Marrying Sergeant Major
~ 96 ~
As Bima said, I don't have to bother to know about Gesya's activities. Where he's going and what he's doing, I don't have to care about him because there's already father and papi's errand boy watching him. The woman must have felt that her wiggle room was limited since she was watched.
During these few days he also often sends a message that he seriously wants to make up with me. He also repeatedly apologized for his bad attitude towards me all this time.
Strange si, since Gesya wants to be friends with me, terror really vanished without leaving a trace, and it makes the Bima mas increasingly convinced that Gesya is the culprit.
"Break up yuk!" My words stopped Lala's activities who were exercising with her father in the fitness room.
"Mother, Lala help dad sit up, Lala sit at dad's feet"
I smiled in response while putting the tray on the table.
"How many times did you sit up, La?"
"How much?" Ask Lala on Mas Bima.
"How about you ask dad, Lala's counting"
"Lala forgot"
Lala who was still sitting on the legs of Bima while holding her knees, looked at her father with a serious look.
"Twenty times. Lala forgot the one"
"So mother said Lala was not focused" Klahnya defended herself.
"Already, rest first here mother make avocado juice"
Mas Bima immediately placed himself crouched in front of Lala in a position to back him, with Lala fast motion attached to the back of Bima like a koala.
"Daddy's wet body"
"You're out of sports, son"
After Bima mas was near me, Bima mas back crouched this time in front of me who sat on the sofa to lower Lala.
As soon as Lala came down, she turned around and grabbed the avocado juice in her glass.
"It's Lala's got, right bun?"
"Yes dong son, when I use Lala's glass"
"But only two, which mother?" ask Bima before then gulp my homemade juice.
"Had been drinking just made fit"
"This is what mom?"
Hearing Lala's question, the tail of my eyes and Bima mas compact glanced at the plate that Lala pointed at with her finger.
"That's pastel son, there's meat in it"
"If this is what?" Lala pointed at the other plate.
"That's lumpia"
"Lala wants to, bun"
"Wash my hands with my father" I pointed to Bima with my pair of irises that had walked to the wastafle.
He nodded and immediately ran to his father.
After washing her hands, Lala returned to me and took one lumpia.
"Lala wants to go to the mother's tv room" he said as he walked away.
"Why what?"
"Cobain a new toy that onty Gesya bought yesterday"
"Can't play carelessly yes, play while sitting down" I screamed a little because the child was out of the fitness room.
"Okay, mother"
I shake my head while smiling. Yesterday Gesya came, he brought a new toy for Lala.
"Will he try a new toy?" tanya mas Bima knelt before me. Both of his hands locked my body by holding on to the arm of the sofa.
"Hmm why?"
"Aren't you disturbed by the presence of him who pretends to be good?"
"Maybe he has changed. Don't be suuzon's a person"
I felt Bima's chest shake as she snorted. "What I'm worried about, he's just pretending, Bi. So I hope you don't rush to believe, he's very stubborn, ambusius and greedy"
"I am stubborn to believe him, if he is just pretending" said I cupped the face of Bima mas. "I hope God turns that pretence into sincerity"
Mas Bima smiled, while removing my hands attached to both cheeks, and then carrying over my lap. His pair of neutrals looked down at our hands that were now clasping each other.
"When you should be happy to be born and inner, especially when you are pregnant like this, but instead have to face various problems"
"I'm happy enough anyway" I said staring at Bima mas who was still down. "As long as Mas and Lala are near me, and seeing you healthy and happy, my happiness is more than enough, born and inner"
"To be truly happy, reduce your instincts and compassion for others who will sacrifice your own feelings"
"I did it again"
My words in the response of a warm kiss approved me.
"Would I tell you one of my secrets, Bi?" he said shortly after removing his kiss.
"Confidential?" my forehead frowned. "What secret?" manya curious.
"You" said Bima right in front of my face. The dark net of Bima Mas took a peek at the movements of her hand that gently stroked every inch of my face. "The only thing that made me finally forget the hurt that Hana inflicted on me, you're the only woman that made me truly accept what had happened in my life"
"You're the only one who made me realize that everything that happens to me is the best according to God, you're the one I always need, Bi"
"Keep Lala?"
