
Oh Allah...
I went too far.
I'm afraid I won't be able to come back...
Guide my footsteps... Pinta Raina in do'a.
That night he cried. Since the charity event there's something wrong with her heart.
In love?
He is too afraid to fall in love with a man who is not lawful to him.
"I shouldn't play with my feelings. It's not appropriate for me to have feelings for something that isn't absolutely mine yet.
Allahs...
Before this feeling grows deeper, help me forget it.
Teach me to always make the Quran my life guide.
And those who believe have great love for Allah. (Al-Baqara 165)."
Raina wiped her tears while facing her skyline.
"Allahs. I'm afraid I can't survive, while I have many dependents." Raina returned to tear with the back of her hand.
As a third of his night passed, all the hopes that had stifled his chest were described in his doa with the boundless cry of a servant's hope in his Lord.
Raina realizes her weakness, and she knows the do'a in the third of the night is like an arrow on target, which is why she does not want to miss her best time to whine while crying at Robbnya.
Until dawn, Takbir, Tahmit and Tahlil could not be separated from the heart and oral.
Praise be to Allah, the Lord of the Worlds, whose affairs are returned only to him.
...***...
Sawn looked at him blankly. He felt empty. There is something lacking in his life.
After dinner with Raina, in the morning he decided to go straight to Singapore with Robin and his two personal bodyguards Yanto and Bobby.
Meanwhile, the company business he left to Yuna's only puppet sister, assisted by Rita Robin's assistant who is quite good at her job.
Yuna grows up to be a chatty spoiled girl, though Sawn knows for sure that her sister can count on.
Ting...Kegs...
Many times Sawn's room bell rang, but he chose to ignore it. It's impossible to ring the bell of Yanto and Bobby's room. They're too scared for that. It was definitely Robin who came to ruin his day.
Upset that the bell of his room kept ringing, Sawn stepped lazily. And sure enough, as soon as the door opened wide Robin's crisp face appeared behind the door leaf, she came with a girl who covered her face with a bouquet of flowers.
Taaaa......
Sawn squinted his eagle eyes, looking at the figure standing right in front of him. The woman showed off her best smile, she looked graceful with a fiery red dress. Even so Sawn was not interested in glancing at him at all because his heart had already chosen his personal bodyguard.
Sawn ducked down, turning his eyes the same as Raina did when he tried to steal a glance from the girl.
With a glaring gaze Sawn pulled Robin's arm into his room.
"What did you do, why did you bring that woman here....?" Snawn snapped slowly, afraid that the person he was talking about heard his secret talk.
"What's the problem? He said he wanted to see you, so I brought him." Bela Robin's.
It was obvious Sawn was upset with Robin. Inevitably he had to let the girl in while chatting about unimportant things.
"Are you crazy...?" Snawn snapped while pointing at Robin's face. Hearing Sawn's words, Robin laughed.
"Hmmmmm... Can I come in...?" Retha asked as she knocked on the door of Sawn's open room.
" Alrighthh. I trust you that you're not interested in him." Said Robin quietly as he walked leaving Sawn who still looked angry.
Interested him?
Sawn smiled cynically.
"That's enough of my life to be involved with an actress!" Lirih Sawn while following Robin.
"Welcome, lady alone...." Robin looks like a ling-ling. His mind was fixed on Raina whom he had not met for two days.
"Baaahh... Excuse me. I forgot that you're a big star, after all that lady alone is no match for you." Robin said as she reached for Reshta's hand.
"It's okay. You can call me as you want. Miss alone? it's okay." Retha said with a smile to show her dimples.
"No. no. A perfect miss like you doesn't fit on a call like that. After all, the call 'Self Miss' already has." Robin said, pointing to the sofa beside Sawn, allowing Retha to sit there.
"What are you doing here...?" Said Sawn pretending to be friendly.
"Diagn... Doing boring activities. But I have to pretend to smile in front of the crowd." Retha answered honestly.
"Didn't you like your job..?" Ask Sawn again.
"Of course I like it. It's just that I can't forbid my heart from getting bored." Retha replied while staring alternately at the two handsome men in front of her.
"When are you going back to Indonesia?" Robin diverts the topic of a boring conversation between Sawn and Retha.
Men are not Romantic...! Robin's grumbling in his heart.
"I miss my family very much. Maybe I'll be home on Angel's memorial day." Retha said while showing her sad face.
Sawn's facial expression turned one hundred and eighty degrees. He who had been mediocre turned into a drama melo, and felt guilty.
Robin forgets that he is dealing with the steward's restaurant, Angel's cousin the Snake-headed woman.
What is the death warning...? You sly woman. Robin's grumbling in his heart.
"O yes boss, aren't we going to have dinner with our business partner?" Robin tries to keep Sawn away from Retha. He was afraid to hear the name of Angel will make his friend again sad as before.
"alright. I don't want to bother you guys. If you want, you can come to my room." Retha said as she got up from her seat, Robin led Resta to the front door.
...***...
For two days Sawn chose to stay at the Marina Bay Sand hotel. One of the icons Tourism lion country that has a boat shape building floated above three towers. The hotel in Gadang-gadang became the most spectacular hotel in Singapore.
Sawn chose to stay on the 47th floor to enjoy the stunning scenery. As far as the eye can see, the sea is soothing to the net, there are small boats there adding to the beauty of the afternoon atmosphere.
Sawn stands at the Balcony, whose net he directs to the Garden Bay The Bay which is very popular in Singapore.
"I hope to someday enjoy this scene with you..." Lirih Sawn slowly.
Luckily the silly Robin didn't interrupt the afternoon.
Raina! That's your name, right? I miss you so much. Hope this miss will reply unconditionally. Lirih Sawn again.
She closed her eyes trying to imagine the face she missed so much. This feeling of longing really tormented his soul and body.
...***...