Loving Saleha's Bodyguard
Raina's Dream

"I'm sorry. I'm not a Romantic person, nor am I an easy person to say sorry to. Let alone expressing the word 'I love you.' Trust me, there's nothing else in my heart but you." Said Sawn quietly while stroking the top of Raina's head.

"That night, I really didn't know the woman I made cry was the woman I missed the most. You may not know how much I love you. Even though he's beside you. I still miss you. Am I crazy?" Sawn showed off a small smile on his face, had Raina known Sawn's behavior while he was fast asleep, it was confirmed Raina would have raised a fist on the handsome face of Sawn Praja Dinata.

"After making you cry, there's nothing sadder than me. I'd rather see you scold me, I don't like it when you shut up or disappear." Sawn was still staring at Raina's sleeping face, wanting to feel like he landed a warm kiss on Raina's head. As much as she could, she held back her sparkle, knowing that a woman like Raina would not like her.

"I'm going to meet Angel and end my feelings for her. It's not because of you, it's for myself. Because I know I can't live without you, you're my oxygen." Lirih Sawn slowly then he left Raina who was still asleep.

The time showed at 18:00 when Sawn ate bread smeared with peanut butter made by bi Sumi, his debate with Raina this morning made him unable to focus on doing anything. The work that was still piling up on his desk as he took it home so that he could freely work on it in his study located next to his room. And fortunately he had already vented all his emotions when Raina was still asleep in the dugout.

"Where is the lioness? Why hasn't he come down yet."Lirih Sawn slowly. Imagining Raina's slumbering face made her happy.

"Is he still sleeping? That's impossible, he'll behave like a hot worm if he finds out he's past his prayers." Sawn wearing his sunglasses, he got out of the car with the excuse of waking Raina up.

Sawn was startled by the sound of someone's footsteps, his sweet girl running without looking at him. They cross paths but Raina does not see it, and it succeeds in making Sawn disappointed.

"What makes you so tough? Are you really not looking at me, or are you just having a show?" Sawn tried to dismiss his disappointment, he returned to his car and slowly left the twenty-five-story company he owned.

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Meanwhile in Taxi, Raina stroked her chest trying to calm herself down. His anger almost exploded, a short call from bi Sumi managed to make his patience eroded. He never imagined bad things would happen to him, what worse problems than the younger siblings he was proud of for neglecting his education.

Raina is really angry.

"Sir please hurry up, I need to get home soon." Raina said to the driver wearing the blue shirt.

Fifteen minutes later, Raina arrives at the grandiose Palace of Sawn Praja Dinata. No words were spoken from his lips, he threw his room without regard to the Sumi bi who greeted him.

"What are you guys doing?" Raina yells, rude. The three boys in school uniform were shocked to hear a loud scream coming from the door.

The three children did not expect, instead of getting a warm hug, they were shouted like thieves who would be hanged.

"Did I ever teach you guys to do this, huh? Are you tired of being my sister? If you're tired of being my sister, do whatever you want!" Raina said again. He stopped for a moment.

"What's the matter bi Sumi? Why is Raina yelling?" Sawn asked as soon as he got home and stood beside bi Sumi.

"Neng Raina, sir. He was scolding his sisters!"

"His sisters, max bi Sumi, Andre?" Ask Sawn curiously.

"He sir. But this time it wasn't just Andre, there were still two more children!"

Hearing bi Sumi's explanation, Sawn could only reveal his flat face. He moved his feet into the kitchen. His heart was troubled, hoping that drinking cold water would change his mood.

"You guys really disappointed me. Very disappointed! My pride has been destroyed, and you have destroyed it. Get out of here, I don't want to see your faces anymore." Raina said filled with emotion.

That much anger? Did he vent his anger on those poor kids? Lirih Sawn quietly while sipping the cold water.

But this time you prove, our brotherhood is useless because we are not siblings. Is that what you want to prove?" Hearing the loud words from Raina made the three children in front of her start crying and scattering towards her.

Meanwhile outside Raina's room, Sawn could only sigh. Raina's words were a little outrageous, and Sawn thought that their argument this morning had made Raina lose control and vent her anger on the wrong person.

"You must give place to the design of life in this world, so that you become a number that has a nominal, not an empty based on a minus number.

Bees that die will be thrown out of their nests because they are worthless, and a dry tree will be removed from a garden for no benefit.

The student who left his study without udzur and sat at home with his mother had nothing in return except a painful whip to make him run away scared and go back to school." Raina said as she took off the arms of her sisters from her body.

The poor children were still crying as much as they could, but Raina preferred to ignore it.

"Yes.kakkkk. Sorry kaamii." Andre said softly, on the sidelines of his cries. He cupped his hands in front of his chest followed by his two younger siblings.

"Sister, we won't repeat it again! We promise. We will study hard. We're not gonna skip anymore." Say the three children at the same time.

Raina's anger began to subside, she hugged the three children with haru feelings.

"Three of you how are you? Forgive me for speaking rudely." Raina stroked the faces of her three sisters affectionately.

"Me, Brother Andre and Aldy are fine, brother. Brother, how are you?" Reply to Nanang quickly.

It seems like bi Sumi served them very well as long as Raina was not home. Two glasses of white milk favorite Andre and Aldy, and a glass of chocolate milk like Nanang likes, plus a plate of cake is available in a tray placed on the table.

"So, I'm fine as long as you're okay." Reply Raina while removing the tears of her sisters.

"Truly, the cheapest man is the one who eats, drinks and sleeps, who dries his estuary of benefit, and scatters his valley. Such a person indeed deserves for him to be humbled before intelligent people, for he removed his own name from the list of life and crossed off his number from the sheet of contribution and sacrifice.

Big brother's dream is only one, big brother wants to see you guys succeed. Sister doesn't want you guys to stop studying like big brother who is just a high school graduate. Brother wants you to succeed!

There may be times when you feel tired and bored at work, but you can make sure you will not lack anything. Brother is not happy to be separated from you, but brother must be strong for your sake.

Now, we must get ready for the magrib prayer, after which brother will take you home. Don't say anything to me, if you know you're skipping school, you know what you're gonna do?" Raina asked her three younger siblings with a curious look.

"Wash..." Said the three children simultaneously, Raina dissolved in the arms of the affection of her three sisters. Until he did not realize Sawn was staring at them with a haru feeling from behind the door.

Raina! That stupid girl, is she really that good? Why is the dream so simple. Her dream was just to see her sisters succeed, couldn't she dream bigger than that? Even now that I was much more stupid than him, my dreams now only wanted to spend time with him, age with him, and be able to see his face when I opened my eyes in the morning. I thought it would be fun. Lirih Sawn in his heart.

God always gives the best to his servant, although the best is sometimes not the most beautiful as you always think.

The dream! Is the dream really that simple? I don't know, whoever you are, you obviously have to have dreams and goals in life.

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