
When love greets your heart, feel that feeling and then extend the greatest gratitude to the God who holds your soul. Let the feeling remain in your heart, no matter the pain will come to you later in life in return for that love.
Reaching for a love that sees so far.
So I say a little prayer and hope my dreams will take me there.
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again my love.
Overseas from coast to coast to find the place I love the most.
Where the fields are green, to see you one again my love.
Profs. Zain continued to hum lovingly, his singing halted as his eyes widened to see the door of his apartment slightly open. Slowly he put his head in, turned right and left trying to find out who dared to open his apartment without permission, unfortunately his blue net did not catch anyone.
Basic sucks. So excited to meet the strange girl I even forgot to close the door of my apartment. Gumam Prof's. Zain patted his head slowly.
You don't have to put all my mom and dad sayings into your heart. You know for yourself, right? They both just try to be friendly. Yuna said as she drove Prof. Zain exited his car parked in the front yard.
If mom and dad liked you as their ideal son-in-law, I would still reject you. I think you're too mysterious, and I don't like to guess people's ugliness. Yuna said again. Profs. Zain could only silently hear the graceful girl in front of him continue to babble without pause.
I told you, I don't like you. As I said before, handsome men are not always good men, in my view the value of the father is only zero. Zero large. This time not just silence, Prof. Zain even let out a long sigh hearing the value Yuna gave him. The beautiful girl not only said nonsense, she really proved her words.
At first I thought you were a good guy, and we could be friends. How else would you like? Father's savage behavior at the night club gave me goosebumps. Abroad it may be okay for men to stick their lips on just any woman, but here we are different. We girls will not give ourselves to men who are not our halal partners.
Really, seeing how you pounced on the woman in the club scared me. Instantly also the father had got a bad stamp from me, a perverted man with the look of a sinless Angel. I don't like that. Yuna explained at length. Really, not a word came out of Prof's mouth. Zain was in addition to the regret that filled the bottom of his deepest heart.
Perhaps, this is our last meeting as men and women, after this we will return to being strangers as before. My max, the relationship between the Professor and his students, that sounds better than being friends. Say Yuna again while thrusting her hand at Prof. Zaina.
Yuna looked at Prof. Zain while showing off a smile as beautiful as Purnama, shaking hands with each other as a farewell greeting to a relationship that does not even have a name.
Profs. Zain was still standing in his apartment remembering every word that Yuna Dinata had put together. He was really surprised, how could the graceful woman remain consistent in her stance to still reject a man as handsome as Prof. Zain De Lucca's.
"I was happy to be around you, I didn't expect you to be the first girl to openly reject me. And it stirs my ego to stay by your side." Prof. Zain slowly imagined Yuna Dinata's perfect smile before their separation.
"I'm also happy to be-ra-da near you." Said someone who suddenly hugged Prof's body. Zain from behind. To the surprise of Prof. Zain pushed the woman behind him violently, the woman bounced and fell on the sofa.
"Si-a-pa?" Prof Speech. Zain was stuck in his throat as soon as he looked at the woman who had fallen on his couch. Profs. Zain began to sigh, he really wondered why his target girl could enter his house suddenly.
"You drunk?" Profs. Zain asked while closing his nose. Her blue iris stared with a disappointed look, the graceful lady in front of her looked chaotic and pitiful.
"Not sa-yang. I ha-nya mi-num a little so-ja there's no way I'm drunk with it."
"Angel, relax. You're not the Angel I know. The Angel I know is a graceful woman full of charm. I'll call your personal driver. He'll take you home." Prof. Zain shook his head.
Angel tried to get up from the sofa, unfortunately his strength was not that strong, many times he fell on his back. Prof Plan. Zain walked towards Angel trying to help him, no matter what Angel Sasmita thought, without a cue he immediately attached his sex lips to the soft lips of Prof. Zain De Lucca's.
Profs. Zain enjoyed the******* Angel on his thin lips, as he tried to close his eyes enjoying the taste, immediately Yuna's sweet smile seemed to be dancing on his eye patch. Profs. Zain realized, he immediately withdrew from his savage behavior, he stood up and moved away from Angel while removing the lipstick Angel was still attached to his lips.
