
"Thank you for loving me that deeply. If I don't give you the answer you want, what will you do?" Raina asked because she was curious.
"I'll do as you want. If you want me out of sight, then I promise you I won't come to you until you come to me yourself!" Reply Sawn with a serious face.
"If I hadn't come to you, what would you have done?" Raina urges Sawn to find out how serious he is.
"I'll keep waiting for you, on the road you're going. If God grants my prayers, then I hope he will grant the prayers when I ask you to be my companion."
"Sometimes life doesn't live up to what we expect, even so I wish you were always happy." Raina said sincerely.
"Aren't you going to ask?" Sawn glanced at Raina.
"I've asked you everything I want." Reply Raina quickly, while pouring tea into a cup.
"Maybe about the girl?" Said Sawn again trying to lure Raina.
"I've got the answer."
Sawn came to a halt at one point, he did not want time to stop this quickly. It felt like his heart was about to explode, he was so happy that he himself could not describe it with words.
God, is it okay I'm too happy? This happiness I want to embrace for the rest of my life. Am I overreacting? If so please forgive me. Lirih Sawn in his heart.
"The tea's cold, do I want to get you a new one?"
"No. Thank you!"Answer Sawn quickly. He grabbed the cup with his fingers, sipped it slowly while imagining the future he dreamed of.
"All the things I've said about myself! What about your decision?"
"My decision..." Raina's words were stuck in her throat, because her name was called repeatedly from the stairs.
"Mom called, it's time for dinner."
"Son't going down, any minute." Reply Raina while getting up from her sitting position.
Sawn and Raina, they both left the terrace that was about the size of half of the living room of the Sawn residence, but Sawn felt a peace flowing through every pore of his body.
For a moment Sawn remembered the stupidity he had done.
Every night, I spend my nights in nightclubs, my love for Angel always forces me to come to that place so that my heart is calm when I remember it. See what that woman did to me? He pretended to be dead, then came back like nothing had happened. I don't know what good I've done in the past until God sends a woman as good as Raina? Lirih Sawn while descending the stairs, without realizing it tears began to drip from the corner of his eyes. While Raina, she walks behind Sawn while carrying a tray of tea.
Everyone was sitting at the dining table, usually all the residents of the home will eat after the prayer isya, but in honor of the guests who came to his house, Rahayu called all her children to eat together. It was done by Rahayu so that the candidate who proposed to Raina was not surprised if one day his family members needed Raina.
"We'll make a decision after dinner, sorry for serving a simple meal." Said Rahayu's mother.
"It's okay, it's more than enough." Reply sir Andi, while allowing Sawn to sit next to him.
"Sir Sawn, is brother in our house?" Andre asked because he was curious.
"We? What's your max? So you know each other?" Ms. Romlah looked at Nanang with a sharp gaze.
"Bude, actually..."
Everyone was busy enjoying the food, which sounded only the sound of spoons and forks that were mutually unpretentious.
Mr. Andi and Ms. Hanum finished the meal together. While Alya's mom, she really couldn't swallow her food, wanting to cry as she hugged her son sitting right in front of her. Unfortunately he couldn't do that.
I don't know what curse I have until I can't hear my pura calling me mama. Ms. Alya moaned in her heart, she wanted to shout for everyone to feel her pain, unfortunately she could not do that. The shadow of his son hated him as if it was tearing down his confidence.
Raina was aware of Alya's grief but she could not say anything to comfort the woman who was the same age as her bude Romlah.
"You're done eating! Immediately take ablution, soon your brother will follow." Rahayu said to Raina's sisters who are in different ages.
"Sisters, you have to say goodbye to our guests." Raina deliberately told all her sisters to say goodbye so that Alya's mother could touch Andre without getting suspicious from Rahayu's mother.
"What's your name, son?" Ms. Alya clasped Andre's fingers, this is for the first time.
"Andre, aunt." Andre replied briefly.
"Do you like teaching?" Bu Alya asked again, seeing Andre's face reminded Alya's mother of her late husband.
Andre has white skin, brownish hair, a pointed nose and narrowed eyes. Andre has a handsome face, seeing Andre's face makes Alya like looking at the face of her late husband who she missed so much.
A second later, Alya's mother fell. The atmosphere that had been tinged with happiness turned boisterous seeing that Alya was unconscious.
Sawn held his aunt while running towards the car, while Ms. Hanum followed Sawn's hasty steps.
"We're sorry, because to this lackey our conversation must stop. God willing we will meet again soon." Answer Mr. Andi while cupping both hands in front of the chest.
"It's okay, sir, may Lady Alya get well soon, she seems very surprised." Reply Rahayu's mother who was also surprised to see the incident in front of her.
After saying goodbye sir Andi left the home, meanwhile outside the home Sawn looking for the car keys in his pocket unfortunately he did not find it.
"Are you looking for this?" Raina approached Sawn who was still standing in front of the gate, she accompanied by her two younger brothers.
"Ooo... Thank goodness, I think I forgot to put it somewhere." Reply Sawn quickly.
"I'm sorry! Because my family drama is all messy." Said Sawn again, this time his face ducked full of regret.
"It's okay! It seems like Miss Alya misses her son so much, I'll talk to mom, as soon as possible."
"Thank you." Reply Sawn while throwing a thin smile.
"I'm sorry for not being able to give you the answer you wanted tonight, God willing we'll meet again soon. When I see you, whatever answer I give you, you have to accept it with grace." Close Raina while waving at Sawn who was preparing to leave the home.
Raina stepped in with her two younger siblings.
While Sawn, he was still fixated with the charm that was in front of him. Anxiety filled his chest cavity. There was a sense of disappointment embedded in his heart, disappointed because his ears could not hear the words he wanted to hear.
In my heart I miss you so much. I don't want my hopes crushed, all I'm waiting for is the answer to "He" Lirih Sawn slowly then slowly he drove his car following his family who were invisible to his neutrals.
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