Love (But)Need Certainty
Coast III

07.00...

Usually if on a normal day, at this time Romi has not yet risen from the world of his dreams. Seven o'clock! it was too early for him to start the activity, too early to lift his back from the soft mattress, his eyes too heavy to open.

But today is a special day! december 22nd, it's Karina's birthday! (his best friend Rizky's birthday too but he doesn't care). And this seven o'clock morning he even had a morning shower and fresh~~~~. If his mother knew, she would be moved Romi could wake up this early and be ready to go through the day.

He should change his clothes immediately and prepare for breakfast at the hotel restaurant. But what Romi did even though he had taken a bath was just stand looking at the beautiful bouquet of flowers that he placed on the table.

Every now and then he rubbed his fluffy chin that had been shaved clean from his thin beard, his gaze sweeping every millimiter of the bouquet like a mother examining her son leaving school.

Is this good enough? Does the color match? Are roses good enough? Are the red roses too much? Or better yesterday I choose tulips? Karina would like it, right? Would he even say I was more carrying flowers~~~~!?

The bouquet arrived at the hotel at exactly eleven o'clock last night according to the order. Romi gives extra tips for their efforts of sending flowers that night-night.~~~~

Romi walked to the left side of the bouquet, then he saw the right side, it was not enough that he turned the bouquet twice. Finding mistakes that really only come from his insecurities. This was the first time in a long time that she never gave flowers to women. And this feels so awkward! Romi feels like a schoolgirl culun~~~~ who is about to shoot his girlfriend.

He then walked around the room, occasionally checking the time on his cell phone..

The show started at 11 o'clock.I somehow had to shoot Karina before that hour..

Romi then peeked out the window of his room. The atmosphere outside was still quiet because it was still too early.

Doing the plan out in the open will only attract unnecessary attention. Especially he avoids the attention of Rizky, could-can the man thwart his plans like last night. He wanted to shoot Karina in a more personal atmosphere. After all, if you do it in public, maybe his courage will fall! Romi may be experienced with women, but this is a special time. He very strongly considers this to be the only and perhaps if you mate forever.~~~~

Whoa!.. Romi is still upset with Rizky who messed up his love statement last night. He then took his phone.

I'd better go to his room straight away.It's more private..

Romi wants Rizky surprised later because Karina suddenly belongs to him and rejects Rizky's love statement. Just imagining it makes him laugh at himself. He feels a little evil, but if he doesn't, he might lose Karina forever.. ~~~~

Before Romi could send a message to Karina the door of her hotel room was knocked.

With the imagination of Rizky's shocked face Romi walked towards the door, his face was still beaming at the thought.

It would be perfect.It must be perfect!

Romi opened the door.

"Sofia..!??!!?"

Her eyes glared at Sofia standing at her doorstep. His heart was racing, not out of love but out of anger.

"Why are you here??" romi ketus. Still fortunately Sofia did not find the door slammed because Romi could still hold back.~~~~

"I want to apologize." Sofia said, looking down.

Romi walked back and forth trying to dampen the side of him that wanted to jump away from this annoying figure.

"Yes, I'm sorry, okay? *finnish*!? don't be whittling anymore.."

Romi was about to close the door when a~~~~ir Sofia's eyes dripped down instantly upon hearing Romi's words.

Romi lowered his head, his fingers still holding the door but he did not close. Romi turned his eyes to the carpet in the hallway of the hotel, he refused to see Sofia sobbing.

Slowly her anger subsided because Sofia's crying sounded so miserable..

"Sound..." Romi rubbed his face in disbelief.

What's he supposed to do? this is beyond expectation.

Romi's anger is still there, although not as adventurous as it was the first time seeing Sofia. He feels sorry now.. Feeling compassion because Romi feels Sofia is no different from her who is in love with Karina.

Romi was even willing to overtake his best friend to get Karina.

Her heart was shriveled at her similarity with Sofia...

*I am no better than this woman.maybe worse*.His resolve to express love for Karina is a little shaky.

"Sorry..."

"There's no need to apologize anymore" Romi said slightly softened.

Sofia hugged Romi tightly.. Romi.. Expelling him more rudely will not make his feelings better.

While their chests touched, Romi could feel Sofia's heartbeat. Every breath of Sofia as she cried was felt in her arms. Even Sofia's fingers clutching Romi's shirt tightly felt miserable.

"Sorry.." said Sofia weakly once again. He looked at Romi's face..

Romi looked at Sofia's eyes.. Romi's heart is not hard anymore.. He could not bear to see his teary eyes.. Romi has never faced a woman who has cried so much in front of him in a lifetime.. Now it is precisely his feelings that melt with Sofia's tears.. Romi has always been weak to women, and this has not changed...

Sofia's face approached.. Romi had retreated to avoid but Sofia was faster..

Their lips touched.. Romi doesn't kiss back just letting Sofia's soft lips stick..

"Thank you.." murmured Sofia..

And as soon as she came suddenly, Sofia went away from Romi's room door.

Romi took a long breath... She was grateful that Sofia had gone away.. Really Romi did not expect the woman would come to him.maybe for the last time!

Romi re-entered the room and closed the door weakly.

In the corner of the hallway of Romi's room, peering over the wall, someone watched the scene before the door with a look of disbelief. Previously he had believed Romi had turned into a better person. To be someone he may have long desired secretly. But the kiss changed everything. Romi is now in the abyss of the list of the worst types of men in his heart..

Karina gawked away feeling disappointed..

"Lho Karina!!" Rizky pretended to be trying to call while Karina walked away quickly.

"Let's go now" said Karina ketus as she continued walking.

Rizky smiled with satisfaction.. Sofia's plan was incredible...