Love (But)Need Certainty
Floral

Romi sat on his bike while some of his co-workers went home one by one. Flatly Romi only reply 'yes later I go home awhile longer' and a little wave of hands on them.

He rubbed the glass of his motor speedometer like he was wiping a pet cat. He is happy with his bike, rarely gives problems, delivers everywhere, has piggybacked many women behind him. Romi smiled wryly considering the services of this butut matic motorcycle. Well when compared to Rizky's car, this motorcycle change..

Because of Rizky's strange phone call this afternoon after the break Romi so much daydreaming. Not daydreaming, maybe just so much thinking? Whatever the name is clearly Romi so rethink a lot of things.

About his life..

Romi turned on his motor, warmed up the already cold engine left for 8 hours.

While the machine growled slowly Romi's mind still could not stay in place.

When he had serious intentions with Karina it did not even cross his brain.

Does it mean getting married seriously..? not necessarily.so it's only natural that my thoughts are not there.. Romi is looking for justification.

Of course if you look at his best friend, Romi is not a balanced opponent. Rizky probably earns at least two or three times what Romi gets every month.

Menafkahi itself the same family has been bothered. he murmured in his heart while counting.

"Lho Mas hasn't come home yet?"

"Eh Mas Agung. kirain who is. he's another motor manasin."

"Don't daydream Mas later kesambet haha," said Agung ceria while raising his son to the motorcycle seat. Behind him his wife was carrying some groceries.

"Was it Mas's entourage?" said Romi seeing the three of them.

"Lha yes, my wife picked me up all shopping hehe, yok Mas I first," Agung pamit.

Romi waved his hand with a smile.

Agung is a field crew here, Romi actually quite rarely met him. Maybe because he always came home on time so rarely met.

Mas Agung already has a wife's child.. Romi is in the heart.

Bener too.. Mas Agung aja can have a wife's child, even though he is just a field crew whose salary may not be up to 2/3 my salary..

A line of smiles was now engraved on his face which still looked dreamy. But at least a little bit of his spirit has returned. He then drove his motorbike down the parking lot and out of the office.

I don't know how later Rizky shot Karina. I also have my own way...

Motor Romi darted past the queue of afternoon vehicles that piled up. He was heading somewhere he used to go when he was dating in college.

It's on the street next to the McDonalds a little inside. There are lined florists who sell colorful live flowers and flower boards for events.

While passing through a row of shops Romi's nose spoiled the fragrances of the flowers. Sometimes it smells good at night. sometimes jasmine. sometimes roses. sometimes he does not understand anymore what kind of fragrance comes in his nose.

Romi stops at the "Gita" shop guarded by a fairly aged mother.

"Hello Ma'am.."

The mother squinted her eyes trying to recognize the man in front of her.

"Oh my goodness, Romi??? really??"

"100 is worth to Mom, means free flowers for me huh?? haha,"

"Hahaha, you can do that."

"Awet ya Bu just trade until now.'

"She always opens this mom, you're the one who hasn't stopped here in a long time."

"Oh yeah, it's been a long time huh haha.."

"Ah you tuh most girls become wasteful if you give flowers one-on-one, forget about Mother."

"Well, that's not it either.."

"What are you looking for today?'

"Make a big bouquet of flowers hehe.."

"Tumben. used to buy only one piece.."

"It's special, Miss Hehe.."

"Well, time does it look??"

"Persis fitting you buy flowers for who tuh. written his name using paper under his flower bouquet.. Nelly huh??? your face is now exactly like it was."

Nelly. it's a name Romi hasn't heard of for a long time. But once you hear it, Romi certainly will not forget his first kiss of a lifetime..

At that time he was so infatuated with Nelly that he thought he would marry the girl with the hair of the boat

"Lho.. What else is Mas?"

Romi flinched from Nelly's memories.

"Eh Ovi? what's here?"

"In order to check the flower board for the wedding of the mayor's child later." said Ovi while pointing to the next shop.

"Oh...."

"Why is Mas Romi? who are you buying flowers for?"

"Eh that. hehe. for someone," Romi replied hanging.

"Daughter?"

"Not yet, but hopefully later become a girlfriend," replied Romi straightforwardly. He himself was quite surprised to be able to answer like that. The word 'boyfriend' is a word that almost extinct in the dictionary of Romi life.

"Hopefully it works Mas," Ovi said with a smile.

"Yes thank you, the rival is your boss nih haha.."

"Yes??"

"Haha yes, don't be cute if I buy hehehe flowers," said Romi winked.

"Ready Mas.." Ovi gave a thumbs up. "I'm leaving first Mas, going to the office again.."

"Huh? this hour??"

"Yes there is still work Mas." said Ovi as he waved his hand into the car with a driver. Romi waved his hand back..

The car that Ovi was riding was getting away and Romi was seen shrinking in the rearview mirror.

He said Playboy, but it seems sincere. At a glance his chest hurt.is it possible that he felt jealous because Romi had found a patch of heart? or is he just jealous of not getting something like that from Rizky?? Most likely the second....

"Will you send this to me, son??" ask Bu Gita after determining the flowers and writing the bon.

"Yes sent.."

"Where?"

"Beach hehe.."

"You are serious, that is far away.."

"Dekeet is not for an hour like it. This is the address.." Romi shows a whatsapp message from Rizky giving the address of Hotel Indra.

"But it's expensive to send it directly.."

"It's okay.."

"Yes, what date and time?"

"December 21st. at 11 o'clock.."

"Gendheng's boy,"

Romi was excited to see the reaction of Mother Gita.

"Hahaha but this original.kan surprise time delivered noon.didakuan dong.."

"Yes already for you Mother try. let later the Sutanto aja anterin.."

After several times refusing payment money from Romi finally Bu Gita resigned to accept money from Romi for bouquet of interest. Bu Gita once said that for example Romi was like his own child. Because Romi is similar to the face of his late son who died young from cancer.

The dreadful day was perfectly closed by Romi.. The next few days will not be easier until the 22nd..