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TanMantan

PoV Month

Today it had been three days A Juno did not come home, from the feeling of sadness came the feeling of annoyance and began to feel angry. What he really wants, how much wrong I made until he felt entitled to punish to silence and not go home for days. Too much in my opinion, selfish, arrogant.there are a lot of annoying words that I want to shout.

After the final dawn prayer I cried bitterly, after several days of enduring feelings of confusion and resentment over his attitude. Does he not think about my feelings of concern about his condition, why only think of his anger at me, the issue of Mr. Kevin.

Suddenly I felt pity for Mr. Kevin, despite his strange change in attitude, Sarah said, but I felt pain in his words as he shouted “if you still want it take there.. nothing to lose”...”dia still mentions you in his dreams.

What kind of marriage does Mr Kevin have if Kak Inne still likes to call A Juno in his dreams, how did Mr Kevin feel when he found out? How sad. It turns out that behind her cheerful and always optimistic attitude she harbors sadness in her marriage.

My presence in the office only makes things worse, in the future friction like this will continue to happen. Mr. Kevin must keep and harbored the feeling of resentment when he met A Juno and maybe he was also forced to hold back the feeling of meeting me. A Juno who harbors prejudices and bad thoughts whenever I have to be alone due to the demands of the job. There is no choice but to quit the auditor's job from now on.

Making a letter of resignation overnight is like withdrawing from all the dreams and plans that were made, want to raise money in order to finance Benny until college S2 and then can umroh with Mr and Benny. All of those plans seem to have to be rearranged.

Wake up early and then think what if while I was in the office actually A Juno came home, where to sleep for two nights back? Is it right to stay in the office or stay in a hotel? I finally decided to cook more food this morning, at least if A Juno came home while I was in the office she could eat her favorite home food, even if she didn't come home, I'll just keep him warm for dinner.

This morning I went to work with Sister Sarah, her attitude is getting better now. His gaze is no longer like a hitman anymore, maybe because I love Samson his beloved cat, we often laugh at Samson's action when playing with my laser pointer. Apparently Sister Sarah does not know how to laugh at the stupidity of the cat while playing, the eyes of Samson who was just next door made it easy to hit because he was too excited.

Mr. Kevin still did not work until the third day, as I recall yesterday the wound on his face was worse than A Juno, so it was appropriate to be taken to the hospital by Kak Inne. Unimaginable how she reacted when she saw her husband with such battered condition.

Just now that I was thinking like that, it turned out that Miss Perfect sent me a message this morning.

“I can not contact Juno, there are other numbers I can contact?” without opening greeting or any stale bases directly to the point only.

“Sorry no Brother, A Juno only has one number” because he does not mince words I am lazy to talk stale.

“Can I meet this afternoon at seven after office break up?”

“I'll call later place”

Wokey.. we follow what the aunt wants this one, it turns out that A Juno does not want to reply to the message if until he asks for another A Juno number. I'm afraid that if I don't find it, I'll keep looking for A Juno.

“Ya I wait Kak.. just tell me the location where, later I go there”.

The problem should not be avoided but faced, not necessarily complicated solution because the most important thing is to be able to solve it. Stacked problems only become a never-ending nightmare. The relationship between Kak Inne and A Juno does not really need to be a problem at this time if only they solve it well. Won't drag me who doesn't know anything about their love triangle.

Ma'am Icha's reaction while reading the resignation letter was just silence and taking a breath, looking at me fixedly.

“You sure you want to back off?” his gaze seemed to convince me that the decision to retreat was my own desire.

“Yakin Mbak.. I think this is the best”.

“You were told by Juno to withdraw from work now?”

I smiled, recalling A Juno's words that lightly told me to stop working without discussing and considering properly. Only on the basis of his ego is disturbed by the working relationship between me and Mr. Kevin.

“Engga Mbak... it is on the basis of my consideration, there are many things that I consider and I guess Mba Icha can understand without having me explain”

Ma'am Icha nodded, he seemed to be able to understand my turmoil, imagined that if he knew that to this day A Juno still did not come home.

“I feel sorry actually lost a staff who have the ability to work like you, a solid team work with Anjar” he glanced at Anjar who was silent from before, I think Anjar can hear about my resignation from Icha.

