
Kenanga looked at Athar's back which was getting away from her, even the two beads said Kenanga saw the paper bag containing lunch from her being given to her secretary by Athar. Although all my strength Kenanga think positively about the attitude of Athar who recently changed very drastically on him, but still her little heart really feels that the events of a few years ago will be repeated.
"I shouldn't have to give my heart to her" Kenanga closed her eyes, her back resting on the wall of the Athar family's office.
At this time Kenanga really felt stupid and regretted having opened her heart to Athar, even without realizing it turns out that the seed of love has now grown in the heart of Kenanga, but what did she get? Just the indifference of Athar. Yes, the man had completely forgotten himself, Kenanga thought.
Month after tear, Kenanga's cheeks began to pour down, though Kenanga took great pains to hold back her tears, but her tears seemed unwilling to compromise. Luckily the fifth floor of this building is very quiet, because only in the designation for the highest leadership, directors and secretary room.
Kenanga tried to wipe away her tears that were endlessly flowing, but as strong as she could, she wiped her cheeks again and again covered by her tears. Feeling unable to be here anymore, Kenanga decided to leave this place immediately. But Kenanga's footsteps this time did not go to the elevator, but to the emergency staircase door. There is no way Kenanga down using the elevator, it would be very risky to take the elevator and meet the staff in this office, which there is itself will only be a spectacle because his eyes are swollen. Therefore Kenanga decided to go downstairs using the emergency stairs, at least later while descending she could slightly regulate her heart and feelings.
With shaky footsteps Kenanga walked towards the emergency staircase door located not far from the elevator door. His hand touched the door handle but had not been opened, the door was even held by a sturdy hand that felt familiar by Kenanga. Even on the ring finger of the hand is attached a ring that has the same model as the ring that Kenanga wears.
"Darling, can we talk for a minute?" athar's soft voice made Kenanga's heart feel even more sliced. The circle of tears that had stopped now fell back to wet his cheeks.
"Honey.." call Athar back because Kenanga never want to turn around. Even this time Athar's hand forced Kenanga's body to turn to face him, but unfortunately Kenanga did not want to look at him
Athar sighed heavily, then pulled out Kenanga's hand. Athar takes Kenanga into his workspace.
"I want to go home" Kenanga refused for a moment when Athar had just opened the door of his study.
"Just fifteen minutes" Athar said.
"No need, your work must be very much. The next time we rearrange our meeting" Kenanga still did not change her position standing on the doorstep of Athar's workroom which was wide open.
"Kenanga .." said Athar slowly, then Athar forced Kenanga into his office and immediately closed the door.
Not giving Kenanga a second to speak, Athar immediately squeezed Kenanga's body with the door of her study that was closed tightly. Not wanting to waste time, Athar grabbed Kenanga's lips. Channeling the longing that had tormented him for several days, but unfortunately the rejection from Kenanga made Athar forced to give up his kiss.
"I'm sorry" Athar said shortly after his lips slipped from Kenanga's lips.
"Don't cry just because of me" Athar tried to wipe away Kenanga's tears using his thumb.
"I'm okay, I just..."
"Ssssttt" Athar placed his index finger right in front of Kenanga's lips.
"I you must have been disappointed with my attitude these few days, but I really wanted to get my work done before our wedding day"
Silence, there was no answer from Kenanga's lips. At the moment Kenanga is thinking maybe she is too over-thinking to Athar, and continues to think of Athar as Riko.
"Darling..." Athar pulls Kenanga's chin, and now their eyes meet each other.
"You are angry and disappointed in me. I know I have ignored you" Athar said slowly.
"I just miss you.." Kenanga then poured into Athar's arms, inhaling deeply the scent of the man's body that some days made his spirit disappear.
Athar returned Kenanga's embrace tightly. Kenanga let go of her embrace.
"Why baby?" Athar raised both eyebrows as Kenanga let go of her embrace.
"You really scared me.." Kenanga placed both hands on the nape of Athar's neck
"You just have to trust me, I'm not going to die no matter what happens, now, tomorrow and so on" Athar commented on his smile and again grabbed Kenanga's lips.
This time there was no rejection from Kenanga, but a gentle reply from Kenanga, both of them let go of each other's longing. Really Athar really misses moments like this with Kenanga, Athar's kiss is so soft that Kenanga even more pull the nape of Athar's neck to deepen the kiss both.
"Mr Athar, everyone was waiting in the meeting room" Ilea's knock on the door and voice made Kenanga let go of her kiss.
"Five more minutes." pinta Athar quietly to Kenanga
Kenanga chuckles in response to Athar whining at her. Indeed, when it was like this, Kenanga increasingly anxious against Athar.
"This doctor is currently the leader in this company, must give a good guidance to the staff in this office" Kenanga tidied Athar's tie.
"Sir.." Ilea's voice was again heard calling Athar, because Athar had to lead a meeting for the evaluation of marketing staff in his company.
"Yes." answered Athar with a ketus, he was really upset with Ilea who disturbed his activities.
"It mustn't be so gluttonous like that ah" Kenanga gave a gentle swab at Athar's lips, wiping off the residual saliva of her second kiss
"I will always be waiting for you. I believe you"
"Thank you baby, I promise you that if I finish my work early in the afternoon, I'll pick you up. But if there's still work, my dear, don't be mad" Athar pinched Kenanga's nose
"Yes, I'm going to take you downstairs" Athar clasped Kenanga's hand tightly, now that their fingers are linked to each other.
Athar opened the door of his study, and Ilea, who was still standing right in front of the door, was shocked when Athar came out with a girl. Since when does his boss keep girls in his study? thought Illea.
"Ilea, you take my future wife downstairs, and ask the office driver to take my future wife back to her office"
"No, I can get off by myself and go home by taxi" Kenanga refused. Athar walked ahead of Ilea who gave himself a way.
"Doctor, I can get off on my own and go back to the office in a taxi" As soon as Kenanga, Athar and Ilea get into the elevator.
"Honey, this is an order not an offer" Athar asserted as he rubbed the top of Kenanga's head, even Athar shamelessly rained the top of Kenanga's head with a kiss.
While Iiea scratched his head that felt not itchy, felt bad to be in the elevator with his boss and also his lover. If Ilea knew that her boss had suddenly returned to his study to meet his future wife, Ilea would not have followed Athar to his study.