Love (But)Need Certainty
Mom's Advice

Usually the way people work where they make a living will be reflected also in their attitude at home. But that probably applies to most people, if for Karina the opposite is true.

Once home finished work he went straight into his room to change clothes. While changing often he threw his old clothes just like that on the floor. Then if necessary after work during the holidays he can stay in the room like a shy princess who snaps even though no one touches him.

Of course, Mommy once commented on his laziness at home. But Karina reasoned that she was tired in the stall, so at home is a lazy vehicle. You can only shake your head to see your grandson. Sometimes you have to evict her from the room just to take her to sit on the night of the house enjoying the night (Emak likes the atmosphere at night and intercept the meatballs passing in front of his house). And after all, a grandmother will usually love her grandson excessively. So did Mother to Karina.. Mom just hope if he gets married later not like this continues.

“Tuuuh kaaan!!”

Karina jumped from her beautiful fall.

Mom was picking up her old work clothes from the floor.

“Hehehe.. sorry Mak.”

“You're sorry to keep but not change,” said Mom while sitting on the edge of the bed.

“Iya yes later change deh.” Karina begged not to be picked on and immediately pulled her hand to kiss her.

“Your base is... let's see what the hell it is in hp... his eyes stick continuously from the time he came home earlier.”.

“See gossip on instagram hehe..”

“Oh.. kirain again chat with Rizky..”.

“Eh not Mak,” Karina berkilah shaking hands even though Rizky did send whatsapp message several times just a pleasant talk. But that doesn't include talking, does it?

“Or Romi...?”

Karina shook her head.. Romi rarely sends messages or calls. After chatt he often sent funny pictures, sometimes memes, sometimes inspirational stories, sometimes videos. Romi more varied send messages not only pleasantries. But today that person had not sent a message at all. Karina so wondered what the man was doing right now...

“So you want to choose which one...?”.

“Select? Yes do not know deh Mak,” replied Karina while puffing her cheeks.

“Both of them already seem deketin intention you know.you have dinner with Rizky. The Romi also ngajak you watch.danger you know if you are not firm.”

“Danger? Wh why? Kan them temenan. anyways I also do not necessarily want the same they are.”.

“Just because you don't want to choose they will stick to each other until you choose.”

Karina twists her hair while listening to Mom. He did not avoid that he was a little lethargic to choose between the two men. But even that does not mean choosing is an easy task for him. He had known them both since the age of fifteen. Over the years he used to see them stop by the stalls, help out at the stalls, sometimes play together at his house, and occasionally see them fight.

Facing the times when they behaved differently to approach her a little made her feel awkward. Although of course he did not mind if there were among those who shot him to become a girlfriend. The problem is awkwardness.. Would they remain friends if they chose one.. He would feel guilty if they both became hostile.. Eventually rather than that Karina did not take the decision, did not take it too seriously, and could remain friends with the two of them.

“According to Mother?” suddenly Karina threw back a question.

“Lho are you who are chased by a single mother. ya up to.”.

“Ayolah Mak.. give me a hint.. wejangan... wangsit..”.

“Hush! Wangsit.. emang This mother jin apa.”

“Hehehe.. seriously Mak give your beautiful grandson this enlightenment..”.

“H.. According to Mother.. What you think is best is best.. Choose what you like and feel comfortable.. Don't forget to think about the future.. If you choose now, it is not necessarily a soul mate.. So just go for it later if you actually choose.”

Karina listened carefully while sitting hugging her knees..

“They are old..it can already face things like that. don't worry.after all they are both good people. won't be rude to each other or cross the line if they fight.” Mother let out a long sigh, she felt tired of making this whole speech in front of her granddaughter. Mom believes anything will be his granddaughter can certainly go through it.

“Udah ah.. mom wants to go back first.”

My mother left Karina who was still sitting on the bed.

Karina got up and walked towards the high mirror in her closet. As he ruffled his waist he turned left and right.

What a great thing I am until they are both rivals.A lot of other girls out there are prettier than this lotto guy..

He then brought his face closer and looked at his face closely..

He said that his face looks similar...But many times he saw Karina's face was no resemblance to Romi or Rizky...

Karina then returned to her bed and lay on her stomach on the bed. Drown his face in a pillow with a picture of a drooling Mickey Mouse.

He weighed the two friends like judges in a talent race. Both of them are good people, in the sense that they do not say rude, they also respect the parents, and are friendly to everyone. But maybe Romi is too friendly to women until finally he can collect a lot of dates. It was not even a secret Romi had with Karina. But lately Romi does not talk about his date, nor does he look busy with his phone to reply to girls chatt. Maybe Romi was serious when he said he wanted to repent and try to be faithful. But of course, who knows..

Both are also people who want to work hard and are not lazy. Obviously the results of Rizky's hard work are very visible from his shiny car and the money that seems in Karina's eyes is endless. Romi's work is more mundane and he does not seem as ambitious as Rizky. Other side.... Rizky has never dated, which can be said to be great!! it's still ‘murni’. But it made him so stiff when chatting with Karina. And Karina also hesitated to tell this story with him because his reaction would be flat. It made Karina feel a little uncomfortable..

*Truely said Mother.the two are basically good people..*

Karina now sprawls her body face the ceiling adorned with stars and planets that can light up in the dark.

And like something lit up in the dark, Karina suddenly knew what to do..

Waiting..waiting who first stated will bring his ~~~~hatinya to the future..