“Or do you want to move divisions maybe back to tax division?” asked Mba Icha quickly, I immediately shook my head.

“Ngak Mbak.. I want to totally stop, in the future A Juno will develop its own business, maybe as a first step I want to help fix it first, he said, only then after stable will find work elsewhere”

“I have never tried to work in another company Mbak... want to add a track record also if I can..hhehehehehe” try to smile and look happy is the hardest effort I do at this time. In the corner of my eyes I could see Anjar several times glancing at me.

“Ok..

“If he acc, I directly process to SDM” section

“But as you know, you can just resign, one month after submission well.” I nodded in understanding.

“Mbak please the same Mr. Kevin tell me the reason because I want to help my husband to build the company”

“Pak Kevin must understand, because I once told you about it” Mbak Icha nodded his head in understanding. I don't want Mr. Kevin to feel guilty because yesterday's brawl made me choose to resign from the office.

I feel relieved after solving this problem, now just face the ranks of the former who still can not move on.

At four o'clock in the afternoon Brother Inne sent me the name of the place to meet. Trafique Coffee a cafe in the South Jakarta area when I see it on the map. Ok not far only thirty minutes drive by car. After the Maghrib prayer, I prepared to leave. I saw Mbak Icha's bag still on his desk but I did not see its existence since five o'clock, while Anjar seemed to sit uneasy, since it was like to talk but held back because there was still Mba Icha.

“Bul... I want to talk for a while before you go home” he is standing on his desk, his gaze has returned like the old Anjar. I smiled and sat down at the meeting table.

“Why Njar? Anything I need to help you with?” I expected he would ask me about my resignation, but pretending he didn't know was the only way he felt comfortable talking.

“Hmmm no... I.. I heard you wanted to resign, why? Is it because of my attitude?” his face looked sad and felt guilty. If only my position was still his friend who did not have the frills of Juno Aditya's wife maybe I would have patted him on the shoulder and asked him to laugh. But now all attitudes and behaviors must be maintained not to cause misrepresentation again.

“Hehehehe you were horrified earlier, when I talked to Ma'am Icha” I smiled broadly trying to calm myself and the man in front who looked sad. The fate that restored this pleasant friendship with the man in front of me.

“Do not worry because you are not Njar, but you won't make me back in work” can't bear to not pat her on the shoulder trying to give her a sense of calm.

“Terus why did you stop? I've tried not to get you in trouble again since the problem at Pub yesterday” if you just join the dinner meeting yesterday whether the problem will be different, I can only take a deep breath.

“Long if I tell a story. I just want peace in life. Work quietly, the household is calm and make friends with anyone without the burden of mind”

“It turns out that getting married is a lot of consequences, the conclusion that you still like cipika cipiki as a common child continues to still spread the charm of the same child of the financial division I suggest you do not marry first..hehehehehehehehe”.

“Later if you have found someone who makes your heart melt and do not want to turn to anyone you married” sok-sok and give advice while itself confusion… it is easier to give advice than to do it yourself.

“The person who made my heart melt and did not want to turn away is no”, he replied briefly as he moved back to his desk. I smiled sadly looking at him, instead of kegeeran but I knew who he meant.

“Beuuuh you become a guy melow yelow ginih. Yes I have come home yahah.. don't worry we still have a month for kangen-angenan... if later you miss the same I can come to Ruko, we continue our business again later”.

“Eh how have you heard about our stock struggle... or still nyungsruk?” try to divert the conversation while looking for additional info if investment money can come back again.

“The market has started well, but if it is withdrawn now we are still losing, if you still want to be patient we wait two months next how? When economic conditions began to stabilize” bargain, I nodded in agreement, everywhere investment would want profit not loss.

“I believe in your decision, if there is need for help to calculate the same analysis please let me know well Njar” since the incident at the Pub, we rarely chat freely like this. I tried to keep my distance and Anjar pulled away.

“I go home first yah” I said to Anjar, he now smiles wider, hopefully in front of his smile will continue as wide as now.

It turned out that the journey to the meeting up place was less than thirty minutes, so I arrived first. There are also benefits so I can touch up first, yes I met the same tanmantan husband look kucel. Then choose the most comfortable seat in the corner, fortunately not many visitors who come, only a few guests who seem to go home from work but still wait for traffic in Jakarta unraveled.

