Love Me, Please
45. Not - So Lounging at Lounge
Once again Kayden's arm was subjected to my torment. "I'm not like that, yeah."
"Really?" debate it with both thick eyebrows high on the forehead.
Shrugged shoulders. Understand that what Kayden said is a little true. If you don't love the smell of new and branded items, maybe the wardrobe room in my room won't be that crowded.
"What is the answer, then?" Kayden broke my thoughts and focused my attention again on him.
"Don't know, blush. I don't like any smell. If it smells, right, its rotten connotation is that, yes. A good one is often said to be fragrant, not a smell." I tried to rationalize his words in order to convolutely not to answer.
"Yes, yes." Kayden agreed with nyeleneh. "So what's the answer, huh?"
"It's up to me."
"Huuu," ledeknya half-heartedly. I know it's because he likes it when it makes me laugh. "The answer is .. jeng, jeng, jeng, jeng, jeng! Fishy smell!"
One hundred points for the effect he created, but one thousand points for the confusion he also created in my head. "Well, why?"
It seemed like the world was supporting Kayden's efforts because right then and there the traffic light turned red. The car gradually began to stretch until it completely stopped. "Amis," he repeated as he looked at me. "Of you." Kay then moved her eyebrows up and down.
It took a while for my brain to digest his words. After the sentence was finished processing, an instantaneous groan was born from within the chest. "Yes, my God, my God." My eyeball can't stand to not go around in its sockets.
However, it is also undeniable that his efforts to entertain myself succeeded one hundred percent. My heart became more relieved. The soul also feels lighter. The muscles of the body instantly loosened, even more relaxed from the first time I met him earlier. I ....
He ....
There are no words to describe the feelings I have for her. Love alone feels less so describe what is there. I also don't know if there's a better word than love.
It did not feel Rubicon Kay had entered the Lounge parking lot. As usual, we split up. I looked for a seat while the young man lined up to order our food and drinks.
I saw him pull out his phone. Not until a few seconds later, my phone located on the table vibrated.
Kay : Okay, next.
Kay : What snack will I never refuse to do at any time?
Me : Nothing like that.
Me: You are a clumsy.
Me: Anything is eaten
Kay: sneered
Kay: I'm still in a growth period to know
Kay : So it still needs a lot of nutritional intake
I hid the kikih behind the palm. Substantial. I'm a diner, now I want to be a cranker again. Kalakian I took the message back.
Me: For what sake?
Me: What else do you want to be?
From the booth not far from the booking counter, I could watch her thumb dancing on the screen. He was biting his lower lip to hold back a smile.
Kay: I hear girls like big-gede ones
Kay : is that right?
My cheeks are heating up. I'm down. Inserting my face that had turned into a stewed crab color behind the hair blurb. Dang this guy!
Me : Kayden!
Kay : what?
Kay : what did I do?
Kay : uh btw I like your face so red that
Me : Ruck!
Me: remember us again in public places huh
Me: I don't want us to be kicked out again like yesterday
It's a low fxcking blow, I know. But I can't let this boy get me in a mood before we even get our food. I need my fuel first before I drive him wild.
Kay : sorry
A feeling of guilt struck the heart after seeing his reply. I'm trying to drive our conversation in the right direction again.
Kay: when you don't know?
Fortunately he complied.
Me : Hm.
Me : What would you refuse?
Me: stale food
I couldn't help but answer the origin and use the opportunity I had to bully my girlfriend.
Kay : watch out for you
After getting the message, I looked up and met the super duper ignorant look. How not? The way he stared, the mischievous lightning in his eyes, the swirling smile full of promise on his lips, made this self feel ....
Hot and cold alternately.
Oh, my God. No, no, no. Why am I getting back to this feeling, anyway? I left it. Come on, Nikita. Head out of the gut, please? And by the way, you should abort while you can. Before his mind get to same place as you were ....
Abort! Abort! Abort! Switch talk! Some more!
Me: so what's the answer???????????
I purposely added that many question marks to maintain my sanity. I couldn't expose what I thought to Kayden directly, so I threw it at the message we just exchanged.
At least the target is the same.
Kay : Snacking
Kay : which
Kay : never will
Kay : I refused
Kay : is ...
The three gray dots swayed, mocking the heart whose beat was waiting for more and more.
Kay : remember you forever
Kay: I love you baby
Kay : you're my life
Oh. My. God. He didn. He didn't just say that.
But .. he did. He really said that. Although not directly, but the effect is still the same.
Tears are spreading again. Oh, no. Not here, please!
I hurriedly sent a reply.
Me: which I went to the bathroom first
Well, it doesn't sound so strange, like, at all. Blahs.
In a step frenzied, the corner of this eye had caught the wrinkle of Kay's forehead. However, fortunately that time coincided with her turn to order so she could do nothing but let me pass.
For the time being.
Only right now do I need.
Someone also just came out of the bathroom when I was about to enter the room.
In the sink, I turn on the tap before putting both hands under the water stream just to feel the coolness. Or ... do I just need a distraction from what's raging inside the chest?
I don't know. I don't, not yet, can decide.
The messages sent by Kayden were still in the shadows.
I rubbed both hands on the white granite edge, head immediately hanging between the shoulders. Couldn't stand the reflection in the mirror. I don't want to meet that girl just yet. He ... he is too different and I don't want to admit his existence.
I'm sorry, Kayden.
To be continued ....