Love Me, Please
51. Wrong People

Just got off the car and then someone was on the side and was swaying in my left arm. "Where? How's it? How's it?" his stupor with a furore that did not match my new morning would improve because of Kayden.

The brain that does not get a break all night certainly does not function optimally and then becomes weak. It took a certain amount of time to process the incoming data so that I could put what this person was saying exactly. "Where's what?" I asked with a precarious patience and almost broke up.

"What about your extra learning yesterday? It's been a couple of days on the road! Did you have a chance, Dong, say I'm with Beckham? He wants to be known to me? Do you want PDKT with me? Or how? I am impatient, you know. Go, dong! Go, dong! Go, dong! Story, story. Tell me what you've discussed!"

Oh, shxt. Paulina asked about Beckham.

If only he knew what happened at each of our meetings.

"Sorry, Pol. But, you have to–"

I cut Kayden's sentence with a sharp "somewhat" clench. I don't want people to know all that. And I think it has something to do with what happened yesterday and my guilt, which I try to erase, stays there.

"I mean Kayden, you have to be patient. Okay well? I've only known Beck for a few days. We are busy learning too. I haven't had a chance to talk yet. So ... I need more time, okay? Patience, yes." I smiled stiffly.

His energy evaporated instantly hearing my explanation. "Yeah" he was disappointed.

"Sorry, Dong. But, don't be discouraged just yet. I will definitely help you. Just, yeah, it takes time." I shrugged my shoulders.

Although disappointment clearly muddied his facial water that had seemed very enthusiastic, Paulina still replied, "Yes, deh. It's important that you help me. Lo, right, I promised."

"Yes, yes." I'm in Kalakian looking around. "Where's Marina with Isobel?"

"Oh, that. They're inside. Marina said she wanted to get ready for the presentation of her group's assignments. Si Is again taking care of cheers with Mrs. Lekovich."

Ouchs. That stings's. "Oh, okay. Yeah, that's it. Nothing is awaited anymore. Yuk, ah, come in!" I pulled him into the building.

Now it's Kayden's turn to walk on my right side that's squeaking. Through the look in his eyes and the frown on his forehead, he seemed to ask, "What the heck are you doing, Yang?"

I just shrugged my shoulders. There was no answer I could give the young man because I did not know what I was doing.

What the heck, indeed, yang. What the heck indeed.

****

The higher the sun, the shorter the axis of anger. There are those who make heartache. I just rebuked someone who looked like a ninth grader who accidentally nudged me in the corridor. "Woy! Look around the road!" my spray.

The girl in glasses and wearing braces stopped by my side until she bent ninety degrees while apologizing with a stutter. "Ma-sorry, Brother. Excuse me. Sorry." He said it over and over again while bending over, then upright, and bending over again.

I passed without regard for a sincere apology for the mistake he did not make on the fifth bow.

The lunch menu prepared by the school also seemed very offensive. How not? The vegetables in the salad mix were not cheerful; the bananas and apples on display were too pathetic; the sandwiches were so mushy to be used as a stamina enhancer in digesting the contents of the lesson. And, don't start asking me about their pizza! How can we expect the youth of our country to develop the ability if the food consumed is these pieces of a slam?

God damned it!

Nothing is finished.

I ended up with a flavorless yogurt because it felt like everything went awry.

Duh!

"Why lo? It was a face, really, really tangled," asked Marina who had just arrived. In his hand was a tray containing a banana, an apple, and yogurt.

However, the other case with the remainder of Paulina and Isobel. Of course, this infuriated me again.

"Seriously, uh, Nik. Lo why, ha?" Paulina is now introgating.

"I should be the same as you" I said as I looked at Paulina and Isobel sitting across. "Lo seriously want to eat that?"

"What do you mean?" Blondie checked the tub in amazement.

"That's what–" However, I didn't finish that sentence.

"Healthy lo?"

"Are you okay?"

In a row these questions came out of the mouths of my three best friends. Even this time I could feel their confused look piercing the face.

"Sorry" I asked with my eyes closed. "Gue's sleepy again. Last night." I stopped the explanation until there.

Marina shakes my shoulder. "Ah, Girl. You must be staying up late to learn, right?" He stroked my arm softly. "Our Nikita's love." The patting of my shoulder as well, conveyed his sympathy.

"Yes." Yeah." Paulina is cheating. "The spirit, yes, Neng. Lo can definitely. To get on the team again." He was convincing. "Gue kangen really can cheers together again. The truth is not fun without lo, you know!"

"Wouldn't you rest first?" propose Isobel now. "In the health room I think I can, really."

Without thinking much, I rejected his idea. Although it sounds very delicious, getting into the health room will add to my row of problems. Doctor Sophie won't stay silent. He'll check what he can check to make sure I'm.

And I won't be resting.

"No, I don't want to. No more mood of Dr. Sophie's rehab. There's only one more hour of lessons. Finish it I can go home." Especially with my additional study schedule that either still exists or has ended with the events of yesterday.

"Okay if that's what you want. But, are you sure?"

The sentence Isobel just said somehow sounded very offensive in my ear. "Udah, huh, Is! If I say I don't want to, yes, I don't want to. Means I'm sure. How about, anyway, lo? Still wearing it!" my sentakku.

Is's eyes instantly rounded. "O-okay," stuttered who then bowed.

"Kiki!" tegur Marina and Paulina together. "She's just being nice, you know." Marina then added.

I exhaled a long breath. Shxt. Shxt. Shxt.

Fighting is only a loss for yourself.

****

After washing my face many times, and trying to stay focused by consuming spicy sweets, I managed to get home without any shortage of anything. Thank you very much, Lord.

My legs are getting heavier. I don't feel like I'm going to climb these stairs. But I have the intention in my heart. I had to get to my room to be able to meet up with a soft mattress and my goose feather pillow as soft as the clouds.

Humans really need the right motivation to make their attention not run away from the goal. When you look at the door of the room, it is like seeing the door of heaven.

I just ran straight into the bed.

After that, I don't remember anything anymore.

****

My body's wobbling. Wait, wait. Not kusenti. However, something shook him.

As a result, my consciousness gathered little by little. Who, the hell, would dare disturb my sleep?

I hold the hand that is still shaking. "Kayden, stop!" I can't think of any other possibility. He must be someone who dares to do something like this.

He still runs me. "Which, stop, please! I'm still sleepy." Now I change tactics by whining. He must have been devastated.

But, in fact, not.

"There's no point in whining about me. Will not be able to. Wake up! Don't think you can run away from our extra study schedule!"

My eyes suddenly stopped hearing that voice. What the fxck??????

To be continued ....