Moon
I Withoutamu...

During the wait for the examination of the Moon doctor finally fell asleep in the IGD observation room apparently all night he could not sleep so he could sleep easily.

“Kak..

“You sit here accompany Bulan” whispered Mama to Juno who stood at the end of the bed, who immediately followed her orders.

“Iya.. please tell Afi to send the same veil dressing” said Juno slowly, earlier they did not think to change the Moon clothes at all. Now he lies in his short-sleeved pajamas worn last night. Mama Nisa nodded in agreement, then moved out. He became worried thinking about Afi who had also fallen.

Juno sat on a chair, slowly hesitantly then tried to grab Moon's hand and grasped it gently. The moon who felt her hands clasped thought it was Mama Nisa's hand and pulled her to be held close to her head.

“Mamaa..” he said softly while continuing to close his head. Juno looked startled but tried not to react, only then advanced so much closer to his wife. The closer to the Moon the more he feels claustrophobic. Shown as yesterday he shook the body of the woman in front of him violently.

“Maa..maaf” said Juno softly, her tears dripping slowly. Didn't expect to get this far the problem became even more widespread.

Hearing the voice of the man nearby, startled the Moon so much that he flinched and moved suddenly.

“Arghhh” his stomach immediately hurts. Juno was shocked to see the Moon moving away while releasing her hand from Juno's grasp.

“Sorry..sorry I didn't mean to wake you..sorry” said Juno frantically tried to calm the Moon but didn't dare touch it back. The moon just looked at her fixedly as she frowned and then turned her back to her husband. He felt unprepared to interact with Juno.

“I'm sorry... I'm really sorry” Juno said slowly.

“I know I was wrong with you a lot. I beg you to excuse me I” Juno's voice sounds like choking, but the Moon still does not budge, just silently staring at the curtain that is in front of him. The silence stopped when the nurse suddenly walked into the Moon's treatment room.

“Ahhhh already woke up well, it was a good sleep once”

“The doctor is already in the clinic and ready to receive patient”

“Because Bu Rembulan was the earliest so can enter first deh” said Nurse kindly. The moon smiled weakly.

“Bi..can enter now?” Juno sounded shocked, Mama Nisa still hasn't returned.

“Iya. His goods are taken only Sir. later let the doctor decide the outpatient or must be inpatient” Nurse then help Moon to sit.

“We take a walk in the morning using a wheelchair same sister yaa” deftly Sister helps the Moon down and sit in a wheelchair. Juno rushes to put on a jacket for his wife, Moon wearing only short-sleeved pajamas. Fortunately, he kept a jacket with a hoodie in the car.

“Wear jacket...cold” said Juno short, Moon obey without answering a word. The three of them walked down the hospital hallway.

“My mom will follow.. Which room of the obstetrician's clinic is sus?” Juno was busy calling Mama Nisa informing her of their current position. It was difficult for him to communicate with the Moon in his current condition, hoping to stay with his Mama who could help the Moon without any rejection from his wife.

But once arrived in front of the obstetrician's clinic room, it seemed Mama Nisa was standing waiting

“Hahaha even Mama first who is here” turns out Mama has come first.

“Tadi Mama to the cafeteria nyari breakfast for you, tuh under there is a large cafeteria. Afi is also here to check her pregnancy so Mama has memorized” said Mama with enthusiasm, saw the Moon so smile wide.

“This see Mama buy a sandwich just so easy to eat”

“There is rice menu but ribet eatya”

“Eat tea first! Mama has bought milk as well”

While waiting to be called in, Mama immediately prepared food and drinks. Juno smiled seeing Mama's alertness in everything, not thinking of her to buy breakfast, her mind was instead filled with worry by her wife's condition. Only three bites were eaten by the Moon, heard a call by the sisters.

“Mother Moon” Sisters looked towards them, Juno who stood up immediately.

“Again eat Sus!” he looked at his wife with a concerned face.

