
"Mas"
"Hmm" he murmured and then peeped into the recesses of my neck many times.
"True, did Hana ever ask mas to tell Lala that Gesya was her mother?" I asked with both hands above the arms of Bima mas wrapped around my stomach.
"Yes, but I don't"
"Why?"
"No like Gesya" Mas Bima rubbed my stomach gently. "She doesn't deserve to be Lala's mother"
"Emang mas knows, deserved his ban? She could have been a good mother to Lala, right?"
"Clearly, his intention was to expect a reward. And in return for marrying me, I've never liked people who do good are insincere"
Strange answer in my opinion, therefore I did not respond to it again and instead enjoyed the touch of the left hand mas Bima who still rubbed my stomach, while his right hand moved up, while moving up, tinkering in my chest area with occasional squeezing it gently.
At this time Bima was hugging me from behind. In addition to his mischievous moving hands, he was also playing around on my nape using his lips which left me with a split second like being electrocuted.
"It's not necessary to think about it, Bi" he said, back biting my neck back and then sip it hard.
Then in silence, I still hadn't opened my mouth until a few seconds had passed.
"M-mas"
"Hm"
"What is this mas as sweet as Hana's mom?"
"Not so sweet"
"Lied"
"We rarely have time, I often work for months, even when I was pregnant I was rarely at home, mami same papilah who actually bother to overcome the mood of Hana about her cravings"
"Oh yeah?"
"Hm"
I'm a little mende**sah. Overwhelmed by the soft touches of the hands and lips of Bima mas.
I don't know, anywhere this guy touches me, instantly my body stretches but also squeezes simultaneously. Though only a few minutes ago I got one release, but my desire suddenly went up many times with just a little touch that he created.
Without saying anything, the touch was no longer felt, because Bima mas made a big movement, he jumped over my body, stretching himself with a tilted position facing me.
"What are you thinking?" Asked Bima, one of his hands touched my chin, while the highlight was fixed to my black bead.
"Maybe not, Mbak Hana or Gesya told Lala that Hana is actually her mother?"
Not immediately answered, Bima even clenched his mouth tightly.
"If so" I returned because Bima did not respond to me. "How was Lala's reaction?"
"He wouldn't dare, Bi. She's a mom, she'll think twice. After all we've agreed to be quiet and there will be a good time for Lala to know everything"
"Well, I hope so" I replied, throwing a glance in the other direction.
"From you constantly thinking about Lala, how do we get out?"
"Where?"
"Where are you going?"
"I'm not going anywhere, there's no Lala not exciting"
"You go to Mom's, will you?"
"To mom's house?" Mas Bima nodded, while I thought for a moment before then returning to voice.
"Now ah, Lala's mother"
"It's okay"
"No way"
The man in front of me again channeled air into his lungs.
***
At exactly 13:00 Wib, after we had lunch, Bima and I sat on the sofa in the living room, I could call this room a family room, and also a space to gather while watching television. This room can also work for Lala to play or learn.
Mas Bima was sitting while playing games on his phone, occasionally his gaze he directed to the tv screen. I myself collapsed on another sofa with my body gesture which is certainly not calm.
I don't know, I feel like today time is going on for so long, everything feels like it's slowing down tremendously.
No Lala, my day is really colorless. It's only been a few hours, but it's been days since I parted with my daughter.
Not out of his mind actually on the man who wears this home suit, why can it be that calm, he even casually play mobile phone.
"Mas" Feeling annoyed at being indifferent to me, I called out to her in a slightly taut tone.
"Hm"
"Don't you think of children?"
"Why do you think he's having fun with his mom. Your daughter must be fine, if Gesya or Hana instigates her, she will not believe it just like that" Mas Bima said that without looking at me. "Now it's past one o'clock, Lala bobo is noon right? Well let's just say that he's bobo again in his room, and you can relax for a while"
"Can't!"
Hearing my answer, Bima immediately glanced at me, then smiled.
Strange when nothing funny, but he smiled without sin. Maybe my wry face was a consolation for her.
Ignoring it, I chose to close my eyes, and perhaps because I was too tired of my frowning mind, after a few minutes my consciousness had disappeared.
Until a shock woke me up at last.
"Lala's home, Bi!" Mas Bima said.
I wriggled, as I gathered the debris of my consciousness that was still not fully collected.
"Your son's home"
"Lala's home?" Stunned, I immediately sat facing Bima mas sitting on the edge of the sofa I slept on.
I spontaneously glanced at the clock hanging on the wall.
14:57.
"Cocon't you go home? Where do you know?"
Bima did not have time to answer the sound of the horn up to twice.
A pair of netraku immediately glanced towards the window.
"They've pushed the bell many times, but because we both slept, so don't listen, Gesya kept calling me he said already in front of the gate"
Our hands that were holding each other together instantly broke apart as he was about to continue his steps towards the gate.
"Wait here" he said then half-run away from me.
When the gate was wide open, the car did not break through, they kept parking the car outside the gate. As seconds passed, Lala's figure came out, then galloped towards me.
After Hana runs behind Lala, Gesya brings some new toys and a small bag of Lala.
"Sorry onty yes, son" Shouted Hana.
I was confused, Bima mas also seemed to be surprised because Lala just passed through it and continued to run.
As Lala got closer to me, I noticed her slightly reddened face and puffy eyes. In addition to his breath that stinged because of the hiccups.
I knelt down, while Lala immediately burst into my arms and her cries instantly broke.
Hearing her cry hysterically like this, my heart was heart breaking and as if it were tight. Both of my eyes automatically glazed over as if also feeling his sadness. If you blink just once, then the circles that adorn my eyes will slide freely. And right, when I blinked, my tears just fell.
Lala continued to cry in my arms, my shoulders also felt wet from Lala's tears falling so hard.
Although in the thickets of curiosity, but I refrained from giving a series of questions. I let my little princess let out her misery until she was completely calm.
My hands did not stop rubbing his back. A few minutes passed, my eyes wide.
I found Bima's face that highlighted do not understand, Hana's face that implies a regret and fear. While Gesya, she looked at me hatefully, I also realized where Gesya's gaze was going.
"Crying off?" I said as Lala's cries began to subside.
"Lala wants to be the same mother" he said raucously.
I got up, lifting Lala's body.
He who still did not want to show his sad look, smirked his head and hid his face in the recess of my neck. Both of his hands directly wrapped around my shoulders.
"Sorry onty, yes La" Announced by Hana.
Lala didn't say.
"Bawa Lala in, bun" mas Bima said.
Not wanting to serve the pleasantries of the two women, I also excuse me to enter because Lala whines to go to her room.
There are a lot of questions that bother me actually, but I won't ask them before the little girl in my sling actually stops crying.
Seriate.