
It is we who sometimes never greet each other, have a sense but only limited to asking. Survive half the expectations, waiting between the fine line between having and losing. Making may as a collection of several beliefs, increasing over time, grow with the beat of longing.
Tin.tin.Tinz.
Profs. Zain started to sigh violently, he was really upset. Two hours passed but his car was still stuck among hundreds or even thousands of cars that were still snaking as far as the eye could see.
How many tens of times he had seen the circular watch on his left wrist, the more he saw the watch the more he was annoyed at the delay.
"Shitt!" Gerrutu Prof. Zain knocked his head on the back of the chair. There are two things that are most prof. Zain hated his life, was late to the class to teach and late to meet his beloved.
"What's up with today? Why is it so hard to get to him! This really sucks." Gerrutu Prof. Zain, he again sighed harshly. This time he tried to type a short message on his phone, unfortunately he did not dare to send that short message to Yuna.
Meanwhile in a different place, Yuna was looking forward to the arrival of Prof. Zain with mixed feelings, happy, scared, also agitated filled his chest cavity.
Yuna herself did not know from whom she felt fear. Despite this, he tried to blend in with all the flavors available. For a Yuna Dinata, looking forward to the arrival of Prof. Zain is now much scarier than watching a horror movie he hates so much.
Allahs... What's wrong with me? Why do I feel hot even though the weather is very cold. Yuna muttered to herself while fanning her beautiful face with both hands.
"Will he not come? I waited for him for more than three hours!" Yuna said softly, this time she got up from her sitting position and walked towards the garden lights.
"I didn't know the night would be so long for a lover to wait for his lover to come." Yuna said again, this time while playing her finger lentiknya among dozens of red Rose buds neatly arranged in the front garden of the faith of Sawn Praja Dinata who was the target of her meeting with Prof. Zain De Lucca's.
Without Yuna noticing, the pair of eyes looked at her with loving gazes, hearing the speech of the graceful girl in front of her unintentionally made the owner of the blue iris who had just arrived was unbelievably happy. Wanting it to feel he immediately ran over then hugged the graceful girl in front of him like the one in the drama, yet all his might he endured the turmoil as he knew the graceful girl in front of him did not like such indecent treatment.
Mm mm.... Prof again. Zain could only cleared his throat to melt the tense atmosphere he was about to pass through. And this was not the first time, before he had gone through tense moments in his office when revealing his heart contents to the graceful girl standing in front of him.
"Have you arrived?" Yuna asked without taking a smile off her beautiful lips. To be honest, his chest was pounding very hard. But he tried to hide his nervousness behind his beautiful smile.
Not much different from Yuna, Prof. Zain felt the same tremor, for the first time he felt his chest pounding so fast. It was as if his heart was about to jump out.
Without Yuna noticing, Prof. Zain ducked a rough breath, he tried to eliminate his nervousness, unfortunately it did not work. His Playboy attitude is subdued in the face of the charm of Yuna Dinata.
"Lt is... Just new! Am I bothering you?"
"Absolutely not. Come on, let's just talk there!" Reply Yuna while pointing towards the bench located under the tree near the garden lights. Profs. Zain could only hear Yuna's request, he even walked in front of the girl of his dreams.
Yuna's shoulder-length hair could not stand still, the gusts of the night wind made the girl graceful in front of Prof. Zain was uncomfortable. Even so he tried to behave accordingly.
"As you can see, this place is not comfortable for us to talk seriously. Nonetheless, this place is all I can think of. We can't talk inside, because there's nobody in the house. We could just go in and talk there. But, I'm not gonna do that. This is how I take care of myself." Yuna said in a loud tone of voice as soon as she started her serious conversation. Yuna even played the Murottal Qur'an on her phone, so that the impression of horror as long as they spoke together without anyone by her side would not be felt, because there was God who accompanied every step of her foot.
