Marrying Sergeant Major
~ 47 ~
Pov Arimbi's
I'm ready with a special sky blue PAI uniform for the wives of TNI AU. The matching color hijab that I decorated with a gift brooch from Bima mas also adds an elegant impression, and makes my aura somehow able to live this way.
Maybe because I feel happy.
Possibly ...
Checking my appearance once more, I inhaled a deep breath before stepping out of the room.
I opened and closed the door to Bima's room. I've been in this room for two nights. My clothes and toiletries are also one by one in boyong filled the room of a man who has always been sweet for a few days.
Regardless of what we've been doing for two nights, I somehow still feel a little gambled. Mas Bima has not said that he loves me directly. I thought that he was just outside receiving me, from the inside of my heart it still seemed faint.
Ah I don't know..
Once out of the house, Bima mas who is still on leave, does not wear PDH uniforms to attend this event, he simply wears sports clothes typical of his profession as a member of Bintara.
I saw the man wiping his big motorbike while waiting for me, the car engine was also left on because it was still under fire.
He stopped his hand as soon as he saw me approaching him.
"I'm ready for you"
I don't know what's wrong with my appearance, Bima looked at me with a look I don't know what he meant.
The man placed the kanebo on the motor then stepped out of the garage. Closing and locking, then walking up to me.
"Beautiful" his expressionless praise fit his trademark as a flat human being.
I just smiled in response. This is the first time Bima has praised me.
"Have you brought a change of clothes?"
"Have" I said briefly. Show me the goodiebag I brought in my hand.
Bima was advised to bring clothes for me and Lala, and mukena for prayer while on the way.
We will immediately invite Lala to the zoo and will change clothes at the Bima mas official house located not far from the Lanud area.
"We're leaving now?"
I nodded my head and followed her steps behind Bima.
If Mas Bima did not start first to interact more closely like last night, I did not dare to precede it.
I'm ashamed, the dating experience just doesn't exist. So I confused myself. While the flat and cold look of Bima is still left in her, it is what makes me not brave completely.
Our car was driving down the street. Not a word came out of both of our mouths. I dare not disturb Bima who continues to focus on the wheel.
Bowing my head, I grabbed the phone to check the incoming messages. There were a lot of messages from my office group, messages that I haven't read since yesterday.
After scrolling up, I found an invitation to attend a meeting at the district office which will be held on Thursday.
Scrol down, Mr. Firman appointed me to represent the staff following the meeting that will be filled by the Governor at the core event.
I glanced at Mas Bima, thinking of how to ask her permission.
Breathing in, I turned my face back to the left window.
Until the minutes passed, Bima's car had started to enter the airstrip area where Bima mas service if there was no duty out of town.
"I'll go get Lala, yeah"
"Yes" I said without daring to stare at his lightning. Even though I was closer than this, I was still enveloped in a feeling of awkwardness or gerogi.
Bima seems to be just as funny. The man only glanced at me with a seductive look, while I, instantly misbehaved got that look.
"But be careful"
"Hm"
I immediately went down after saying my greetings and kissed Bima's hand, then directed my feet to greet Ardhya Garini's mothers.
I have two friends in this organization. Riana and Sasmita, we only met at times like this, the rest of us chatted through group messages chaired by Captain Mother Sri Hanggoro. The wife of Captain Supono Hanggoro. The captain I heard is about to retire in a few months due to age. Likewise with Mother Sri who also retired and her position will be replaced by a designated replacement.
After greeting each other not only with Riana and Sasmita, but with the others as well, we placed ourselves sitting on the chairs that were already available in the hall of the special meeting place.
About my beautiful night with Bima, the lawsuit from Hana, my longing for Lala and the fear of parting with her, also about my meeting on Thursday.
About Bima mas who has not also expressed his love also joined nimbrung as if not to lose.
I wondered if I had wrongly given the rights to Bima as my husband.
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"Yeshaa!" I heard Lala's scream when she just came out of the hall building area.
The happy tinge that was painted on Lala's face made my lips look wide.
I ran slowly while stretching my hand.
I can't deny that I miss him so much.
Kneeling before him, I leveled my daughter's level and then peed her cheeks in a row.
"Mother miss Lala"
"Lala too, mother. The mountain"
"Ah time yes?"
"Ciyus mother"
I smiled, kissed her cheek again and then took a soft bite using my mouth.
"Geli bun"
"Mother does not want to know, anyway mother kangennya a lot to Lala"
Lala was chuckling, while I did not care about the surrounding area who saw me with awe and disbelief.
They must be thinking why I can get this close to his daughter Bima. Because they know that I'm just Lala's mom.
The news of infidelity and divorce in Bima used to be electrifying the world of TNI, especially in Lanud, where the. Bima is assigned. They clearly know that Lala is not my real son.
"It's not like I've seen you for a long time, Lala's the same as Arimbi's mother" said Riana, who knows she's standing behind me with Sasmita.
"Yes Onty, two days Lala did not meet the mother, so it was a lot"
"Oh yeah?" Sasmita spoke, while I stood up again with a hand holding Lala's tiny hand.
"Where is my mother?" Ask Riana again.
"Mother is busy with father's cooperation, so Lala is transferred to the house so as not to disturb the mother and father who are busy"
"Father same mother must be busy making baby dedek tuh" Celtuk Sasmita glanced at me at a glance.
"Emang dedek baby can be made, right? How's bikinya?"
My eyes were perfectly rounded upon hearing Lala's absurd question. Even with the sasmita and Riana who giggled without sin.
"Ask her father Lala" Riana slurriedly.
"Dad can make a grandpa, onty Riana?"
"Can dong"
"No La, onty Riana was joking" Sambarku was quick and Lala was dumbstruck as if thinking of something.
Ignoring the look of Lala, my view was circulated looking for the figure of Bima mas.
There I saw my man having a light conversation with his partner.
Well talk to me, with his mama's papi, as well as his colleagues, mas Bima can be that relaxed.
His body gesture showed no tension at all. Especially with his lips that repeatedly sing smile and both hands that go into the pocket of his pants..
His body language is a person who seems to have no burden.
Contrary to me who is always enveloped in negative assumptions, which are as efficient as seconds to make my feelings, heart and mind restless.
Seriate