Loving Saleha's Bodyguard
Hidayah

"Doctor James, what are you doing?"

Doctor Nova asked as the scene before him made his chest pound very hard. To his great surprise, the foreign doctor was crying bitterly. To be honest, the current doctor Nova is very upset at the foreign doctor who became his partner since this year.

Doctor James removed the corner of the eye with the back of his hand. He felt ashamed, three people stood in front of him and looked at him with murderous gazes.

"I ask you to take care of Raina! What the hell are you doing? Crying on the floor? Kissing floors? What the hell are you thinking? If something bad happens to Raina, I will never forgive you!" Nova Doctor said ketus in a young man who became his partner.

There was no rebuttal, doctor James could only silently hear every chatter that doctor Nova directed at him.

"Nova, patience. You don't have to be angry with her. Everyone does their part as well as possible. I'm sure Doctor James has done his best for Raina." Said Bu Hanum trying to calm down, he held Doctor Nova's arm.

Seeing Raina in critical condition makes Sawn's chest pound very fast, he does not even pay attention to Doctor Nova and Doctor James who are currently involved in the debate.

My Hay Bodyguard Saleha, how are you? All this time you've been talking just about it, because you sure as hell would rather be quiet than bullshit. And today you don't talk at all, you scare me. So scared that I felt like I was going to die.

I've never felt this much fear before!

Hay... My godly bodyguard, wake up! Without you my life would feel empty, my breath connected with your breath, if your breath stopped then I would not have the right to breathe anymore.

Hay... My godly bodyguard, don't even think of leaving me! Because if you think about doing that, I swear on the lives of both of us, I'm never happy and you'll find me in a state of suffering.

Hay... My godly bodyguard, I love you!And will always love you to the limit of my age. Sawn muttered to himself as he clasped Raina's fingers. There are scratches on the taut fingers, now Sawn imagines a big fight that his beloved wife did alone.

"I did everything I could to save Lady Raina! For the first time in my life, I cried because of a patient. A very good patient in my life." Doctor James said as soon as he began his serious conversation.

Sawn frowned at the speech of the handsome-looking doctor. He wondered what he would hear next. Raina does not even know Doctor James, how can the foreign doctor say Raina meritorious in his life.

"I've always been looking for the light in my life. Unfortunately I could not find the light. I ran in every episode of my life just to find the light, still the light was getting away from me!" Continued Doctor James.

"I am angry with God, why am I so adrift in error. I believe in God, but I still hesitate to make a choice."

"What choice did Doctor James mean?" Sawn approached Doctor James who was currently still dissolved in his harrowing feelings.

Doctor Nova still looks upset. The woman who became a friend of Bu Alya since the gray white age would never let Bu Alya and his family have health problems as long as he could handle it.

This time it was different, he really could not take care of Raina, the fear of bad things happening to Raina made Doctor Nova give her responsibility to Doctor James. Instead of treating Raina, Doctor James cried while on the floor, and it enraged Doctor Nova until he pulled the collar of the handsome doctor's shirt.

"The word of God is everywhere! They also say God is very close. Unfortunately I could not feel her closeness in my life. I doubted it, and I committed a sin. I thought about sinning until God showed me the way!

And today I believe with all my heart, I am sure there is no God but Allah and Prophet Muhammad is the messenger of Allah." Doctor James said with tears.

Doctor Nova gaping. The physician he knew as an Atheist suddenly recognized Allah as his Lord and Prophet Muhammad as his Apostle!

What wrong?

Today saw Madam Raina in critical condition but her fetus still survives and is fine, she said, I feel like the earth has long died but by God's permission I get rain and then I come back to life in a different state."

Doctor James shed tears again.

Raina and our son are fine! Thank You Allah. Sawn muttered in his heart.

Doctor James was back in his own mind. The verses he heard from Nova's doctor reading and he read himself made his soul slapped.

Qala Rabbi anna yakunu li gulamuw wakanatimra'ati aqiraw wa qad balagtu minal-kibari 'itiyya.

Qala kazalik, qala rabbuka huwa 'alayya hayyinuw wa qad khalaqtuka ming qablu wa lam taku syai'a.

He said, "My Lord, how will I have children, when my wife is barren, and I (on my own) have reached a very old age?

Allah (Berfirman), "Thus, "Your Lord said, "It was easy for me, indeed I created you before that, whereas (at that time) you were not at all praised. (Qs:Maryam 8-9)

Innama amruhu iza arada syai'an ay yaqula lahu kun fa yakun.

Verily his business when He wills anything He says only to him, "Be it." Then be something. (Qs:Yasin-82)

Indeed, Doctor James is like being slapped by three verses that are currently spinning in his brain memory. He could not help his heart, which is why he cried as Sawn, Doctor Nova and Bu Hanum entered Raina's ward.

Doctor James who is currently dealing with the bad condition Raina strongly believes, it is impossible for Raina and her womb to survive in a state of concern without powerful intervention. If God has willed then he simply says "Be."

That guidance came to you not because you were great, it came to you not because you were the descendants of the prophet, the family of the prophet, or a rich man with abundant wealth. Take that direction once it gently caresses your heart, don't wait until tomorrow, the day after, or even until it ages. The sons of Noah, the Wife of the Prophet Luth, and Pharaoh did not receive the light of Hidayah even though they lived in the light of prophecy.

Doctor James chooses to take the Hidayah that God gave him as soon as he sees the miracle Raina brought with her the child in her womb.

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After finishing the prayer Isya Sawn chose to check the company report that he had left for a day, Doctor James who became Raina's personal doctor was seen worried because Raina was still unconscious, even so, he insists Raina is doing fine.

"Darling... How are you doing? I'm here, very frustrated to see you like this. Quickly realize. I miss you so much! I want to hear your anger for waking me up at dawn. I want to see your pretty face when I blush in shame, I miss your beautiful full moon smile! Get up!" Said Sawn slowly after he finished his work, he grasped Raina's fingers.

"Hay boy's... How are you doing? Papa misses you so much! Ask your mama to wake up, Papa misses you both!" Connect Sawn with tears. This time she stroked Raina's stomach.

"Hay boy's... You know that, right? Papa is so proud of you, after having a hard day you chose to stay with your Mama!

Hay Boy's... Your aunt, Aunt Yuna is very grateful to you! Papa promised, once your mother comes to her senses, Papa will punish all the criminals who dared to hurt you both. You and your mama came at the right time, you saved your appointment so that the villain didn't tarnish his honor.

Hay boy's... Know it? Today you didn't just save your appointment, because you Doctor James got guidance. Thank you for being our son." Saff said slowly. He stared at Raina's bruised face without letting a smile off his lips.

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