Moon
Friends at the Bend

PoV Month

It had been two days that A Juno had not returned, and she still had not answered all the messages I had sent. What does this man want?

Last morning after the office of Sister Sarah continued to ask questions, she said that when in the morning she went to the office Juno room lit up only the door was closed and installed a sign did not want to be disturbed. There is a code of conduct in the office if the room is installed sign that means the owner of the room does not want to be disturbed.

I'm relieved that at least I know where he is, worried that he might go wrong like Anjar, but I know that A Juno will think logically and maturely compared to Anjar only turns out to be a man if it has dealt with jealousy regardless of age.

Jealous...is it true that A Juno is jealous of me?, if he is jealous it means that he really already loves me... Love.

Although he repeatedly said Muuney I love you.Muneey I need you. Full of complacency and longing gaze that only I get when he raises me. The rest is just a cold, straight face. Sometimes he likes to tease me but only when he feels like showing possession in front of Bang Doni or Sister Sarah.

I don't think much about feelings, just sometimes I wonder if we're married to a man who has a balance of feelings with us would their attitude be like A Juno now?. Sometimes warm, often also behave indifferently, in his mind just work only. But if there is a desire sweet beuuuh.

Hearing what Ma'am Icha said if she was on Juno's phone looking for me to find out the location of the restaurant where the meeting made me feel happy, she was really paying attention and caring. What I don't understand now is Mr. Kevin's attitude why not tell me that A Juno is looking and will pick up.

He did offer to call directly but I didn't memorize the number, a stupidity that I regret until now. Do not memorize the husband's own phone number, as a result last night I memorize important numbers do not let events like this happen again. Buy a powerbank so that it will not run out of battery, buy a product charger KW up to three pieces, one stored in the office, one stored at home, one stored at home, one is stored in place of laptop cables in case something like this happens again.

“Bang Doni is still in the workshop?” finally I can't hang on not to call, care what kind of asked too.

“Iya, only tomorrow I go to the office, what is Bul?” hufft is still in Tangerang. I had to tell you that A Juno didn't come home last night, too embarrassing.

“Nothing, want to ask about A Juno again where hp can not be contacted continue”

“Halaaah just met early this morning now noon must tell ya”

“Si Dul if you no longer want to be bothered hp her like in silent or turned off.. just patiently Neng. later Abang said if already nyampe kantor”.

“Nothing Bang if it's busy mah, I don't want to disturb”

“Still well Bang his working spirit”.

Talking with Bang Doni always makes me smile, amid turmoil and worry that never subsides. I have said hundreds of things but still the worry is not gone.

Today, Mr. Kevin still did not enter, and today I feel that everyone seems to avoid me. Mba Icha reasoned that many meetings outside the agenda, since the morning only occasionally entered the room and then disappeared again. Similarly, Anjar is more silent and does not interact at all.

I want to say Ma'am Icha yesterday everything went awry. I think it's true now everything's gone awry. It turns out that not everything can be solved with good intentions, depending on the conditions and situations where good intentions are done.

Working with a heterogeneous environment is difficult to make a clear separation between male and female relationships, there will always be friction that occurs even if we do not want. Mr. Kevin is a good boss, unfortunately he is also a man who became A Juno's ex-husband. If the breakup is fine, it may not be a problem but breaking up because being stabbed is a problem. So maybe A Juno is still traumatized worried about being stabbed again with the same person.

Anjar, maybe not a problem with A Juno because he felt that his class was under Aa, both in terms of age and economy. An indicator that becomes the pride of a man is the ownership of assets. The problem is between me and Anjar, I still feel the sadness that is in him, feel defeated, stabbed at the turn if said children today.

Being kind and friendly to Anjar like a simalaka fruit, being good is wrong not being good so it's like being arrogant to be married. So in the end we are like two people who keep a safe distance from each other so as not to hurt each other.

Now I can understand the religious teachings that say the best women are those who stay at home, it turns out I feel for myself the consequences now. Even though I feel I did not even intend to establish a relationship that is more than just a friend with any man but still so appear slander. It may be true what A Juno said yesterday it is better that I just stop working.

