Marrying Sergeant Major
~ 81 ~
After a few seconds, Bima hid her face in my chest.
I am a little surprised and still in a position resting on the elbow to support the head, reflex my other hand rubbed the head of Bima mas then peeked the peak.
"Aren't you surprised? Did you know?"
"I don't know Bi"
"Why is his expression normal?"
Not immediately replied, mas Bima raised his body and arranged a pillow on the headboard to lean.
"What if it's Gesya's plan?" His hand pulled me up and put my head on his chest.
"Hana's same style is the same, if indeed he made Hana cheat with the man_"
"Yudha?" cut me quick.
"You know?"
"Know from Gesya"
"Oh"
"That means that Gesya is really evil as his own brother, mas. Yes, it could make the brother having an affair with the brother of his friend"
"Well, exams come from anyone. From a brother, friend, or parent. We are left alone, strong ngadepinnya"
"I mean, after I heard that Gesya who destroyed the household mas and mbak Hana, I'm not angry with Gesya, or is it wrong?"
"Ngapain is someone else's fault. Lah wong Hananya is also wrong, try if his brain can think clearly, he will certainly never do the affair, basic he is just a fool, can not be loyal. Already know the husband of work for months not coming home, he should be patient and wait for her husband. However, during the marriage and ceremony of the sword, she already knew the risks of being the wife of a state servant, she promised herself to accept whatever my work, she also broke her promise. Means it's not just Gesya's fault, it's her fault too, I'm right what's right, Bi"
"Hmm, right si"
"Whatever happens to us, or whatever happens to us, it all depends on ourselves" continued Bima, I silently listened to the sentence carefully. It's like a tip to me. "If our faith is weak, we give a chance to the state to do the breaking, of course we will be affected, but if our faith is strong, any test we can pass"
"Keep not love is the same as Hana?"
Mas Bima flicked his finger on my forehead.
"I've never messed with my heart, Bi. My feelings for Hana are completely gone"
"At least there is?" sambarku asked. I looked up and landed my chin on his chest. At least, by returning his gaze I can know the honest answer through the look in his eyes.
"Nothing"
"Nothing is there?"
"Now in the slightest" Mas Bima repeated my sentence while shaking her head "I've loved you, I will not betray you. There's only you here" he brought my hand to his temple. "And here" and then pointed at his chest. "Don't ask again, okay"
"How about Gesya, he loves mas very much"
"That's not love, Bi. It's an obsession" Bima replied in a constant tone. "He just thought that I was the only man in front of his eyes, try if he saw a world that stretched wide, surely he would see there were so many handsome, well-established, well-established men, and better than me, he'll forget me, won't he?"
"But I've felt it mas"
"In the past, in my heart and mind there was only the name of Bima mas, without realizing I already loved a married man. I have tried to forget and get rid of the mas from my mind, I have also explored the world. Seeking, knowing and opening my heart to men other than gold, but still I can't take my mind off of you. How do I feel this is also my obsession with mas?"
"If it's your obsession" Bima brought me to sit down, she also changed her position to sit cross-legged facing me.
"You will definitely ruin my household and chase me, just like Gesya did. If it's an obsession, you'll never sincerely take care of Lala. Even though I treated you so badly, you still want to hang on, right? And if it's your obsession, you'll never tell me to divorce you"
"But Bi, your obsession has managed to make me love you" added mas Bima, I bit my lower lip when capturing the sincere look of his face.
"Don't think anything. This is our home, not just for a day or two, but for an eternity, for the rest of our lives. So whatever the problem in the household, we face it together"
"But Gesya threatened me to destroy our household"
"Keep you afraid of the same threat?"
"Fear is obviously there, but more to worry, not on mas, but on our children. At Lala and also the suek candidate"
"There I am, trust me. I'll protect you from the evil eye like Gesya"
"Mas should also be careful, do not give Gesya a chance to launch his strategy"
"Strategy?" tanya mas Bima squinted her eyes.
"Hm.. He said he had a wicked plan for our family"
"Okay, I'll be careful. You yourself have to be careful too, yeah"
I nodded in response.
"We're resting?" Take the Bima. Her soft highlight, made me dare to lock her net.
"Yes"
Before breaking down, Bima mas kissed his forehead, eyes, then shifted to the lips.
****
In the morning, I left for the office as usual, in between by mas Bima because later in the afternoon we will go directly to the mother's house.
Upon arrival in my study, I fell silent with a look of wonder. A pair of my irises unshuffled staring at a card sitting on top of a box of hawker, a rustic-style market snack.
Enjoy your favorite market!
That's all it says on the greeting card.
When I opened, it contained klepon, lemper, bikang cake, and ote-ote porong. This snack is a snack that I often eat in the morning. Mom always bought it for me, Jonah and Dad.
But who sent him? The card has no name of the sender.
I circulated the view hoping that someone would know about the surprise this morning.
Seriate