Love (But)Need Certainty
Returnees

The scorching sun that rained down on the earth was blocked by the leaves of coconut trees that were lined up randomly on the shore. The trees affix a peaceful, shady shadow for shelter. Many merchants took their place under the protection of their shadow. And this time, Romi also took protection under him. Taking shelter from the sun, taking refuge from the painful feelings that plagued his heart..

He lay limp while closing his eyes with his arms. Letting his clothes dirty with sand, he did not care if he had to change clothes again later. This time he didn't care about anything. Even if a crab was pinning his thumb at the moment, he probably didn't care.

He just wanted to rest.wanted to disappear and drown from the sea of feelings that left him out of breath.

Occasionally the wind blew felt like it was crawling all over his body lying down resignedly. His ears were also rewarded with the sound of waves that were much better for him than the sound of music that was faintly heard from the hotel hall across.

They must have been having fun, growling in their hearts while imagining Rizky and Karina.

Maybe at this time they are cutting the cake.sounding happy birthday song is being sung. He became a little grateful not to bring any gift this time other than the flowers he ordered for Karina. It feels like a loss now if he brings gifts for his two friends

Yeah, just friends now they're both just friends.. Romi doesn't care.

Behind his arm, Romi's eyes were warming. As strong as the energy of Romi fight and survive but eventually some tear circles melted from his strong cocky attitude.

Gravely... Romi denounced himself who became crybaby because of women. If Karina saw him like this she would be laughed at.. Romi doesn't care..

Shadows returned the women that one by one he had dated before. So many happy moments he felt with them all. Falling is better than the heartache of the crap wrapped around him at the moment..

He thought that being faithful might not be possible. Maybe it is his destiny to always jump from heart to heart. Perhaps the best way of love for him is to enjoy every moment with women as much as possible. Is he really not worthy of love? Romi began to wonder.

Romi banished all his thoughts if he could also expel the piercing taste in his chest. This time he just wanted to be calm..

It turns out that heartbreak hurts a lot..

"It's a meal so as not to be sad." a voice suddenly sounded by his side.

Romi was so immersed in turmoil that he could not hear anyone stepping on the sand nearby and then sitting next to Romi.

"Let's eat don't daydream." said Asteria with a smile..

Asteria offers a cheap bread for 2000 rupiah which is commonly sold in stalls. Romi's tired brain is now on vacation to memory when he did the same thing to Asteria many years ago.

Romi wiped off a few tears that had wet the side of his face.

"Crying.." Asteria tease.

"Broasted.."

"Maha.."

Only this time did the laughter of Asteria sound so comfortable in Romi's heart. It is as if he sees the person he loves being happy.

The person he loved..

Asteria approached Romi and grabbed the man she loved.

Romi felt the sincerity of the Asteria's embrace. His heart trembled as he felt Asteria's breath blowing on his cheek. He has often felt it when he was with Asteria in his apartment. But this time it all felt special..

Romi immediately threw away the thoughts of going back on an adventure among the hearts of women out there. He realized that there was a special place for him. And he did not even have to bother buying a bunch of flowers to get it..

He just needs to realize it, and he regrets not realizing it from a long time ago..

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