Love Me, Please
47. I Don't Want A Dream

The burgers and milkshakes in the Lounge are second to none. I could swear on this. "If you eat a lot and keep like a fix I will be fat, yang," I commented while patting my stomach gently.

Kayden who had just closed the car door turned to me. "So?" tanyanya while putting on a seat belt.

"So, I have to overdo my workout portion. Especially now that I don't practice cheers anymore. Aaaa, I don't want to get fat, Yang," I whine. It's been imagined how this nightmare will end.

And with even worse.

Oh, god damn it, no.

Re-opening the belt that had previously encased his body. He then turned his body, and mine, so that we now faced each other. He held my chin with his thumb and forefinger gently, looking at me deeply. "Listen, yes, Nikita Bliss Levine. You heard me. First, you will not be fat. Second, if so, where is the problem, huh? I don't see any trouble there."

I still miss my boyfriend. "You don't think it's a problem, but I think?"

"Udah. Don't think about it too much" he said before peeping at the top of my nose. "A situation would be a problem if we made it a problem. Don't let what people think become the focus of life, or we won't actually live."

This soul gasped at the words that had just come out of Kayden's mouth. He was actually just commenting on my anxiety about being fat. However, Kay was not aware that she had also caused a greater effect. It was as if he knew there were a myriad of things running rampant inside his head and I needed to hear that sentence.

Even so, there will still be nothing different. I'm still a girl who crosses the future of the star candidate. "Hulu." I covered my heart and distracted myself with a sneer.

"Yes," he said. "Ha-hu ha-hu aja you. Right, no, what did I say?"

"Yes, yes, Mr. Kayden the Wiseest." I answered.

"You, yeah. Hobby really menggeledekin me now," he said while turning on the engine.

"I don't cheat, anyway. How dare." Busy with my seatbelt, I did not see Kayden's outstretched hand pointing at my waist. It just felt the gel I just found out. "Eh, uh, uh, no! No, Yang, geez! Forgive me!" I tried to avoid it, but what can be done in a car cabin this big?

****

An hour later we arrived at my house. As usual, if I don't get in, Kayden just takes me to the front door. "Thank you, yes, I want to repotin" I said. I don't know what's going on inside that's causing that word to come out of this mouth.

"Ngerepotin what? Don't worry, deh! You're, right, my boyfriend," Kayden's ass was obviously very disapproving of that word.

"Yes, but I feel like I've been taking your shit a lot." I can't not insist. Because that's the reality that exists.

"Don't like weird thoughts, deh, ah!" reprimand him while tidying up the children's hair that escaped the pigtails. The gentle and repetitive touch that he did was not only to calm the body, but also to calm the soul. Kalakian Kayden tapped the tip of his index finger against my forehead a number of times as well. "Remove all those mindless thoughts from here, yeah. I don't want you to feel like you're just bothering me because there's nothing to bother with. I am happy to take care of you and be happy with you. I'm glad to be with you all. I really want it to be that."

"But–"

He quickly interrupted my sentence with a sledgehammer. "Huh-uh. There is no buts. You hear?"

I hear. But what does it mean to just listen. "Yes, yes."

"Well, that's right." He rewarded my obedience with a kiss on the forehead. "Oh, yes. Tomorrow we bring the Beautiful, yes, because the coach said that tomorrow there will be an extra scrimmage for the preparation of the game this week. It's okay, isn't it, Yang?"

"Ih, wayward!" Pinched my cheek. "Kan, I told you I didn't feel bothered."

"Yes, but, kan–"

Kayden cut my words again. "Wouldn't! I want to go with you. Home is about easy. Ask Gyan to go with you, too, he'll want to."

I rolled my eyeballs. "Basic!"

"Yes, you're in, you're in. I'm back, yeah, Yang." When our lips met, I was still able to taste the sweetness of the lemonade remnants he drank earlier. He then kissed my forehead, both cheeks, chin, and the tip of my nose alternately. "I love you, baby. See you later."

I immediately tiptoed to kiss her chin. "I love you. See you soon."

****

"Just got home, Nope?" Mrs Voice. Crane greeted me as I walked into the kitchen to fetch water in the freezer. He seemed to be cleaning the cooking utensils that were there. I don't know what for. Pans and pans are rarely used.

"Hi, Aunty," I said. "Yes, here."

"Well is dinner? What do you want Aunt to do?" tanyanya while continuing to wipe the pan.

"Udah, Bi. Thank you." Thank you." I closed the refrigerator door. "I ate with Kayden, really."

"Oh, yes, Non. Good then." Mrs. The crane then folds the cloth that was just used to dry the items. Put the pan back into the storage cabinet. "Where's the extra learning, Non?"

My forehead wrinkled. "Kok Auntie knows I have an extra study schedule?"

The middle-aged woman threw a timid smile at me. "Auntie accidentally heard the same meat grilled as Chef Bruno the next afternoon, Non."

"Oh, yes, yes." It means when the girls were gathering last Sunday.

Mrs. Crane seemed to be waiting for my answer expectantly.

"Hm. Smoothly, Bi." I sent a half-finished smile towards him. A lie also flows smoothly from the lips.

"Thank God, Non," he said with a long sigh. Like he was holding his breath before hearing my answer. "Aibi also asked God to make all Non-compliance easier."

This faint heart hears Mrs' words. Cranes. How a person who has no blood relation to me can be this careful. Not like .... I cleared my throat of anything that suddenly clogged. "Thank you very much, yes, Bi."

"Together," she replied softly, as gentle as her smile and gaze. "Non knows, right, besides Bibi's cook can also be a good listener?"

To be continued ....