“Nothing is enough.. Later diterusin” said Moon fast, he wants to immediately know the condition of his current pregnancy. Mama gave her consent.

“Drink first milk, so energi” Mama Nisa immediately thrust milk that is ready to drink, the Moon frowned then tried to drink milk but only a few gulps have stopped with a red face.

“Strong people Ma.. Moon does not like plain” milk he said limp. Mama nodded understandingly.

“Yes gpp.. Later we buy chocolate flavored milk or strawberry” he said while helping to clear the Moon.

“Let's go in now, please push the seat Kak” Mama gave a signal to Juno to immediately bring his wife in.

The examining doctor seemed to have been waiting, the middle-aged woman who looked friendly.

“Waah Mommy has delivered another gift this second” apparently he immediately recognized Mama Nisa who often accompanied Afi to check the pregnancy.

“Iya doctor.. alhamdulillah this my daughter-in-law last night checked turned out positive, ehhh this morning even fainted.. I so panic”.

“During this time do not know is pregnant. I asked how many months did not menstruate..

“Child now if it is busy to not remember the health of dok” Mama Nisa rubbed the Moon's back with a worried face. The moon only smiled weakly, in fact he was conscious but tried not to think about it because he was considering too much.

“Nothing...many kok like this Bu”.

“Let's check first..Let's see how long the baby has been in Mama Rembulan”'s stomach.

“Moving to bed first yaa” heard the doctor's instructions, Juno immediately held the Moon to be able to walk, Mama Nisa smiled withheld Juno's alertness, she could see that her son looked worried.

“Waah has been training to be a standby husband well?” the doctor smiled at Juno's alertness, which was responded to with a flat face by the Moon.

Somewhat long after the jelly is applied and the doctor looks at the position of the baby in the Moon womb, sliding left and right while frowning. Juno looked tense looking at the doctor's expression.

“How do doc.... is the fetal condition healthy?” said worried.

The doctor smiled hearing that

“Waah her father is impatient”

“Try guess how many weeks this child is in the stomach Mama” asked the doctor. Juno looked pensive her forehead looked wrinkled.

“I don't know doc... 2 weeks” he replied hesitantly, the doctor laughed out loud.

“Ahahhahaha too often to not know which one is successful so anak” he said while shaking his head. Juno smiled stifledly as she occasionally glanced at the flat-looking Moon looking at the screen in front of her.

“Already 9 weeks”

“It has been formed is still as big as hmmmm cherry, it's organ has started to form”

“Se...nine weeks” Juno stuttered

“How long have you been married?”

“Six months more dok” replied Mama Nisa fast.

“Waahhh later my grandson is only one month different age” Mama Nisa looks radiant.

“But the condition is healthy do doc.... this daughter-in-law is not healthy so we are worried about Mama and her baby how?”

“The condition of the fetus is good..This has been formed, his hands and feet are visible, his organs have been formed.well this placenta has been formed so it can provide nutrition to the baby”.

“Now Mama how is she doing?”

“Look limp...how eating taste? Okay?”

“Height is still normal actually...before how many kilograms?”.

“55 kg dok” reply Month

“Hmm dropped three kilograms, but the condition of the fetus is good because the body of Mama healthy yaa... Mama strong yaa.. have a lot of fat supplies” doctor seduces Moon who smiles weakly.

“Should rest yaa... because it has been spent food reserves by the mother's baby adek make more reserves in the body so that it is stronger later during the pregnancy”

“Eat should be for both yah dok” connect Mama.

“Ahhh not too.. eat nutritious food and healthy drinks complete protein and carbohydrates”.

“Salah if pregnant women should eat two servings because for mothers and children it will be excessive”

“The most important thing is balanced nutrition, carbohydrates, proteins, fats and foods that contain vitamins and minerals that are in a fresh diet better”

“Although Mama does not want to eat because of nausea but must force herself to eat so that the baby is healthy”

“I don't know I'm pregnant doc.. but I feel like kurg just taste to eat”.