Consequently I will not have a steady income for a while, well indeed my daily needs can be fulfilled from the monthly money given by A Juno, saving up for Benny's school I can collect from small projects. Reserve money from the Father is still there with savings futures and mutual funds. Later in the night should pray istikharah to further strengthen the heart and feelings.

“A.. how are conditions improved?”

“Why don't you want any news at all? Is that the same as me?”

“I'm sorry if Aa is angry, yesterday I really could not contact Aa because of battery drain and forgot to bring charger”

“I'm worried that A Juno is sick, please notify me”.

And it turns out that still hp is not active, I began to think that his attitude is childish. If he was worried that I could not be contacted for a few hours, then what about now, it has been two days that he could not be contacted at all. Did he mean to avenge my treatment yesterday?. Not at all fair.

I had to ask Sister Sarah about Juno's condition in the office.

“Mbak just met A Juno not?” I asked slowly, still not satisfied with the story earlier when I came home from work. Trying to behave normally while warming dinner, today buy vegetable chicken from Padang Restaurant in front of Ruko, there is no desire to cook, anyway who usually ask for home-cooked food does not exist.

“You guys why the hell is it stormy?”

“From yesterday why didn't he come back anyway?!”

Sister Sarah's face looked wrinkled and looked at me suspiciously. It is also difficult to cover this problem with the housemates, especially because Sister Sarah is one office and now home to A Juno.

“Yah biasalah Mbak... disputing understand” answered me short, pouring boiled vegetable and vegetable chicken to the dining table, when it came from the office I cooked rice. If in this condition it takes energy so that immunity does not go down.

“Eat yuk Mbak.. I had bought a vegetable chicken, dikasiran lalapan boiled papaya leaves a lot nih” today I eat a lot, rice complete with side dishes and vegetables a pile. Sarah smiled cynically at him.

“Tumben you eat rich porters building, frustrating well died in your man?” this woman does not have her sensitivities, she has been told to eat still talking pedes.

“The injured heart needs energy Mbak.. ntar if I lemes even pingsyan” replied me origin, tonight really feel hungry last afternoon did not have time to eat because it completed the report and analysis, I said, only got biscuits.

“Lu really like yah same lu?” back Sister Sarah was curious about my answer. For a long time I felt the attitude of Sister Sarah was actually ordinary, she was just an unusual person to hang out with others.

“Sama husband is not about likes not like Mbak.. but nerima or not nerima”.

“Receive its bad nature, accept its weaknesses, accept its imperfections” said I, rice feels hard and hard to get into the throat when talking bad attitude partner.

“As we accept the vices of our male sodara. We always understand them if they are nyebelin.. most think well how else it's already rich nature gitu” Bebey who is lazy, who likes spoiled, his hobby for help this is, it is, easy to give up that often makes me upset as his brother but well want how else maybe it is already innate.

“This is me again the process of learning to accept and think like that for A Juno”, I replied while stunned, ice man who rarely talks, easy to emotion, easy to, want to win alone and like to keep all his thoughts never want to be shared with others. Makes me often have to guess what she wants.

“Mbak eat oruh let me have friends” take me again. Lazy also later must ngangetin side dishes and vegetables. I estimate that A Juno will not go home now if you do not return messages and calls, Sarah finally approached while scowling.

“Gw stay with you so eat mulu” gerutu while taking rice and side dishes and vegetables.

“Hehehhehe is okay or let Sister Sarah healthy”

“Where was the meeting with A Juno not in the office?” ask again. If we need information we have to bribe informants in order to provide complete information, and it turns out that the informant eats voraciously. Herman.how could he have resisted hunger if in fact he liked to eat.

“The room is closed, use don't disturb..” replied Sister Sarah short.

“Haah... continue if you eat how?” I was confused, worried that he was sick.

“Yah bought the same OB how else.. gw ketok-ketok also not answer, he likes to use a headset if again do not want to be disturbed” explained Sarah, he likes to wear a headset, the meal was over when I first ate a lot.

“Ohhh... that's why I just found out” turns out there are many new things I know about him,

“Keep the habit of A Juno let alone the strange?” ask me again, Sister Sarah looked at me cynically.

