Marrying Sergeant Major
~ 18 ~
I replaced the lingerie with an overal dress that I combined with a lilac cuff and a matching hijab. After dinner, I can go straight to the hospital to stay there with Lala.
When I went down the stairs, the door of Bima's room was still the same as when I looked at her a few minutes ago. That means Bima's still not out of her room.
Not wanting to disturb, I set foot into the kitchen, preparing cutlery and drinking water.
Long enough I sat and waited, mas Bima did not go to the dining room, I decided to go to Bima mas room to call him.
"Mas" I knocked on the door slowly.
"Lake in!"
I did not dare to enter, I just opened it a little and stood in the doorway like I usually do when calling Bima mas who was in the room.
"We'll eat first, mas!"
"Yes"
For a moment, I felt guilty, but on the other hand it was like there was a stifled anger that I wanted to spill.
It's just I don't know how.
"Why are you still standing there?" asked Mas Bima as I remained standing in front of her room with a look at the floor "You continued the conversation earlier?"
Bima's words made me look at her. I saw that he looked fresher than before with neat clothes attached to his body.
"Eat now, we've been waiting for Lala"
He turned off his computer as soon as he heard his daughter's name.
"Quick a little, yeah! I'm waiting in the dining room"
After saying that, without waiting for Bima's reply, I chose to return to the dining room.
His face was stiff, his eyes were sharp, his body's gesture always implied seriousness as well as firmness. There was really no warm glare and ignorant flickering, or a joke that made me laugh a little. Even with his words and actions make me reluctant to approach or seduce him first.
While stepping foot into the dining room, I took a deep breath. All of a sudden, there was an intense pain gripping until I felt the oxygen coming in just hurt me.
It feels like all day this is not only energy drained, my emotions also seemed to be in the brink of a storm so great. About mommy's story and also a debate a few moments ago.
Trust and loyalty?
I don't know which is more expensive.
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While on my way to the hospital, I again felt an invisible throbbing that seemed to strike my heart. After the debate, Bima and I were silent, Bima like withdrawing, as well as me who refused to ask a lot.
We are back to the early marriage situation.
The awkward feeling that had previously been slightly reduced, now re-thickened like a smog that can block vision.
I am sitting next to the wheel, as if invisible to the Bima mas, and vice versa, I am like myself in this car, there was no sound except the sign and horn lights that occasionally sound Bima mas.
Upon arrival at the hospital, Zara and Kanes went straight home. I saw that Lala was already sound asleep on the bed, probably the effect of the medicine that made Lala sleepy.
I sat by the bed and stared deeply at my little daughter. My lips turned to look at the face of Lala which is so similar to Bima mas. Not only his face, gaze and firm attitude also decreased from the Bima mas.
Drifting away in the euphoria of Lala's cute face, my body snorted as the phone above my lap rang. My gaze that was staring at Lala, now I turn to the flashing screen.
Risk Calling...
Not wanting my voice to disturb Lala's calm, I chose to go outside the room to receive a call from my officemate.
"Mas"
"Hmm" the man did not look at me, his focus was constantly on the screen of the phone in his left hand.
"I picked up the phone outside"
"Hmm" for the second time I responded with Deheman. It felt like this hand really wanted to float and land on his cheek.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Rice!"
"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. How's Lala, Bi?"
"It's been a bit down the fever, if it's not up tonight, maybe tomorrow it can go home" I sit on the bench.
"Thank God, get well quickly for Lala ya"
"Aamiin, thanks Ris"
"Together! Oh yes Bi, tomorrow the plan is to take Lala to the hospital, all you want to transfer documents that you have to sign"
"Why bother in the grain?"
"Nothing Bi, because Monday will have to be reported to the province, fearing that you are still allowed Monday"
"No, I am on Monday God has departed"
"Tomorrow morning, wait for me in the hospital lobby"
"OKay! Thanks in advance, Ris"
"You are Bi, like anyone, thanks no end"
I smile from here.
"Bie"
"Yes"
"Greetings back, jokes outrageous tofu"
"You know for yourself, right, those one-grandfathers. If there is a seger officer, beautiful, who does not enter work, it must be so bad"
"Hemm"
"Yes Bi, my son is fussy"
"Yuppa"
"See you tomorrow, Assalamu'alaikum"
"Wa'alaikumsalam"
I didn't go in right away after deciding on a call.
Sitting in the front seat of Lala's room, I intended to breathe fresh air free from polar ice incarnations like Bima mas.
At least I can calm down for a moment while clearing my mind here.
"Arimbi"
I looked up to look for the Netra who called my name.
"Mas Saka" Her graceful and dignified figure in her proud physician attire, stood before me with both hands she put in her snelly pocket. There was a stetoscope hanging around his neck that complemented his professional attributes.
I got up from my seat.
"Cocochere? Is your son in the care?"
"Yes mas"
Mas Saka glanced towards the door of Lala's room. "So who's in this room is your son, Bi?"
"Yes"
"But when I checked, wasn't it you on the inside?"
"I just came, Mom. That's what took care of my husband's brothers"
"Oh" He said lightly. "It seems like it's getting better, Bi. Tomorrow if the fever does not go up, God willing can go home"
I nodded in understanding.
Shortly after, Bima opened the door to Lala's room. Saka and I both turned their eyes toward Bima who was closing the door.
His voice seemed surprised to find me chatting with Saka mas.
"Mas Saka, this is my husband" I introduced mas Bima to him when mas Bima was already standing between me and mas Saka.
"This is my sister's friend from college, mas"
"Bimasena Anggara" He said firmly and very clearly, extending a hand.
"Sang Saka Dikara" reply mas Saka no less firm.
"I thought the Red and White Saka"
"Mas" I glanced at Bima's mas sharply. Can't believe that Bima's mass is frontal.
While Mas Saka smiled wryly.
"Bi habits, you yourself know, not only your husband who misses it, our other friends, even you also used to be so right, right the beginning of our acquaintances"
"I'm so sorry" I smiled badly.
Mas saka replied to me with a complete smile with a nod of his head.
"Okay mas Bima, may his daughter recover soon"
"Thank you, mas Saka" Mas Bima smiled
"I went to my room first Bi, I've been cold here for a long time"
"Oh, yes please!"
"Come, Bima mas"
"Please" replied Mas Bima.
As soon as Saka, my husband and I exchanged looks.
"What's wrong with her? She insinuating me?"
I responded to Bima with a flick of the shoulder, then stepped into Lala's room.
It seems like Bima's men are directly following my steps.
When we were in Lala's room, Bima's voice came from behind my back.
"Isn't that the man who met you this morning while he was on the IGD?"
I immediately turned around as soon as I heard Bima's question then looked at her with a surprised look.
Seriate