“If you know I am pregnant of course I will force a meal” replied the Moon.

“Good.. But reduce caffeine, if working women usually like to drink coffee because it will trigger blood pressure and heart rate as well. Well maximum 2 cups a day”

“I at most only drink 1 cup of docks for fear of high blood also ... then.” The moon hesitated to talk, then saw Mama as if asking for help to talk. Mama nodded and smiled as if understanding the moon's turmoil.

“This Doc... my daughter is a bit worried about pregnancy because mother died while giving birth to her sister”.

“Hmmmm if here the pressure tends to be low”

“Sleep is regular?” ask doctor. The moon then shook her head.

“Three weeks ago I was often late sleeping Dok”

“A week back even only sleep a few hours” he replied while remembering his activities a week back.

“My work is a lot” he replied while breathing.

“My stomach also sometimes hurts” lamented the Moon

“What did you do until the Moon sleep deprivation” Mama Nisa hit Juno's hand hard, her face looks annoyed.

“You do not do everything yourself.. let your husband work” Mama still glares annoyed. Juno only grimaced as she rubbed her arm that Mama hit.

“Need husband cooperation in helping pregnant wife”

“Hormonal changes experienced by pregnant women will be very influential on emotions so the husband must pay more attention, better patience also so that later can help the wife overcome the complaints experienced during pregnancy”

“The sick stomach was a result of uterine contractions, he was in the process of adjustment because there was already a fetus growing and sticking”

“Given a warm compress if his stomach hurts to relax”

Juno nodded as long as the doctor gave her instructions regarding the pregnancy.

“There is no special way to prevent preeclampsia, all we can do is to lower the risk of preeclampsia by diligently controlling, maintaining blood pressure and blood sugar during pregnancy, and, live a healthy lifestyle by eating and regular exercise and getting enough sleep”

“Do not stress is important, because overthinking will make us difficult to sleep and increase stomach acid as well.. if stomach acid rises later will be nauseous so we are not tasteful or difficult to eat”.

“Nahh husband helps his wife so as not to stress well. often stroked and massaged his feet because later the greater the content will often swell”.

Juno nodded obediently.

“It seems that his Papa is ready to be a standby husband” the doctor smiled looking at Juno's obedient attitude. Mama Nisa just glanced over without commenting on anything.

“Do I need to be treated doc?” june asked carefully.

“Hmm I think can go home. mother's condition is good, the fetus is healthy”.

“But must rest enough..one week bed rest well while taking vitamins and eating good so that the weight back as usual”.

“Don't mind much, start reducing heavy work”

Moon nodded weakly, he also did not want to be hospitalized. His condition feels more stable now because he feels better after consulting a doctor. Especially hearing that the fetus in the womb is in good health.

“I want to go home rest at home just doc... rest at home” said Moon, doctor nods to give approval.

“Consultation again in the next two weeks yah”

“We can already hear the baby's heartbeat later”

“Waaah as fast as it” Mama looks happy to hear it. At the same time, they will have two grandchildren.

Only thirty minutes is needed to take the prescription vitamins and medicine for the Moon. Mama accompanies the Moon while eating and drinking as Juno takes a prescription at a hospital pharmacy.

Arriving at home, Moon chose to go straight to the room to sleep, without much talk to enter Juno's room accompanied by Mama while Juno was still parking the car in the garage.

“Where?” asked Afi excitedly. Mama immediately gestured for Afi to accompany the Moon in the room. While Mama waits for Juno in the living room. As soon as Juno entered Mama immediately gestured to sit with her on the sofa. Without saying much Juno approached and sat down in front of Mama Nisa.

“Kakak” Mama Nisa staring at Juno tightly.

“Let's keep the ones we can still have today”

“Mama asks Brother to follow Mama”'s advice

“So morning Brother again forced the desire of Brother and the consequences as now”

“Luckily the condition of the fetus is good so that everything is healthy walafiat”

“Entah what would it be if it was the Month to …. “ Mama Nisa stopped and took a deep breath, she could not imagine bad things.

