
The conflict I present in this story is only an inner conflict, a very mild conflict. There is no greget, no secret, no revenge or hidden identity. His halu is not very high, only telling of life in the natural real world. Please try to reach Chapter 10. If no feel can directly left 😇😇
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I never knew what the pain of betrayal that my husband was going through, but I knew exactly what it was like to be an invisible wife.
However, even though Bima did not consider me as a wife, I still survived for her daughter who is now four years old. The figure of a little girl who can always take my mind off Bima mas, became an entertainer when tired of ambushing, and was able to make me forget the treatment of her father.
Not because of KDRT, nor torture or hurtful words, but silence that actually triggers pain in my heart.
We did get married because of an arranged marriage, and this, was the second year I became Bima's wife.
But for two years of marriage, we had never had physical contact like a husband and wife in general. Just shaking hands and tucking the backs of our hands was the skinship we were doing. The rest is not there.
But it doesn't matter to me, because my life is quite colorful with the little princess from Bima mas, even just looking at her smile, I already feel very happy.
I don't know, I love like a child.
In the past, when Bima brought me to his house, Syahla who was two years old, did not understand anything.
At first it was difficult for me to approach, but gradually the little girl got used to living with me.
Then now, he was always looking for and missing me.
Once when I went to Semarang to attend a workshop, Bima was overwhelmed by her mood that worsened throughout the day, even though I only stayed for a day, but many times Bima called just to ask when to go home.
I also had intended to quit my job in order to focus on caring for Lala, but said mas Bima I have to think about it carefully because it is not easy to get the title ASN.
Given the difficult struggle, I also abandoned the intention to retire early.
While mas Bima was the same as me who is also an ASN, working as TNI AU rank Sergeant Major. He often went out of town even outside the province to carry out his duties as a state servant.
He was thirty-four years old.
For me, Bima mas is an adult male figure who is irritable to talk and minimal smile. I don't know, maybe it only applies to me, because as far as I know, Bima is not that cold to her family, friends, and daughter.
I myself am Goddess Arimbi, I am twenty-six years old.
The figure of Bima mas who was eight years adrift with me, has been the owner of the heart since I sat on the bench MA.
A lot of times the man visited the ponpes belonging to Grandpa Arifin. And his every coming always attracted my attention to keep staring at him silently.
I had shrieked when Bima brought Mbak Hana to ponpes and introduced him to Grandpa Arifin as his future wife.
A few years later, I heard the news that Hana was, what is none other than the parent Syahla was caught cheating until having a husband and wife relationship at his home when Bima was on duty out of town.
His return, who wanted to give a surprise to Mbak Hana, actually turned around to surprise him.
That's where the disappointment started.
Which makes her more hurt, openly mbak Hana prefers to live with her boyfriend and leave Syahla who was then only seven months old.
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Speaking of my marriage and Bima mas, it is like that, we rarely talk. We only talk as necessary, and that's about Shahla.
Mas Bima never even asked for my help for any business. If I hadn't taken the initiative to help him myself, like doing laundry or just making tea, the man would have rather done it himself than have to tell me.
Yes, we are a legal couple in the eyes of state and religious law.
We live under one roof, like strangers who don't know each other.
This marriage may be limited to paper, but I'll stay at her house for her daughter.
Shahla Athalia Anggara's
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