Love Me, Please
46. You are My Life
I also want to always be yours, keep going with you. But what do I do, Kay, if in fact being with me makes you miss out on great opportunities in life that I believe will make you a much more amazing person than you are today.
I felt like a anchor was holding your ship back, until you stopped sailing, and got caught at a point called me. I ....
The cell phone in my pocket vibrated again. Couple times. I took out the thing and I opened the message that was there after exhaling a long breath twice
Kay: who you okay?
Kay : Which vegetables do I like the most?
Kay: the answer is toge
Kay: Because what I love most in this world is living my life toge-ther with you.
Kay : What suit makes me happy forever?
Kay : You jas being mine
Kay : What ink can not fade
Kay: I'm asking you
Kay : What a faithful cloud
Kay: Clouds be with you forever
Kay : What kind of potatoes make you laugh?
Kay: Potato-tingtung-tingtung-tung
The last message back made me shake my head. This young. This perfect young man. How can I get him to seven billion people in the world? How could I be so lucky?
However, at the same time, how could he end up with a girl like me?
Shxt.
Kay : which
One more message just came in. He knew I had read the messages before and he was now waiting for my reaction. I finally got a message from Kay.
Me : yes
Kay : if one day there is something I want to make a superhero, you know what I want to be?
Me: Tony Stark's
Me: because among all things, you think Ironman makes the most sense
I know this for sure because he himself told me that. With the money and brains that Tony has, he can indeed create what he creates. Even if there will be a real superhero in the world, Ironman is most likely to be present. Because his superhuman abilities come from money and science. Elon Musk might be a candidate. Or other entrepreneurs in the world who are interested in technology.
Kay: you are wrong again
That's why the shock I felt was real when I read Kayden's reply.
Me : uh? Period
Me : so?
Kay : I want to be Your Man
Oh, my God. I forgot I was in the rain.
You : Wait, don't be upset
Kay: there's one more
Kay: this is the last one
Day: I promise
Want the last one or not, I still won't be mad at him. Who could afford to linger feeling annoyed at a pie cutie like Kayden?
Me: ok
Me: what?
Kay : that's my girl
Kay : thank you
We are back in the world of online conversation again.
Kay: What movement, movement is the hardest to do?
Kay : if I go back to myself, I will not be able to
Me: Is there?
Tag: there dong
Me: You're a superhero.
Kay : where? by when?
Me: You said yourself that you are my man
Well, I guess I can say that I've tried.
Kay : uh yes
Tagged: LOL
Me: You're just talking about doang
Me: Ngeles aja you like a bajaj
Kay : di yummy
Kay : Yes that is
Kay: answer dong
Kay : do you know?
Me: What was the question?
I also forgot because of you
Kay: you're bummer
Me: Same with you
Me: Yes it is
Kay : The hardest movement to make is ....
Kay: move on from you
The combats from Kay were really bad and that's what made it so good. Unbeknownst to him, he had succeeded in comforting me and breaking my heart at the same time. I really can't accept any of this. I really feel more inappropriate.
But he's right. Everything he said was true. I'm gonna miss him. I want to continue being his girl. I want him to always be mine. I always wanted to be with him. I definitely won't be able to move on from someone like Kayden.
Swelling mixed with sobs jumped from inside the chest. I really don't know what to do, Kay. Imagine that one day you are not a part of my life only the pain is already in the bones.
Especially if you move on.
Knows the eyes are inundated, do not understand where the water comes from. I turned my face, resisting the fall of those annoying circles.
After splashing your face with water from the tap there, type the keyword in the search bar. Immediately the screen is crowded by websites that contain "guessing nyeleneh".
While reading, a reply from Kayden appeared in the notification.
Cat : beb. Are you just quiet?
Still a long time in the bathroom?
I said the message quickly before he thought about getting to me here.
Me : no
Me : bentar
Me: I'm guessing again for you
He then sent a bejibun emoji grinning.
Well, can! Just ask him.
Me: What fruit does not have a brain?
Kayden replied with a thoughtful emoji.
Me: what come
I deliberately chose to guess with the theme of the fruit so as not to remember again the superhero fight that is one hundred percent on point.
Me: So do not say that I pray for you
Tagged: LOL
Kay : Don't sulk dong
Kay : What fruit is it
Kay: I'm blushing
Hm. That's easy. I felt these fingers flying over the phone screen again.
Me : Fruits that have no brain are all types of fruit.
You : oh why?
Me: Do you know any fruit that has a brain?
Our messages stopped for a while, one or two seconds before we heard from behind the bathroom door.
Whats?
I hurried to pull the unlocked door. Is correct. I found the most perfect boyfriend in the history of the dating world leaning against the wall beside the door, his long legs crossed at the wrists.
My mission of holding him in a seat failed already.
"Hi, dear," she said lightly, as if nothing strange had happened a moment ago. His smile was bright, bright.
So sweet.
I feel the pain in my heart.
"Eat, yuk! The Husky, with double beef and double white cheddar cheese, crispy chicken sandwiches, 1/2 and 1/2 french fries and onion rings with barbeque sauce, salad, lavender-mint lemonade, etc, and chocolate milkshakes plus malt are waiting for you, huh."
Lord, let me be selfish first, yes, let me not be able to let him go.
Suddenly I poured into Kay's arms that were always ready and swiftly caught my body. "I love you, baby. You are my life. And I'm so happy to be with you."
To be continued ....