“Lu is his wife, you should know dong don't it's the same gw”

“Lah I'm new with him Ma'am, if Sister Sarah has been many years the same he” answered me annoyed, the loss of very people to the rice is over.

“Iya you just know directly married him, I have been the same for years as him but not in marriage in”, he replied annoyed.

“Ya elaah the Ma'am..it is the same Mbak's soul mate has been outlined above, do not ask the same me.. I was also surprised suddenly married to A Juno. No previous plan” replied I was upset. If you can choose a normal courtship with normal humans who can talk anyway not like now say kayak jin in a bottle.

“Mbak ngapain also like A Juno, he is a short axis irritable, stubborn as well.. beuh world war continues like ” I want to laugh. Sarah is upset.

“Not tried, I'm the same understanding person I love” he replied quickly.

“Mbak love same A Juno?” I ask, when else can be this close and pry the evidence.

“I've loved him from the past, just a chance that has not come” face Sister Sarah mixed between upset and sad. It was strange to think about the same husband who likes him, but I don't feel threatened by the presence of Sister Sarah maybe because physically she is not too prominent. The first impression if you see Sister Sarah is a stiff introvert woman, with box glasses and her hair straight tied and a firm jaw makes her feminine lines less visible.

“I used to love men who would not be possible together because of different religions”

“It turns out that the pleasant feeling of love is the optimism and passion that we feel when we meet him”

“So I enjoy it and remember it. I don't remember when the sad feeling wasn't with him, or having to part with him”.

“Forget it if it can not be.. men are not only him... I can find another or if not find it well just imagine we are dating a handsome actor… let's not feel the hallucination” I want to laugh myself once imagined being his girlfriend So Ji Sub. Oppa sarangheyo.

“Seenaknya that feeling can not be easily diverted especially if you meet every day” Ma'am Sarah looks old if sad like that, it's appropriate that A Juno does not like him hehehehehe.

“Well how do you want? Sister Sarah's the kind of girl who likes to torture her own feelings well? Pantesan skinny”

“Life in the world only once Ma'am.. don't torture yourself” explained me, long ago I feel sorry for him too, rich have no friends to talk.

“I like to imagine if the man I like it turns out to be the same woman who is the same faith as him, I can't go with him. Continuing to say I was sad to think of him, meningan I imagine having a partner who keeps praying together with”

“Directly I move on” the easiest to move on is to imagine the ex with others laughing while we cry sad …. Hoek cuuuuuh. sorry, not in the dictionary.

“Imagine other men whom Mbak likes.. don't think A Juno keeps”.

“Salah mah sekantor ehhh... even follow-up move to the shophouse together, pantesan difficult move on” I can only shake my head imagining his suffering, where A Juno if already gesrek play pepper where aja again, I can only shake my head to imagine his suffering.The, I was caught again in the kitchen because I took a drink. Kasian in thought.

“Hmmm do not know it feels like nothing is as interesting as Juno” replied, I immediately mendelik annoyed.

“Try talking about it in the filter, I'm his wife don't be so frank that muji man!”

“Well you were talking to me, not wrong, right?”

“Hehehe yes well Ma'am.. ngapain also try me to chat women who like their own husband, I'm not really working so bad” lamented me sad.

“He doesn't have the feeling of the person, I can't call my phone yesterday because I ran out of battery, and he was angry because I was with my boss, though I did not say anything about him” suddenly so want a story.

“Ehh he played just aja, because my boss holds the same shoulder I, he was sick mbak hypoglycemia tight yesterday we skip dinner because it was too late” Mba Sarah's face was wrinkled, he was too wrinkled, if I am rich I have a rich sister who is fierce and sadistic but likes to give money.

“Si Juno squirms you held-hold the same Boss you?” muka probes.

“Just hold the shoulder doang Mbak rich gini, he seems to want to fall so..I was also surprised” I immediately demonstrated when Mr. Kevin embrace the shoulder.

“Gile... You are copied with all men, the time is so rich grip gini” Mbak Sarah directly looked at me annoyed.

“Well I was also surprised, usually he never touching-touching that... but he complained of dizziness before”.

