Loving Saleha's Bodyguard
Self-Esteem

"Why did Miss Angel invite me to her house? If I don't come he'll get hurt, and if I come then I'll get bored there. How am I supposed to convince Miss Angel that I can't come...?" Raina thought about what she should do without hurting anyone.

"If I go there and Mr. Sawn sees me, it's gonna be a big deal!"

Raina sat in her room while imagining the incident last night, it felt like for someone she did not want to see the man who became her superior. Being on that man's side was much more dangerous than fighting with a Wrestler though.

Raina put her right hand over her chest. Her chest was still pounding imagining how Sawn grasped her fingers in an unconscious state, considering that it gave Raina goosebumps.

Self-worth? A woman's self-esteem lies in what she says and how she behaves with everyone.

Tok.Tok-sign.Tok.

"Non Raina what do you want to eat? Aunty will cook according to non Raina's taste." Said bi Sumi as soon as her face was seen from behind the door leaf.

"I'm not hungry."

"Where is Non Raina going? Usually you don't go out at night, is there anything urgent?"

"Mother's right, I don't like going out at night. Miss Angel asked me to go to her house. He said there was something urgent."

"Is Mr Sawn sleeping?" Raina asked because she was curious.

"Master was gone an hour ago. Ooo yeah, how's the non Raina family doing?"

"My family is fine, ma'am, thank God." Raina replied with a smile, anyone who sees her smile will definitely feel peace.

"Non. Whatever happens aunt stays on non Raina's side." Said bi Sumi while leaving Raina in a quiet room that she had occupied for three months.

"On my side? What's the max of Sumi." Lirih Raina quietly while preparing to meet Angel's invitation.

Just like ordinary days Raina appeared as it was. He wears a yellow pasmina that he mixes with the same color of the game, and not to forget he also wears a lip moisturizer whose color is not too striking.

After feeling ready, Raina asked Mr. Ujang to take her to Angel's residence.

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's...

Raina stepped foot, and left the luxurious residence of Sawn Praja Dinata.

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"Why is this place so crowded? Miss Angel didn't say anything." Lirih Raina as soon as she reached Angel's house which was filled with invited guests, even some women glanced strangely at her appearance.

Not far from where Robin was standing, he pulled Sawn's arm and asked his best friend to look towards the entrance. There still stood Raina in her surprised manner.

"Why is he here, did you invite him?" Sawn said softly but his eyes were still looking at the entrance, a split second later Raina disappeared from his sight making Sawn think that it was just his illusion.

"Nobody's there. Are you playing me." Sawn said annoyedly. Robin directs his eyes in all directions, unfortunately the figure of Raina he was looking for disappeared in the crowd of invited guests.

Some of the people who heard the woman's words laughed softly at Raina who was still standing in their midst.

"Who is the name of the businessman? I totally forgot... It is not wrongly called Cccc... His name is Chen." Said the slender-bodied woman again,

"What's wrong with these strange women, I'm not interested in their lives, they're instead eagerly revealing the past that I'm trying to forget." Lirih Raina while holding back her anger.

"It's only fitting that she fails to be Chen's mistress, Look at her appearance. Iiiha... It's scary." Said another woman while flipping Pasmina that Raina was using.

Raina still stood staring at the trash spoken by the women who considered themselves as Super Models without gaps.

Beautiful paras, luxurious clothes, beautiful bodies, money flowing like water and polarities rising, do not make them soft. The terrible thing of a person, he considers himself better than others then without him realizing little by little he turned into a Monster.

"Angels. Are your standards starting to fall, why are you inviting such a retarded woman. You kuel."

Hearing the words that made her ears hot Raina closed her eyes. His blood was boiling, yet he tried to hold back the anger that was about to explode. It was very difficult to hold back the anger that almost destroyed his soul.

From Abu Ad-Darda' Radhiyallahu 'anhu, he said "O Prophet of Allah show me a practice that can enter Heaven." Prophet Shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam then said. "Do not be angry with you, then Heaven." (Sr.Thabrani).

"Of course his appearance would be like this if he spent his life in an orphanage. Didn't know he and all of the orphanage's children were from as bad a parent as they were...."

"Enough. Had Enough. From just now I just heard the garbage, I was silent does not mean I can not talk bad like you guys. If I wanted to, I could also slap someone who dared to talk badly about me and my family, I wouldn't do that because I respect you." Raina said annoyed, her tears almost dripped but she tried to hold him back so as not to look weak.

"Miss Angel, I think you're calling with a good cause. You are not what I imagined. If Mr. Sawn knows what you've done, I'm sure Mr. Sawn will definitely leave you." Raina expressed her frustration.

"Hey... Shut your mouth, how dare you call my Sawn with your dirty mouth. All my life, I've never seen a cheap woman like you, you've always wandered around like a Parasite." Angel looked at Raina with her cold gaze, eager to squeeze the woman who dared to challenge her, unfortunately she had to hold back to keep her ego.

"Gee. You are very great. I didn't know that you were this great, yesterday you spoke meekly, asking me to come to your country just to do this disgusting blister! And you...!" Raina pointed to some of the women who had been participating in insulting her.

"And you.... You think that insulting others makes you happy, I Raina Salsadila do not feel insulted by your insults, because I am nothing like your expectations.

What did you say about me, I failed to become Chen's mistress because of my appearance? It is precisely because of my appearance that Yo Ming Chen loves me." Raina said silencing the mouth of the woman who dared to underestimate her.

The woman could only stand pecking while squeezing her fingers. The party that had been fine turned boisterous.

"You talking about looks? Look at yourself, even my maid outfit is much more fashionable than you. I don't think a poor woman like you has an ego beyond your means. I warned you for the last time, never to appear before me or in front of Sawn, otherwise you would know how frightening I am. I've never played around with anything I've ever said about a man I love so much." Angel pointed at Raina while grimacing withstanding her almost exploding anger.

That much anger? Lost already the charm of Angel in the eyes of Raina, all eyes were fixed on the feud of some beautiful girls. Even everyone gathered watching the scene that was unfolding.

"Basar woman jall..." Angel's words stuck in her throat as soon as she saw Raina catch her hand that almost hit Raina's face.

"I'm not that easy woman. Let alone a slap, not even a single hair of mine will be able to reach." Raina throws Angel's hand until the woman is almost knocked down.

For a Raina, her self-esteem is everything, where she should be standing proudly in front of the woman she admires so much, she gets humiliation from him. Raina's heart was broken and it hurt even more when the one who hurt her was the one who was close to her.

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