
"If you want to play for Lala, we can't ban her, right?" I said to play my finger on Bima's chest that was plain without a shirt.
"Maybe he'll come, but if it's right I'm home. If I'm not home, don't give him a crack to get into our house"
"Why be a prejudiced mas now?"
"Because the fact is that, Gesya is not as good as the cover?"
After Bima said that, we were both silent. My memory immediately returned to the terrors that had haunted me. But somehow now the terror suddenly subsided.
Mas Bima who was hugging me after our hot activity a few minutes before, exhaled a long breath.
"Why is the terror now suddenly gone, mas?" I doubt a little.
"Of course, Bi. The culprit gets close supervision, he can't dwell anymore. Let alone making the next terror plot, meeting his messengers he can't"
"Did the father and the papi really do their job?"
"Hmm" he said. His left hand that was coiled behind my back made a wiping motion that gave me an amused effect.
"If you can know what his job is?"
"Observate where Gesya went"
My head which was on one side was stuck on Bima's chest raised to stare at the figure of the man who shared the blanket with me.
"But it looks like mas" I said sticking one palm on Bima's chest and then piled my chin on the back of my hand. "Mbak Hana seems like a good person, why is her sister like that?"
"Gesya is ambitious, I know them since school days so know what Gesya is like, and how Hana is"
"What because of the incitement of Gesya also mbak Hana detached hijab, because as far as I know when mas Bima mbak Hana to the late grandfather abi, he wears hijab, why not now?"
"I don't know about it Bi, as I remember when we divorced she was still in hijab. But maybe because he lives in Singapore, the atmosphere there continues to be loose"
"But Gesya also instigated Hana's mother to seize Lala's custody"
"Well, if that's what I thought it was"
"I was afraid that Lala would also be instigated by Gesya, and Hana couldn't accept that Lala loved me so much. But it turns out that Hana actually realized and apologized for her actions"
"It should be like that, a mother should be happy with the happiness of her child. Do you not think so too? You'll be happy if your kids are happy, right?"
"Hm"
I grinned my head at Bima's chest, inhaling the scent of her body that I suddenly liked since I found out I was pregnant.
"Now never be afraid, Bi. Gesya will never be able to have me, and Hana, she is the mother who gave birth to Lala, but Mother Arimbilah raised her, she does not need anyone because her mother has given Lala what she needs, he even gave what Hana could not give to Lala. You are the mother he has, the mother who has given love and affection, endless attention, your time and energy are also drained for the good of Lala" said Mas Bima then kissed the tip of my head deeply.
"She's got an amazingly great mother" she added whispering right in my right ear. "As for me, it's you I always need"
Hearing her words, my heart warmed as if there was a haru feeling that was bursting inside me.
"From talking to her, mending talking to our baby. How's the bitch? She's fussy?"
"The fuss if morning doang" I answered to change the position to turn my back to Bima mas.
"How fussy?" Her father Lala then wrapped an arm around my lap and rubbed it gently.
"Just throwing up"
"That's normal for every pregnant woman, right?"
"Hmm" I answered rubbing Bima's arm.
"How many weeks, Bi? When are you going to see the doctor again?"
"Okay, if it's time, remind me again! I'll go see the doctor later"
"What about Gesya who wants to have a good relationship with me?" I go back to the main topic.
"No need to be on good terms with him, just connect appropriately and just plain. If he wants to come wait for me at home"
Not daring to argue, I also obey the decision of Bima mas.
***
The next morning, I was on leave, taking Lala shopping to the traditional market after breakfast.
Mas Bima who had gone to Lanud, gave freedom to me because there was a papi messenger who became a bodyguard to escort me wherever I went, but without a year anyone.
Lala and I were trying to be indifferent to our bodyguards as if we didn't know them. I was not bothered to think he was a stranger.
Done shopping, just as she stopped by the fastfood because Lala asked for McD's ice cream, a pair of netraku caught Gesya coming out of the toilet at this fastfood restaurant.
He did not see me because his eyes were straight ahead, while I was waiting for an order in front of the cashier.
The elegant-looking woman in the clothes she was wearing kept walking out through the glass door.
I saw from behind the restaurant glass, he moved his hand like receiving a phone and then put the phone in his ear. The next second, he opened the car door and entered his car.
I was still glued to her eyes, shocked by the voice of the officer that Lala's ice cream was ready.
Since Gesya's car was still holding up in the parking lot, I came out in secret so she wouldn't see me, because I was planning to follow her.
A few minutes passed, as Gesya's car started moving, I gasped with my wheel. The milk-white luxury car slowly drove, I also drove my car, walking behind Gesya's car with a considerable distance.
Not wanting Gesya to be suspicious, I slightly reduced the speed and let the papi errand car overtake my car.
Counted there are two cars and one motor that I make sure to follow where the beautiful designer car is going.
The papi riot car that is now right behind Gesya's car, then there is my car, and in the back there is my bodyguard who rides a motorcycle.
Until a few minutes passed, I was stunned when Gesya's car entered the rutan area where Yoga was held.
My mind automatically raged with question marks.
"Mother why?" I was shocked when I got a question from Lala. My reflex turned to look at Lala beside my left "What's this place bun?"
"It's nothing, baby"
Not yet receding my stubbornness, suddenly my phone rang. Mas Bima called me at a time that I thought was not right.
"Assalamu'alaikum, mas" Sapaku after sliding the receive icon.
"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. What's in rutan Bi?" Frontal asked. I'm very sure it must be our guards who have told Bima mas.
"We just talk at home, yes, this is I also want to go home, finished shopping earlier"
"Hmm .. be careful, don't speed"
"Yes"
I closed the call as soon as I returned the greeting Bima.
There are a lot of real questions, but only one question I would like to answer right away.
Gesya wants to see Yoga? If so, what is he doing?