“Ahhhh base you really so plain people, where there are men dizzy rich girls really use want to lean all”

“Modus Iw say anyway, want to try you welcome not held-hold!”

 Hearing Sarah's explanation I was so confused when yes Mr. Kevin mode, why also the same mode I. anyway his wife is beautiful.

“I don't like suudzon the same people Ma'am, think positive aj” I still feel confident that Mr. Kevin will not be that bad. Far from the attitude of Mr. Kevin everyday.

“His wife is beautiful Ma'am.

“WHAT!” Sister Sarah glared…. “Uhuuuk...uhuuuuk” is not going to cough, he was shocked to his side.

“Lu same office as ex-Juno?” he looked at me fixedly. I nodded lazily, saying don't well if they were married.Don't ah speak disgrace, very bad sin Kak Inne moved to me.

“Sticking right at the turn..hehehehe” is not strong nor do you speak ah, anyway not talked about hamidunnya.

“What…. Seriusan... the Juno ditingalin continue to mate with your boss?” Sister Sarah immediately drank with glek-glek so her spirit.

“Where is the story?” she sneketin. hahahah his face so not jaim again, aseli like women fashion ghibah. It turns out Sarah really needs a friend to talk to.

“Yah boss I had tenmen his office first, so Kak Inne graduated first from Aa, so he worked first to Jakarta, Aa still in Bandung finish college”

“Because LDR-an trus he moved deh to another heart..the point is left fitting again alas” I so laughed cynically. Kasian is also fond of having flowered to pass the undergraduate exam ehh.. Left the same girlfriend.

“Gileees…. Rich this soap opera is actually”

“Trus lu is now the same office who called his girlfriend Juno first... “

“Lu just don't use think..”.

“Gw said also your brain mostly down to the bumper does not settle on the head” this woman emang nyebelin want to spray the same water would be.

“Lifting I down to the bumper so the basic capital of development.. than rich Mbak Sarah snuggles in the head so big heads” rich people gini do not be given sagging must in kick back.

“Lu thought dong, your man must be parno, used to have been stabbed the same person, kept you hugged too”

“Still mending not shot also” Sister Sarah grunts annoyed, must be her heart adoration.

“Lu shadow her gini Oneng..you want to marry your boyfriend keep her married to another girl”.

“Ehh pas you've married it turns out your man tuh sekantor same woman who nikung your boyfriend dulue”

“Udah so that nyosor-nyosor mulu chick same as your man... you will be emotional gak?” mother Sarah's face is very cynical.

If you think it's true what is said the same Sister Sarah, it didn't occur to me at all. Not bad if it happens rich that, will cry kejer like me if I see A Juno bored same girl who once cornered me. I suddenly felt so sad and guilty about A Juno.

I told him that A Juno is not confident with Mr. Kevin, but not about confidence, but about trauma. No dear A Juno squirms me from behind the truck Mr. Kevin again embraces my shoulder….

“Nyadar no lu?” sister Sarah's voice sounded faintly in my ear.

“Heeh Oneng...aware lak you have made your man emotional?”

I nodded and smiled shyly, it was also wrong that I was too naive, too thoughtful about the professionalism of work without being able to understand how the closest people felt. Maybe if I from yesterday thought from the side of A Juno will not be like this happened, maybe I will refuse to eat together and go home first. Be more careful and not feel the most right.

“Makasih Mbak his advice” said slowly, smiling to see a glasses woman whose face is fierce there is no sweetness.

“I'm happy to have friends in the same shop as Sister Sarah”

“Tomorrow I make fried rice”.

“Huuuh...nyogok lu... does not work Sarah's mother went to go.

“Who also wants to be deemenin same Sister Sarah.. No bumpers. Weeek”.

Wuuuzzzz. It turns out that there is no wisdom Junaedi I can talk to the heart of the same Sarah 008. Hopefully my Wonder Woman heart can survive until tomorrow. Must be taught a lesson…

What lesson well…

**mathematics **

4 x 4 sixteen…

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Biological

If the reproductive system can experience malfunction when thoughts and feelings are out of sync, causing the brain to secrete a hormone called ……….

Dizziness...