"What's wrong? Am I not attractive anymore? Why are you getting away from me? Tonight we'll spend the night together." Angel said as she stood up, now she was starting to look normal.
Angel combed her hair with her fingers. Trying to fix her crimped dress in some parts. Tonight Angel wears a red dress with a middle cleavage, making her look perfect under the dim light of the living room.
"I've called your driver, he's downstairs. You have to go home, it's midnight. It's not good for a woman to be alone with a man who's not kosher for her." Prof. Zain handbag from Angel Sasmita
"What's wrong with you? I said I wanted to spend my night with you, why did you throw me out? Am I no longer attractive in your eyes?" Angel spoke in a high tone, every word he spoke was echoed in Prof's apartment. Zain is soundproof.
"Did you turn away from me too? You said you'd return my Sawn? Then what is this? Is this how you're gonna get my Sawn back? Instead of keeping your promise, you're having fun with his sister. Did you get the body until you rejected me?"
Prof's Face. Zain flushed in anger. It felt like he wanted to throw a hard slap on that beautiful face, unfortunately his hand could not be moved.
"So what you say! How dare you speak ill of that woman. She was not a careless woman who would hand over her body to a man. Don't ever repeat that saying, otherwise you'll regret it! Prof. Zain warned.
Anggel could only smile cynically at the words of the handsome man in front of him.
"Every day you stick to me like gum, now you dare to defy my words. Let's see how strong you can defend yourself in front of my charm." Angel's grouse is still filled with emotion.
Slowly Angel untied her red dress, then took off both of her sleeves. Profs. Zain began to be tempted to see the makeup body in front of him. That beautiful body is now just wrapped in makeshift clothes, what a male instinct Prof. Zain is back. It felt like he was pouncing on the girl in front of him violently, but he tried to withstand the turmoil in his heart. Only smart people know the limits, and Prof. Zain began to realize that the conditions in front of him were no longer safe for him, holding back the turmoil of his lust felt lighter than bearing the sin of adultery for the rest of his life.
Because I don't accept Prof. Zain continued to avoid him, Angel became even more violent. He walked up to Prof.Zain and poked his lips.
"You want my body, don't you? Then wait here, I'll see how you win me." Prof. Zain took his eyes off the half-naked body of Angel Sasmita.
Now Prof. Zain no longer paid attention to the girl's cynical smile in front of him. He really thought he would break all remaining relationships.
Profs. Zain went into the bathroom, he was in for a long time. Angry Angel waiting for his arrival.
A few minutes later, Prof. Zain came out from inside the bathroom, with the same appearance, but there were different ones. Profs. Zain moved closer to Angel Sasmita.
"You want my body, don't you? Let's do it!" Prof. Zain tried to force himself on Angel.
"What's wrong with you? You made me want to puke! Stay away from me. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of everything, you insulted me tonight. I will definitely repay you. Hate you Zain. I hate you." Said Angel upset, it feels like he wants to vomit smell the smell of a pessing that evaporates from Prof's body. Zaina.
With resentment filling her body, Angel grabbed her dress, put it on again. He looked at Prof. Zain with a sharp gaze, anger and resentment gathered into one.
Prakkkk!
Angel slammed the door rudely, leaving Prof. Zain was still sitting on the cold floor.
Hiks.Hiks.Hiks.
Crying Prof. Zain broke, only this time he felt disgusted at himself. Remembering the time he had spent made him want to be gone.
Hhhuuuaaaaaa!
Profs. Zain shouted, he was really weak. In the face of the charm of his dream girl he was just a helpless weak human being. Profs. Zain realized he was just a despicable man, though he would not tarnish any woman before there was a marriage bond.
Tonight he even did a disgusting thing to drive Angel out of his apartment, Prof. Zain went to the bathroom and poured urine on his body. Yuna's choice blue shirt was wet by her urine which she forced out. Only that way could he think of to keep himself from the vile lust that would lead him to her.
I don't know what else Angel Sasmita will do, Prof explained. Zain had already lost his love for the perfect girl.
I just realized that between love and wanting to have it is not the same. Prof Zain murmured in between his long sorrow.
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