It’S Me Again
Chapter 21's

After Ivy finds out that she is having a miscarriage and has to have surgery right away, she feels devastated. All her dreams of becoming a mother were instantly shattered and she felt like she had lost everything. His eyes were teary and he felt a deep feeling of sadness. Ivy felt physical and emotional pain so severe that she had trouble breathing.

"How could this happen to me? What's wrong? What's wrong with my baby?" Ivy asked in a sobbing voice.

Doctors tried to calm Ivy down and told her that miscarriage was something that was common to many women. However, that did not take away Ivy's grief.

"I can't lose my baby, I can't." Ivy said in a weak voice.

Ivy's complaint makes the doctor more serious in handling his case. After examining his condition, the doctor decided to immediately perform an operation to save his life. Ivy is scared and doesn't want to lose her baby, but she knows that she has to do what's best for herself and her baby.

After the surgery was over, Ivy sat on her bed and felt a deep sadness. Her family tries to calm her down and show their support, but Ivy feels like she can't accept the fact that her baby has left.

"I can't do it, I can't live without my baby." Ivy said with a stammer.

They tried to comfort her, but Ivy felt like nothing could take away the deep sadness and emptiness in her heart. She felt alone and could not accept the fact that she lost her baby. She misses her little-known baby and she misses Michael who didn't come. All of this made him feel very lonely.

Ivy feels like her life has been blown to pieces and she doesn't know how she can get on with her life. However, his family continued to support him and help him to get back up. Ivy finally decides to accept reality and begins the healing process. Although it was difficult, he was determined to get up and move on with his life better.

After Ivy recovered from the miscarriage surgery, she was devastated and devastated. However, she cannot continue to grieve and must figure out what happened to Michael.

Ivy tried to contact Michael via phone, text messaging, and social media, but always failed. He tried to call Michael's office, but was never able to reach him. Ivy felt increasingly down and anxious because she could not contact Michael.

A few days later, Ivy tries to contact Michael's family to find out his whereabouts. Michael's family said they had no idea where Michael was and had no news of him in recent days.

Ivy felt increasingly desperate. He felt like his world was collapsing and did not know what to do. He felt lonely and had no one to talk to.

However, Ivy does not give up and tries to figure out Michael's whereabouts in other ways. He visited places Michael used to visit, searched on social media and even went to Michael's workplace to find out where he was.

However, all of Ivy's efforts were in vain. Whenever Ivy tried to contact or search for Michael, he always failed. Ivy feels increasingly down and loses hope of finding Michael.

Ivy feels like she has lost everything, their baby, and her loved ones. He felt alone and lost his way. He doesn't know what else to do.

Ivy feels desperate, she doesn't know how to continue living after losing Michael and their baby. Every day, Ivy felt increasingly tired and devastated. He felt that his life no longer had any meaning and purpose.

"How can I forget everything?" Inner Ivy. "What should I do? I feel like there's no way out anymore."

Ivy began thinking about ending her life. He felt that it was the only way to relieve the pain that was within him.

"There's no way I'm going to continue living like this" Ivy said. "Maybe it's better if I'm not in this world. At least, I won't feel this pain anymore."

"I miss you, Michael,” Ivy muttered while crying. "What should I do without you?”

Ivy felt trapped in darkness and sadness. He felt that nothing could help him out of this destructive feeling.

"I can't forget everything" Ivy said. "I can't live with this pain. Maybe it's better if I end it all. That would be a better end than continuing to live in sadness and loneliness."

Ivy began to plan a way to end his life as dramatically as possible. He didn't know if it would relieve his pain, but he felt that it was the only way out there. She feels sad and alienated, and misses Michael and their baby all the time.

Although Ivy planned a dramatic way to end his life, his family felt something was wrong and suspected that Ivy had suicidal thoughts. They took action to stop him.

One night, Ivy tries to end his life by ingesting very dangerous drugs. However, his family found him in time and took him to the hospital.

"That's enough, Ivy!" Ivy's mother said while crying. "You should stop doing this. You must live!"

Ivy felt sad and could not understand why her family had not let her end her life. For him, it was the only way to relieve his pain.

But when her family felt they could not solve the problem themselves, they contacted psychologists to help Ivy.

At the first session with the psychologist, Ivy found it difficult to open up and talk about her feelings. However, after a few sessions, Ivy felt more comfortable and began to express her feelings more openly.

"How are you feeling right now, Ivy?" Ask psychologist.

"I feel devastated and don't know how to move on with my life without Michael and our baby" Ivy replied in a stammering voice.

"Yes, it must be very difficult to deal with," the psychologist said gently. "I want you to know that your feelings are normal and normal. Losing our loved ones and our dreams can be devastating."

Ivy was comforted by the psychologist's words and felt that she was not alone in her feelings.

"How can I get out of this feeling?" Ivy asked softly.

"Everyone takes a different time to heal and it's a difficult process. However, the most important thing is that you have to keep sharpening your positive thoughts and focusing on the things that give you happiness" the psychologist replied.

Ivy tries to follow the advice of psychologists and seek happiness in activities she enjoys such as exercising, reading books, and hanging out with her friends. Ivy felt that it helped her to overcome her grief.

Although it was not a substitute for the loss he experienced, Ivy felt that he gradually began to recover and feel better every day. She knows that she will always miss Michael and their baby, but she learns to move on with her life and look for happiness in other things.