"Before, I never fell in love with anyone. For me that love is the love shown by both my parents. But, ever since you expressed all your feelings in the office back then, I started to waver." Said Yuna again without taking off her eyes from the beautiful face in front of her.
Profs. Zain was the same, he could not take his eyes off the perfect face of Yuna Dinata. Even the hairpin tucked near Yuna Dinata's ears looked precious and perfect because Yuna used it.
Yuna Dinata's full moon beauty really bewitched Prof. Zain De Lucca until he was speechless.
"You knew? You are very handsome and charming, any girl will easily fall in love, unfortunately I am not interested in handsome face and basket eyes man. I hate men who only show off their good looks and wealth just to flirt with women. Not all women will be attracted to possessions and good looks, I'm that kind of woman." Close Yuna with a vibrating tone of voice. He hoped that the man in front of him could catch the serious course of the conversation.
Profs. Zain could only let out a rough sigh, hearing Yuna's frank confession made her feel like she was being slapped. How could every utterance that came out of the lips of the girl of his dreams seem like a very painful innuendo to his dark past.
"You knew? My memory is so sharp, I can even remember every little thing that happened.
In my mind, you're a weird, shitty guy. I don't know what doubts are keeping my footsteps from getting close to you. I kept thinking, is he a good guy? Should I accept it? Can he be my priest? Is he going to betray me after we're together? If I accepted it, would he approach the other woman behind me, just as she approached the other woman behind her lover's back?Really, there are still a lot of questions and doubts in my mind.
I realize this world is filled with many colors, and your past is part of the color of your life. You can forget about the bad past and start designing a future that can do good for everyone.
So with all the considerations at hand, I've decided NOT to..."
Glekkk!
Profs. Zain could only swallow his saliva. Hearing the word no from Yuna's lips made a warm droplet land on her cheek. Somehow he turned into a crybaby, and this was for the first time in his colorful life as Yuna had said.
Profs. Zain looked back at the perfect face of the girl of his dreams, as if he wanted to scream. His heart was broken hearing the word 'NO' but he tried to be calm.
Now Prof. Zain began to wonder, Yuna's smiling face adorning her blue net. The sadness he felt seemed to evaporate with his rough breath.
"I have decided not to refuse you." Connect Yuna with a smile on her pretty face.
Profs. Zain blinked both eyes, trying to digest the situation.
She smiled at me? Then said no to that? Not because he rejected me? Or did he decide not to reject me? Profs. Zain was confused, he did not know where the intelligence he was proud of all this time.
"I said I accepted you, and didn't reject you. Hi Professor handsome... I hate stupid people." Guyon Yuna in a speech style followed Prof. Zain when teaching in class.
Profs. Zain wiped the corner of the eye with the back of his hand, the sadness he had experienced had now turned into immeasurable happiness, seeing the smile fluffy on the perfect face Yuna Dinata made Prof. Zain missed his Mommy.
"Thank you." Prof. Zain with a soft voice.
"No need to thank me. After this, there are still many things you have to do. Ask Mama and Papa for permission like Raina said. Befriended Sisters Sawn and Mas Robin, after that..."
"after that... I'll make you mine forever." Connect Prof. Zain was later greeted with laughter from Yuna.
Your smile is as beautiful as Full Moon, just by looking at you I feel happy. Your happiness calms the soul. I don't know what kind of love I have until I feel blind to it. Is this real?
I wonder, is this real? There is no way God would compare this bad me with the Angel of Heaven! For a moment I tried to close my eyes, then slowly opened them, and it turned out that you were still there, in front of me. It's... This is real, I met the Angel of Heaven whom anyone would gather in front of him because of the beauty of his face.
It's real! I love the perfect person who accepts me for who I am. May God keep us together in unconditional happiness. Until finally all the dreams become real, the dream to continue together in joy and sorrow. Gumam Prof's. Zain was at length in his heart while looking at the perfect face of Yuna Dinata.
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