Marrying Sergeant Major
~ 35 ~
I took a deep breath when I heard the knocking of the door. As I slowly opened my eyes, Bima knew she was awake and stepped towards the door to open it.
With slightly narrowed eyes, I found my mother holding Lala who was crying.
"Lala!" mas Bima said.
"Don't you, mother has gone home, again bobo her bunda Lala" said Mami from the doorway, and immediately Lala's cry subsided as soon as her pair of eyes glanced at me.
"You're bobo with mom"
"Kiss dad first, because Lala had been snapping at father" Mas Bima seemed to take over Lala from the sling mami, while Lala immediately kissed her father's cheek.
"Mommy's going to the room again, Bim"
"Yes mih" closed the door again, then took Lala and laid her down in front of me who slept on the side.
This girl immediately summed up my vows while saying. "This is Lala's parent" my chauffeur's daughter kissed my cheek.
Unable to hold back the longing, I finally grabbed Lala's tiny body into my arms and kissed the top of her head.
"Mother miss you, son"
"Mother wake?"
I nodded with a complete smile.
"I miss you, mother"
I haven't had time to respond to Lala's sentence, suddenly there was a voice coming from behind my back.
"Father also miss La's mother, but father is not in the arms of the mother"
"Dad, that's the voice of ya bun's father" Lala slightly got up so she could see her father sleeping behind my back.
After Bima threw Lala down, she did walk around the bed and immediately lay down beside me who was on her back.
If I may guess, the position of Bima mas also seems to be on my back. Because his voice I heard was not too close to my ear.
"Same mother's father's kangen?" lala asked, now her position was seated.
Lala again collapsed when Bima did not answer her question.
"Dad was ngigau ya bun?"
"Yes" I said in a soft voice. I myself do not know, Bima realized or not when saying that.
But the name I, always prejudice that I catch, so I consider Bima mas only delirious.
"Bobo pray again yuk, it's still night"
"Mother don't go again!" Lala said with sparkling eyes. "If the mother goes, then there is a job father who did not come home for a long time like yesterday, later Lala the same who if the mother does not exist"
"Dear, you won't go again, you'll always be with Lala"
"Promise to bun"
I'm nodding. "The mother apologized earlier for Lala was sad, it made Lala cry"
"Eugh" Lala nodded without hesitation. "Tomorrow if the mother returns home at night, the mother of Lala's news, Lala's phone mother, let Lala not look for the mother!"
For the umpteenth time I nodded in response to Lala's message. In my heart I screamed, feeling guilty for deliberately hurting Lala.
I know very well, the kid I'm dealing with is not even five years old but for certain things, sometimes he can think more mature than his age.
"But Lala also promised the mother, if the mother has not returned Lala can not cry, must obey what the father said, must eat and do not bother the father a lot"
"Yes mother, Lala promise"
"Smart kid" I put his nose soft.
Either the creature behind my back hears my conversation with his daughter or not. But I hope she hears it and won't say 'That's Privacy' again when I ask her personal questions.
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In the morning, I Lala and mas Bima woke up late because they went back to sleep after dawn prayers.
When Bik Nani woke us up, she said that papi and mami were waiting at the dinner table.
I woke Lala up to help her wash her face and brush her teeth.
With doubt I also woke up Bima mas.
Lala and I went down first, and not long after Bima followed down.
"If Bima nyakinin you talk to mami ya Bi"
"What by the way?" Cut the Bima who knew already in the dining room and is now pulling a chair next to me.
"No, mommy just a message to Arimbi, to tell papi sama mami if you mess with Lala's mother"
"Mommy knows why she ran away?"
"Mas"
Bima did not love my calling. Though I only gave a code not to tell household problems to parents.
"He misunderstood Gesya's actions"
Papi and mami compactly stop the movement of his hands, then stared at the Bima mas full of probes.
"Gesya?" mummy.
"Hm"
I handed a plate of rice to Bima mas. To be honest, I was angry, but I couldn't do anything.
"Mami told Bim, don't stick with him"
"I'm not close either, but because Arimbi is jealous, it's a meter away for him like an inch"
Mas Bima seemed to be unaware that the person he was talking about was beside him.
She blatantly insinuates me.
"Yes if you know your wife that way you should keep the attitude" Papi seemed to blame mas Bima.
"I take care of what attitude? I can't ban him because he always made Lala his reason. I can what?"
"And again" added Bima mas before putting the spoon back in his mouth. "the jealousy is not confirmed first"
"Mas"
"What Bi? You habit so right, always keep it to yourself, hurt itself will be"
"It's been" Sambar Papi who then changed the subject. "Lala will join the opa oma yes, we saw in the opa Haidar place"
"But you're not coming, opa?"
"Not mom at home with dad"
"How are you going to go again?" The boy stared at his eyes. There was worry etched on his face.
"Mother isn't going, son. I'll take care of mom, if I need to tie it so I don't run away again"
"No way, mother can not be tied" Lala stared intently at her father.
"No son, I just want to be affectionate mother" said mami makes me clumsy. But not with Bima mas which is still as relaxed as before.
Minutes changed, after papi pamit because it was finished eating, it was Bima's turn to get up from the chair and bring Lala to the middle room. My mom and I were collecting dirty dishes to take to Westafle.
Feeling like my stomach is in the crumbs, I'm sure that my monthly guests are coming.
I said goodbye to my mother to check my condition in the room.
"Mom, do you have any pads?" ask before you leave the kitchen.
"Mami isn't there, but it's like Kanes's bedroom is there. Mom will check it out"
"Yes, mih. I'm going upstairs first"
"Dear, my mom will take you to your room"
"Thank you mih"
"Sama-sama" I went straight to the room to step foot into the bathroom.
