

Slowly Angga run his car, not because the road is jammed, but because he wants to enjoy the scenery in front of him. the beautiful trees along the road, the mountain that looks beautiful in front makes Angga feel at home looking at him. The middle of a slightly cloudy day makes the condition as in the morning. Angga smiled to himself considering his interaction with his ex-wife.

"Oh my God, may I fall in love with her again. Why it feels so much more beautiful than it used to be"

Angga muttered to himself, one hand holding a chest that felt thumping. Remembering Rini's thin smile earlier when she said goodbye to go home. Angga pulled over his car for a moment on the quiet side of the road, he pulled out his phone. Opening Rini's contact, he saw a profile photo of a woman with a distended stomach standing on the riverbank with a sweet smile. Angga rubbed that sweet face.

"this must have been during her last pregnancy"

Angga muttered to himself while smiling.

Angga again continued his journey so satisfied to see the face of the former.

It was already night time as Angga entered his house, the body tired from the journey made him lazy to do anything. He just slept and lazed lazily in the room while looking at his sosmed. Things he hadn't done in a long time. Her chest pounded as soon as she saw Rini's account, even though the account only posted the clothes she sold, but somehow Angga's chest suddenly shook.

Rania is calling......

Angga sighed as soon as he saw the screen of his cellphone with the name Rania. This time he was arguing. Angga did not want to ruin his good mood today. Angga did not answer the phone from Rania. He just let it go until the call stopped by itself. After the call stopped, Angga took his smartphone back, this time he opened the gallery. I saw a picture of him taking this morning with his three children. Angga smiles at his own smile when remembering his friendship with his children this afternoon. The thing he hasn't done in a long time is to play with children. Angga's finger continues to shift the photo that is in the gallery, until it reaches the short-haired woman sitting with her baby holding. Yes Angga has quietly taken a photo of Rini. Angga's thumb stroked the photo, handing it on until...

Rania is calling.....

Angga. Like a child who was busy playing came people disturbing him. Angga then put down his cell phone and closed his eyes to rest.