“Alhamdulillah everything is fine”

“As the doctor said earlier, the Moon will bedrest for a week”

“And Mama will make sure it is here.. Moon will stay at home until his condition is stable and healthy”.

“Later if it is healthy and good.Mama leave it to you both”.

“What will be back to Ruko or stay with Mama here”

“Let the Moon recover her physical and psychic”

“Give peace to your wife..don't meet until she's looking for you”.

“I can't if I don't meet him” Juno replied shortly, his head lowered hiding the uneasiness on his face.

“I know I'm wrong”

“So I tried to apologize to her.. but she is still.

“I won't bother him”

“But I have to see him every day”

“I leave him with Mama”

“I will stay at Ruko for as long as she is here, later I ask for the company of Doni so that there are friends during Ruko” her voice sounds like stuck.

“I will come every day here, do not forbid me.. I will not be calm if I do not see him” his eyes glazed over.

“Don't worry I won't force the Moon to accept my apology” Juno took a deep breath.

“If anyone wants him to eat or buy please Mama say the same to me, later I buy” he replied standing up. Juno's face looked tired and worried.

“I go home first”

“I want to see him for a while before I go home” he said as he moved to the room. He meets with Afi.

“She slept!” She held her sister at the door.

“I will not talk.. I just want to see him” his voice sounds clear, not the loud voice that is usually spoken when talking to Afi.

Hearing her brother sound sad and desperate, Afi finally relented. He let Juno in and saw the moon that had rolled in a blanket and seemed to be soundly asleep.

Juno slowly grew worried about waking up his wife, suddenly thinking about their quarrel yesterday. The face full of anger that Moon showed him, even pushing him hard so that it made him shocked and annoyed. It turns out that pregnancy does make his wife more courageous to express her feelings.

“I'm sorry Muuney” he said quietly almost inaudible. Look at the moon that is behind him

“I know many mistakes I've made”

“Maybe it's not worth your pardon. but I can't live without you” Juno took a deep breath as if trying to give her heart to pump more blood so she could live.

“You must continue to live.. Not only Father and Benny need your presence”.

“I also wouldn't be able to live without you” Juno's voice sounds choked.

“Now you sleep well rest”

“Eat well so you are healthy”

“Tomorrow I will come here.. I promise I won't bother you” Juno's voice gets hoarse until he finally steps quickly out. Rushing away after coming out of the room, without heeding Mama and Afi who saw him out of the room quickly. The tears that flowed down his face.

The divorce of Mama Nisa and Papa Bhanu never triggered deep feelings of sadness. During this time he was never close to his father so the divorce process did not affect him.

The breakup with Inneke led to more anger, resentment and emotion that he then suppressed over the years. The feeling of being betrayed continued to make him feel anger which then generalized his thoughts to all women. Including the month at the beginning of their relationship.

Moon's jovial but sometimes shy attitude together makes her want to laugh. The Moon's passion and enthusiasm for new things made him confident to start making the decision to start a new company. It turns out that the presence of the Moon has changed all the properties of his feet into something unpleasant to maintain.

The moon opened its eyes as it heard Juno's voice at the door. Trying to pretend to sleep by keeping her breath as calm as possible, until she hears all her husband's words. If only Juno was in front of him then he would be able to see the tears flowing down the pillow. Trying not to sob while holding back the tightness that continues to whack until finally Juno went out so that the Moon can breathe a sigh of relief. His stomach felt so tight that it resuscitated the Moon to take a deep breath.

“Sorry dear...pardon your mother who has cried” Moon took a deep breath.

“We both must be strong.. There are many people who love us.. don't cengeng” Moon gently rubbed his stomach and took a deep breath until the feeling of tension in his stomach began to subside. The smell of the pillow he was sleeping on now made him feel calm, he could smell the fragrant man he had always been with for the past six months.