Been in here long enough, I'm finally out.
"Astaghfirullah" Desisku, because once the door opened, there was a figure of Bima mas standing in front of the bathroom door while leaning his arm on the frame.
"What's? Shocked?"
"No"
"If not why jumped" Bima's gaze really makes me nervous.
Instead of answering, Bima instead thrust the thing I need.
"There is a deposit from mami" I glanced at a wrap of pads in the hands of Bima mas, then with a flat look I tried to seize it, but failed. Mas Bima was more agile to keep that thing out of my reach.
"What is it like to receive help from others?"
"Here we go"
"Find me from now on!"
I sighed in my heart, it was common to not be warted like this by him.
Braving myself, I raised my gaze dropping a pair of neutrals on the chest of Bima's mas field.
"Look at my eyes" he said as he lifted my chin to be pointed at his sharp bead.
"If you look at each other like this is good, isn't it?"
Of course I don't dare to say it.
"Hmm??" The man raised his chin while handing the sanitary pad over to my hand.
"Thank you" I closed the bathroom door.
I thought Bima would leave the room immediately, but it turned out that my guess was wrong. Lala's father is still here.
"We continue the conversation last night" Mas Bima put her phone on the sofa table.
His hand went straight into his pants pocket as he walked over to me.
"What do you want to talk about again?" I was determined to return the spotlight to kill him.
"Do I need to offer to change the agreement at the beginning?"
"What agreement?" I pretended not to understand.
"Changing the agreement on privacy"
"Why? Are you getting curious about my personal life?" I folded my hands on my chest as if I was challenging.
There is a slanted smile that rises on the lips of Bima mas. Maybe she was laughing at my courage looking at her "Why not remember the husband's message correctly?"
"Message?"
"Forgotten, the same message I gave you before I left?"
"I didn't forget?"
"If you don't forget" Mas Bima took out a hand from her pocket, then played my hair that was not covered with hijab. At dinner I did wear it because there was a papi, but once in the room I took it off.
"Tell me how many times you met Saka when I wasn't around"
"Ckk.." I'm clucking. "That's my privacy"
"I asked like that because you were the one who first hacked into my privacy, Arimbi"
"But I can't get a clear answer, Bima"
"Don't I say, you won't believe my answer, so why do I answer it"
"Then don't expect me to give you a clear answer. I tell you, second-guessing is fun, there is a sensation that cannot be explained when we are guessing something"
The slanted smile on my lips felt more and more clear. "I'm not the one who likes to second-guess, I can find out another way"
I was always defeated if the debate with Bima mas.
Suddenly Bima turned around to pick up her phone.
Five seconds later he showed me a cell phone screen showing me, Mas Saka and Lala sitting at a foodcourt.
I who was holding my anger now turned into fear. But I tried to fuse my fears in order to face this astral being.
"I can ask Saka right?"
"Mas accused me of cheating?"
"You also accuse me of playing around with Gesya"
"An accusation?" I smiled cynically. "Then what about Gesya who also picked up Lala yesterday?"
There was a pause after I said that because Bima mas like stunned.
"So, did you come to Lala's school yesterday?"
"According to mas?"
"This is how, if you conclude something in a state of annoyance and jealousy, common sense cannot think brilliantly"
"What do you mean?" My question coincided with the sound of incoming emails on Bima's computer on the desk.
Bima and I turned to the source of the sound.
Without saying anything, mas Bima approached the work desk and opened the incoming email earlier.
From here I stared at the computer screen that was playing activities at the Gemintang hotel.
Decades of minutes I did not take a second look from the monitor screen, that's where I know, if the Bima mas did not reach Gesya's room, and his hair was also wet before meeting Bima mas.
They just sit around talking about something I don't know, because the tape just shows activity without audio.
"Where?" ask Bima with a smile and a triumphant look. "I don't like to second-guess Arimbi, and about Gesya at Lala's school, she came alone. It wasn't me who invited her" Mas Bima said that while stepping towards me.
"B-but still sa_" I hung my sentence because without warning Bima pushed me until I fell on the bed.
With a fast motion Bima positioned himself above me.
This is the first time we've been this intimate.
"Your secret, it's because of yourself, but instead blame someone else"
"Who blames others?"
"Of course you are, who else?"
Our distance was further eroded, I could even feel the warm exposure of his breath.
"Next time, don't play escape, understand?"
"I-I'm not ka_"
My sentence again hangs because Bima mas conspiracy seconds stick his lips on my lips.
Just sticking, but about three seconds later, he started to softly* her information.
And I can only be quiet with a messy focus.
Mas Bima took off her link when I was overwhelmed by the breath, she defended looking at me with the bead moving tailed following the movement of my black bead.
"Do you know who the culprit is?" tanyakanya.
"B-but I didn't run away anyway, I-I just calmed my mind for a moment"
"Okay, I accept whatever your reasons are, now tell me how many times you've met Saka?"
"Who did you get that photo from?"
"I asked, Arimbi" Sergey was quick, and my lips immediately clenched tightly.
Mas Bima continued to lock my net demanding an answer. A few seconds later I made a sound.
"Just once"
"Once?" Bima's eyebrows raised by one.
"If you don't believe me, you can ask Lala"
"Okay, I'll ask him later"
"But, um, there's another guy who's meeting me"
Still in the same position, Bima mas who had raised one eyebrow, now replace frowning.
Actually afraid that Lala will also complain about Yoga, so I took the initiative to tell Bima mas before she knew from Lala.
"Who?"
"Y-Yoga, he said he's a friend of mine"
"Yoga?"
I nodded, looking at the look of Bima who turned unhappy.
Seriate