Loving Saleha's Bodyguard
Tahajud

After receiving a call from her Bodyguard, Sawn leaves the company, driving at high speed to the hospital where Raina is being treated. Fortunately the streets this afternoon were not so crowded that he was not caught in a long traffic jam.

It took me two hours to get to the hospital safely without any interruptions. As long as Sawn kept cursing with harsh words, he really couldn't hold back his anger.

Five well-built men with desperate faces were now kneeling right in front of Sawn. Not a word came out of his lips when Sawn forced him to speak.

"You dare to come here? Aren't you afraid of dying?" Sawn smiled but his heart was hot. It felt like he wanted to eliminate the delinquent standing in front of him fearlessly.

"Do you know that I'm looking for you like an insane person? Wahhh... It's really a surprise. You came to me like a hungry dog.

I admit you guys are absolutely loyal hunting dogs to their masters! And even more pathetic than that, your master has disappeared like he swallowed the earth!

Did you see who was lying weakly on that bed?" Sawn asked as he pointed towards Raina who was still unconscious. There was a deep sadness that was currently filling the chest cavity of Sawn Praja Dinata, but he could do nothing to resuscitate his beloved wife.

"He's my wife! And you've hurt him! I think I want to kill you all!" Say Sawn in high notes. His eyes were reddening with anger. A second later...

Plakkkkkk!

One slap landed right on the right cheek of the tall man who was currently still kneeling in front of Sawn. The tall man grimaced with the pain in his bruised face. Even the tall man's hands were still perfectly bound. It seemed like the three Bodyguards Sawn namely Mr. Bobby, Agil and Pak Yanto who were currently standing outside Raina's room had beaten the five men until their faces looked like ripe tomatoes.

"You know? Finding you guys is a little difficult. Even if you hide in the Ant hole though, I will definitely find you.

You underestimated me so you dared to enter my life. Unfortunately, I'm not an easy person to let go of insects like you guys." Said Sawn again to the five tall men, his eyes still as sharp as daggers. Really, it felt like Sawn wanted to destroy the five men in front of him with all the abilities available.

Again the words of Raina who became a barrier to Sawn beat up the jerk in front of him, because the words always echoed in his ears, '*Anger is like a soul-burning fire, if anger overwhelms you then you're not just destroying yourself. Patience is more important than anger.

The anger comes from Satan*!

Patience is a testament to our love and obedience to God. Even if we must not, we must still choose the path that God has pointed out.

Never forget this, Satan will always invite people to do evil and damage! I know you won't believe my words because we've never seen a bad place called Hell together. At least we have tried to remind each other so that we avoid the bad of Hell. I say this not because I'm better than you, I say this because I love you so much, only people who love you will always try to remind you' Raina said to Sawn Praja Dinata two days before the tragedy that befell her and Yuna.

"Go from before me before I kill you....!" Sawn shouted while kicking one of the men whose hands were still tied. A few seconds later Mr. Bobby entered with three police officers in full uniform.

As a result of being upset and not being able to vent his anger Sawn can only hope, hopefully his anger will evaporate with his rough breath. His heart did not stop to remain privileged.

Now only Sawn and Raina are in Raina's ward. The atmosphere seemed calm, while on his phone Sawn tried to keep turning the Murottal Quran which became Raina's favorite when he was relaxing.

"Hi Angel Surgaku... Howareyou? Hurry, wakeup! I miss your beautiful smile! I feel lonely without you by my side. If I could, I wish I was the one lying here and you were the one talking to me." Said Sawn softly while removing the corner of the eye with the back of his hand.

Without Sawn realizing it, Raina's hand began to move with the permission of her Lord.

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Midnight!

The time is 2:30 when Sawn awakens from a short sleep. He yawned, after which he read a wake-up prayer. A second later he went to the bathroom to take Wudhu.

O Allah, praise be to you, lord of Heaven and Earth. You are all right, your promise is true, your meeting with you will be true. Your word is true. Heaven is real. Hell is like that too. My Lord, only I surrender to you, I surrender to you. Only to you I'm back. Forgive my past and past sins. There is no effort and power I can do but with your help.

Sawn sobbed in his long prayer. Thinking about Raina's condition made her sob.

O Allah, my Lord...

I came knocking on your door, sat down in front of you and begged for your help. Please, don't test me beyond my limits. With all your generosity and kindness...

Sawn is getting sobbing. Even his voice was stuck in his throat. Anyone who hears her cries in the middle of the night will be carried away in her long sorrow.

Please give me my Raina back! I can't live without him. If I have done good even once in my life then with your permission, return my Rain with that light of goodness.

All this time I have never asked for anything from you but today I sit down before you, please give me my Rain back...

I never give thanks for your favors, forgive me for my pride. If prayer is the strength of a Muslim then even today I ask you for strength, give me the strength to always be steadfast in accepting every destiny that you have laid out for me even before I was born into this world. I beg for a miracle for my beloved wife.

Pinta Sawn is long by wide. He ended his plea by rubbing both hands on his face. Without realizing it, the figure he missed so much was staring at him with tears of longing.

Sawn was still sitting quietly on his face, slowly removing the corner of the eye with both hands. There was an incredible relief that gently caressed his heart. It felt as if all his pain had disappeared, 'maybe this is what Raina meant by the miracle of prayer? I feel relieved after spilling everything that burdensome my heart and mind' Sawn murmured softly.

"I didn't know my husband was so whiny!"

Sawn's chest pounded very quickly as he saw the figure he missed so much now started talking to him. Engraved a faint smile on that face, a smile he had longed for so much this week. Sawn got up from his seat then hugged Raina's weak body which was still lying with an overwhelming feeling of happiness.

"You don't know how scared I am to lose you! Thank you for waking up. I promise I'll treat you better." Said Sawn while gently stroking Raina's beautiful face that still looked pale.

"Don't I ever say, if you miss me ask my God, then I'll come to you even if I'm on any side of the Earth." Raina replied in a barely audible voice.

"You don't have to say anything!" Reply Sawn in a soft voice, he tried to get on Raina's bed.

"What do you want? This is the patient's bed!"

"Over the week my beautiful wife and my wife have made me worse than a patient! I can't sleep at night and I can't relax during the day." Said Sawn while lying next to Raina.

Sawn placed Raina's head on her sturdy arm. He gives a kiss on the top of his beloved wife's head, long enough Sawn kisses the top of Raina's head until Raina blushes to shame by the gentle treatment of Sawn Praja Dinata, the treatment of her beloved husband whom she misses dearly.

There's no place to complain the best than on your prayer mat, there's no better time to complain than in a third of your night. For at that time your Lord came down to embrace your heart, and to stretch out your breast.

God's waiting.

Trust me, your heap of pain. My myriad of wants you, your tired breadth will be missed in a third of your night. The prayer that you pray during tahajud, is the same as the arrow that does not miss the target. That is why Sawn chose to groan and shed all his grievances on the owner of the soul in the third night, Allah.

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