
"What would non Raina do now? I hope non Raina doesn't play with the rich man. If we play with fire, we will burn ourselves."
"Sir Bobby need not worry, I will not play around with my heart."
Agil who understood the direction of Bobby's conversation could only sigh. Agil himself knows best what it feels like to be stuck with conglomerates who think their treasure is everything to the point of not being able to see anything else. Including hurting other people's feelings.
"Not all rich people are warm-hearted like Ani's mother. Ani's mother is a very nice woman. For the sake of the person he loved he was even willing to leave his extraordinary life." Agil told her story.
"Eve. Who's she?" Ask Bobby curiously.
"It's his daughter's name mas Agil, sir." Raina said as she looked at Bobby and Agil's faces alternately.
"Oohhh really? I just found out that Agil has a daughter." Say Bobby again with a surprised look.
"When we get married, we don't live in peace every day! My wife's family has always done things that would make us give up, including destroying the printing effort I had with all her power.
It took a long time to make the effort grow. But my wife's family took only a week to destroy everything.
All my life, even though I never complained about anything. My wife and I haven't eaten in days. We stuck an empty stomach with mineral water, which is why I was so angry when I saw people wasting food.
On behalf of my wife, I swore I would never see the rich man's face for the rest of my life." Agil began to shed tears. Raina just realized, it was not only she who felt weak when dealing with people she liked.
"The thing that makes me sick to my wife's family the most, I even come to their house begging for life for my wife, so that they want to help the cost of cesarean that I can not say because my efforts went out of business at the same time.
They could only smile mockingly while saying 'Go from before me, otherwise you will definitely sting." Agil cries as she makes a sound, Raina and Bobby look at each other because they don't know what to do.
Bobby embraced Agil's body and occasionally wiped his partner's tears with his palm.
"After they found out my wife was gone, they even sued me to give them my little daughter. They reasoned that I was a useless father and would not be able to raise my daughter."
"The color that mas Agil needs people to take care of Ani so that mas Agil can work quietly?" Raina asked while thrusting tissue at Agil.
Agil can only nod, if the heart is filled with problems then there will be tears. Sadness and pleasure are just a lifeline. The task of man is to live it with patience.
...***...
Sawn asks Raina to bring koffe to his office, there is no objection that Raina can do because it was ordered by his superiors.
Since the morning Raina tried to avoid Sawn Praja Dinata, it seems he was not ready to meet the peria especially now Angel with him in the same space and time.
Hhuuhhh! Raina let out a rough breath while knocking on Sawn's office door. Repeatedly knocking on the door there was also no answer. Raina takes the initiative to open the door without the owner's permission.
The cesss!
Angel's sharp gaze seemed to want to tear him apart.
"Is this the only courtesy limit that every veiled woman like you has? I haven't given you permission yet but you've come in like a thief." The yellow-skinned woman.
"Dragon speak? How dare you yell at Raina! No one's waiting for you here anyway." Robin suddenly enters, annoyed to hear Angel yelling at Raina.
"You! Because of you Robin dared to yell at me." Angel is getting angry. He takes Koffe who is in Raina's hands, and tries to flush Raina with it. Raina's reflexes pushed Angel's hand, and unfortunately the koffe was precisely about Angel Sasmita's clothes.
"You. hot." Said Angel while fanning the part of his body affected by Koffe splashes.
Haha... Robin laughed so hard that his tears came.
"What's wrong with you? I can hear your laughter." Said Sawn who suddenly entered and surprised Raina.
"buddy. Angel is so funny. He was so thirsty that he didn't realize his expensive shirt had been spilled by a koffe." Robin is looking for an excuse.
"Really dear..." Angel's words hang because Robin does not want the crafty woman to spread the charm of her lies.
"Actually I asked Raina to help Angel find a dress that suits her, unfortunately she refused because she said she would just go home." Robin tries to evict Angel in front of Sawn in a polite way but hits the target.
Angel could feel the scent of hostility from Robin's gaze. There was nothing he could do but show off a forced smile.
"Darling, I'm going home." Said Angel in a spoiled tone. And it managed to make the ears of Robin who heard it itchy.
Sawn looked down at Raina's face, knowing she was uncomfortable in her room.
Mmuhaha! Sawn was still looking down at Raina's face when Angel suddenly flashed a friendly kiss on her right cheek, and it managed to surprise Raina to the point that the tray she was holding fell on the floor.
"Mkk." Raina said nervously and then ran away regardless of Robin looking in surprise at her.
"Can you be a little patient. See that poor girl's face? I think he's in shock to see your romance." Said Robin annoyed and then left Sawn after he put down the documents that must be signed by his silly friend.
...***...
Raina stood up while looking at the reflection of her face in the toilet mirror. He really did not expect to see the romantic scene of Sawn Praja Dinata with his lover so soon.
Raina placed her right hand on her chest, the sound of her heartbeat beating very fast. There was a strange feeling that wanted to be channeled and it made Raina very annoyed at herself.
"There is no dating before the wedding. My heart is calm." Raina shriveled inwardly while taking a deep breath then slowly exhaled her.
"I chose to admire him in silence without having to be tied to dating. A boyfriend? I'm not a fan of that word." Raina was silent again. No one hears his complaint but his Lord.
O Allah guide my footsteps to keep on heading towards you, do not let me neglect to remember you. There is no power or effort but the help of Allah.
Raina closed her eyes while imagining the beautiful love story between Sayyidah Fatimah Azzahra and Ali Bin Abi Talib Ra. A beautiful story that became the role model of the human child afterwards.
Can God make me fall in love without doing anything? I know I won't be able to. I leave my heart to you, O Allah, so that it may be kept holy. Lirih Raina patted her face slowly trying to erase the memory of how Angel floated a friendly kiss in front of her eyes.
I don't want to be caught between two human children who love each other (Sawn and Angel). And me? I don't want to be stuck in a pseudo-love that will keep me away from the Grace of my Lord.
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