"Lala?" mas Bima smiled as he kept our eyebrows away. "Of course he was also instrumental in my life, he restored my spirit in the moments when his mother left us, Lala who had made me rise to live on. And something that never stopped for me to regret until this second, was that while I still could not accept Hana's betrayal, you just had to be my outlet, she said, but you still held out your hand sincerely not only for me but for Lala"
"You even persist and do not care about my cold attitude, you remain patient with your warmth serving me and Lala" Imbuh mas Bima with serious focus.
"So this is the secret?"
"Not just that"
"Then?"
"I leave my life to you, Bi. You're my director who will control a story. I'm a role in your story, under your control both now, tomorrow, and forever, you're the owner of my soul and body, I'm totally handing it over to your hands"
"I don't want a mas, I just want to be my priest, and the mas who controls me is not the other way around"
"Still" said Mas Bima. "It's been in our lives"
"Sama-sa_"
My sentence was cut off by Bima's kiss.
"Promise yes, be happy, and don't hide anything from me" he said after unraveling our lip link.
"Yes, I've reminded me many times, I won't forget"
"You bored?"
"No" Sahutku. My hand that had landed on the shoulder of Bima mas is now outstretched rubbing his face gently.
Of course I will not be bored with what Bima did to me. Both I and Bima are trying to make each other happy.
"As long as I'm with me, and I'm with me to raise and educate our children, I'll be happy. So I don't have to worry"
Mas Bima was silent with a sticky highlight.
Seeing her staring at me, instincts seemed to push me to move and kiss her lips.
Without hesitation I did it, put my lips on his lips, then melu*mat soft and deep until Bima began to drift and continue to demand as our breath roar.
After a few minutes, our kiss finally unraveled. In addition to being both out of breath, our eyes suddenly caught a pair of tiny legs belonging to Lala.
My body was shaken with a ring, while my hands efflek pushed Bima's chest until he fell.
"Lala, what's going on in there?" silly question maybe.
"Who's mommy's dad?"
"Nothing to say, son"
Lala shook her head after my question was answered. His silence made me worry because he seemed to be thinking about something. Or maybe he wasn't satisfied with my answer.
"Lala remembers Lala's friend's word"
"Remember what?" ask the Bima.
"Friends Lala also never saw papa mama kayak that, he said papa mama again kiss"
I gulped my saliva very slowly.
"That means you were both kissing?"
"Not so son" Sanggah mas Bima fast.
"Keep what?" So innocent was Lala's expression.
"Yes dear father mother, mother also dear father so father kiss mother"
"Lala love the same mas Tera, mas Tera also love Lala, can not Lala kiss kiss kiss kayak like mas Tera"
"May, but wait for Lala to get married first"
"Married like a mother's father?"
"Yes, but it's still a long marriage"
"Wait for Lala to grow up first huh well, wait for Lala to be tall?"
"Yes" said Bima. While I was still silent.
"If so Lala wants to eat a lot, let's quickly grow up, continue to get married so that later can kiss like a father and mother"
"No no no" Mas Bima's face looked flushed. I smile but I worry too. Having a daughter, however, must be absolutely critical. Do not let Lala fall into a free association.
"Why?" lala protest.
"The marriage is still long, the adult is still long, now a child first, the father still wants to play with Lala" Mas Bima grabbed Lala's body and then lifted it. "We better take a shower now, I want to bathe Lala, I always miss Lala, I want to mess with Lala, I want to be with Lala forever"
The man passed by, walking towards Lala's room with a laugh with his daughter.
Bima said earlier, as if reminding me that time really goes so fast, never hesitate, let alone walk backwards.
Not only did Bima, I also felt afraid that Lala would quickly grow up and we would lose those times, because after adulthood, our daughter would rarely be at home, she said, he must be busy with his friends to discuss determining his career. Especially if we already live in ponpes, obviously we will only meet once a week.
Time just keeps moving forward, with no one to stop it.
It is time that changes everything, time that is entitled to take away age.
As for me, trying to make the best use of that time until my breath stops.