Loving Saleha's Bodyguard
Longing Sawn

"Good morning, sir..." Sapa Bi Sumi while carrying a cup of warm Koffe in her hand.

"Good morning, bi." Reply Sawn without seeing his interlocutor.

It was nice to see you at home reading the newspaper! Lirih bi Sumi in his heart.

"This is the coffeepya sir."

"Regarding. Oo yes bi, is Raina not awake yet, what is the lioness doing until it does not come out of her room?"

A lioness? Hearing his master's words bi Sumi could only smile while closing her mouth. It never crossed her mind that her master would say that, her words did sound annoying, but bi Sumi knew that her master only wanted to see Raina.

"If non Raina hasn't woken up yet, it's a disaster. You can see, at the dinner table all the food is cooked non Raina." Said bi Sumi flattering the woman who was not in front of him, and the speech managed to make Sawn believe that his heart was not wrong in choosing the figure of the woman who in all ways he made to live in his palace.

"Non Raina must be praying Dhuha!" Say bi Sumi again.

"Sholat Dhuha! What prayer is that? Isn't that prayer only five times a day?" Sawn's face looked confused, he didn't care if the half-baby maid thought he was really stupid. It's okay to look stupid than to pretend to be smart, he said.

"Master can ask non Raina directly!" After saying that bi Sumi directly walked towards her room, I don't know what the half-baby maid thought, she left Sawn with a thin smile that still puffed up on her face.

"That's directly to the lion? Nokk. He must think I'm the dumbest guy he's ever met, just look at it later. I'll definitely find the answer myself." Sawn folded the newspaper and placed it on the table.

"Didn't you have breakfast?"

Sawn's steps came to a halt when he heard the loud voice of bi Sumi.

"Later." Sawn answered briefly as he climbed the stairs. He turned his head to Raina's bedroom door, it was still closed as usual.

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"Mom, I'll be out for a minute. God willing I'll be back in the afternoon." Raina said to Sumi who was still busy cleaning the kitchen utensils, while two other young assistants were cleaning the floor.

"Where is Non Raina going? Never mind, non Raina doesn't have to answer anything." Sumi replied to herself. Raina could only smile a little at Bi Sumi's curious face but she tried not to show it.

"I want to visit someone." Raina replied briefly.

"Did non Raina go alone?" Ask bi Sumi again.

Raina nodded.

After saying his regards, Raina left the middle-aged maid with all her busyness.

"Gentleman where are you going?" Bi Sumi asked Sawn when she saw her master coming down the stairs in a hurry.

Idiot... Why should I ask? Lirih bi Sumi because seeing Sawn did not answer any questions but gave a thin smile on his handsome face.

"Is Raina still in her room?" Sawn stopped his footsteps while asking bi Sumi.

"No sir. Non Raina was gone, five minutes ago."

"I'll be out, maybe I'll be back in the afternoon." Reply Sawn closed the conversation. He stepped out of the house thinking about what Sumi said this morning, the middle-aged maid asked her to ask Raina, of course it was a bad decision she did not want to take.

A dhuha? Sawn still did not understand the meaning of that one word. Along with his cluelessness he leaves the house in a white car he used to drive with Raina.

Doing things that he often does together with Raina makes it feel closer to the girl even though she is not there beside him.

Meanwhile, the azure sky with soaring white clouds colored the bright air today. What a beautiful week.

This morning Sawn deliberately dressed casually. Light blue t-shirt crimped with jeans and white sneakers, Sawn hopes to take Raina for a walk to enjoy the city view, even though he knew it was impossible to take the woman for a walk together like other lovebirds who join hands and share the same taste.

Sawn Praja Dinata car continues to divide the road. To be honest he felt very disappointed because he could not see Raina, but he tried to brush off the ridiculous feeling by listening to music in the middle of his journey. Michael Learn to Rock is back.

Baby, won't you tell me why

There is sadnees in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusuon

Sawn let out a long sigh as he continued to stare at the not-so-crowded streets. His heart was beating so fast.

"Is this love just my illusion? It is very difficult to express this feeling in full consciousness." Lirih Sawn slowly.

Michael learn to rock is back.

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who said it all

Now you're the one to make it stop

And I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you kissed

The feeling so strong will lasting for so long

The view of Sawn is still focused forward, he adds speed to drive through the streets that are quite stretched, very rarely can enjoy the comfort of driving like this morning on ordinary days without being trapped.

...***...

"Ma. Brother Sawn said he'd be home by now." Yuna broke the silence.

"That's great. Well, then, Mama should cook your sister's favorite meal." Reply Hanum bu while leaving Yuna who is busy with her Foreign Celebrity Magazine.

"Usually my brother never came home on Sunday, I don't know what else he brought today." Lirih Yuna quietly while turning the new page of the magazine.

"If Brother Sawn hurts sister Raina again, I won't hesitate to report it to mom and dad. He's my brother, but if things hurt women, I'll be against him myself." Lirih Yuna again, this time she was really furious, she hoped that her brother had apologized to the woman who respected him so much.

"Sister has arrived? I just told my mom that you're coming." Sapa Yuna who saw Sawn walked in a hurry. Instead of responding to Yuna's words, Sawn instead walked quickly up the stairs, towards the second floor where all the books were neatly stored, the library is deliberately created by his father to fill free time if not working, because reading is the best refreshing for the soul.

After being in the library room Sawn immediately closed the door and poured into the rows of thousands of neatly arranged books.

Religion!

Slow Sawn walked towards the bookshelf written Religion, because many books are countless, sir Andi, his papa Sawn deliberately put one type of book on the shelf as soup is easier to find.

"The idea is brilliant, pa. So I just need to find the word dhuha in these books." Lirih Sawn slowly then he started looking one by one.

"Interesting." Lirih Sawn slowly when a book that read Dhuha was in his hands, a man prayed while raising my hands when the sun rose into the cover of the book.

Sawn walked towards the sofa that was deliberately provided in the library, slowly he opened it sheet by sheet, it was amazing he tried hard to understand every thing written in it. Of course it's not easy, because it's a taboo for him. Reading the book Religion only in school the rest he thought he did not need it.

Dhuha prayer is a Sunnah worship that is recommended by the Prophet Sallallahu Alaihi Wa Sallam, because there are priorities and benefits of Dhuha prayer that are so great.

From the ashes of Hurairah, "My dear Messenger of Allah Shallallahu 'alaihi wa Sallam sent me three things.(1). Fasting for three days each month (.2). Two rakaats of Dhuha prayer, and, (3). So that I may pray before going to bed. (Hf. Bukhari and Muslim).

The secret of the Dhuha prayer for those who do it will be forgiven by Allah, opening the doors of sustenance and making the heart spacious.

"Had the lioness done dhuha prayers, it turns out that in addition to opening the door of sustenance it will calm his heart. I don't know how many times I have bothered him, but he still remains in his mind not to repay my actions. Is this because of his dhuha light? I don't know." Lirih Sawn quietly while closing the book in her hand and put it back in its original place.

He turned off the lights and walked up the stairs. Sawn directs his neutrality to all sides of his parents' magnificent home.

"It turns out that nothing has changed from this place and its inhabitants, mama is still the same as ever, wise woman with great affection. Papa with his firm demeanor and Yuna, the spoiled child was still a cheerful girl who did not distinguish anyone in her company. As for me, I fell asleep at the drop of grief I had until I forgot someone else needed my hand." Sawn softly, not feeling the teardrops began to come out of his eyes.

" I'm sorry, God." Lirih Sawn again.

Allah's?

The name came out of his mouth, not knowing how long he had forgotten the name, and now it was the name he missed most.

...***...