“Have a long wait?”

Finally the awaited came also after waiting for more than fifteen minutes.

“Long time Brother ten minutes, I ordered coffee first while waiting” despite not being used to drinking coffee at night but rather than sitting there I finally ordered ice caramel macchiato and almond croissant while working on some unfinished reports yrs noon.

“Many jobs well?” ask her while sitting, do not forget to flick her long hair with her beautiful style.

“Sorry Kevin has not been able to work, I forbid because his face is still a little bluish, worried later invite questions from the people”

“The face of Kevin tends to be pale white so it can be seen if there are cuts or dirt on his face” his style is like a caring wife.

“Pak Kevin is better but Kak?” inevitably have to ask about his health condition.

“Hmmm there is still pain in the ribs and back if I ask, but so far he has been on the move as usual at home”

“Elma is happy her Daddy is home, so don't want to go to school she”

Kak Inne's style always looks elegant, when ordering drinks, reading the menu looks classy and classy. Well it has been his carrier, it was appropriate that A Juno was difficult to move on. Suddenly it came to mind that they were married, whether A Juno would do the same to Kak Inne if there was a problem, go and not tell me where and how she was.

“Kevin tells us that there was a misunderstanding about you and Kevin when Juno came to restaurant”

“I'm just wondering why until they fight so great”

“What's the problem?”

It turned out that A Juno had completely cut off communication with anyone, for some reason I felt relieved. Although I can't relate to him but at least my position with Kak Inne is equally unconnected. But at the very least, I know where A Juno's position is.

“A Juno turned off her internet connection, she is finishing up a report because today she officially resigned from her office”

“Seriously? Wow he really realized his dream in the past” saw Kak Inne smiling in amazement for some reason making an incision in the heart, it turns out they had shared a dream together.

“On the misunderstanding of time at the restaurant, A Juno thought Pa Kevin was hugging me, whereas he was trying to lean back when his hypoglycemia relapsed” explained me, Kak Inne's forehead wrinkled.

“Hypoglycemia? Meaning?” now that my forehead is wrinkled, his wife doesn't know that her husband has the disease.

“Yesterday when the meeting came late, because Mr. Kevin delivered Elma used to meet with his eyes if not wrong”

“We came to the dinner when the dinner was over, and the meeting ended until nine o'clock

“Pak Kevin after the meeting finished feeling drop condition, and can only eat so we can just get out of the restaurant at 10 pm”

“Hp I died due to battery drain and A Juno confused looking for me to pick up”

“He saw me in front of the restaurant and saw Mr. Kevin was embracing”

“Ambol?” his face again wrinkled and looks cold, the plague can also misperception this.

“From the back like embracing while leaning because we were waiting for the car taken by valet parking” he smiled cynically.

“Then Juno directly hit Kevin as soon as the story? Why don't you explain it to her? Why let them fight like that?”

“Don't you enjoy the atmosphere like being a wrestler for two men well?”

Eiitsss.. kok said so cynical like this, kalem Moon.. kalem do not be provoked..kamu not fish.

“Sorry Brother Inne don't accuse the no-no, I myself was shocked suddenly A Juno appeared from behind and pushed and hit Mr. Kevin, he said, I tried to hold it in but A Juno looked so angry that I finally called security”

“Ajuno had stopped and would not have continued fighting if Mr. Kevin had not provoked the” I was there, and I remember that Mr. Kevin who eventually provoked a fight.

“What provokes Kevin? She said what?” his face looks full of curiosity, suddenly my tongue is confused, it feels inappropriate to mention it in front of his people, I do not want Kak Inne to feel embarrassed.

“Hmmm.. essentially A Juno was upset because Mr. Kevin spoke inappropriate until finally two were angry and attacked Mr. Kevin again” obviously me without looking at his face,

“Tell me frankly, or I'll come to Juno directly, no matter where he is, I want to know what Kevin said?” women are really emotional too.

Long I fell silent and took a breath, trying to put together the right words and not offend him.

“Hmm..hmmm Mr. Kevin said that.. If A Juno wants to please just reconnect with Kak Inne..” it feels like removing a knife from the mouth, Ka Inne's face looks frozen.

“She said that Brother Inne still has not forgotten A Juno..” I continued, Brother Inne looks throw his face, not able to look at my face.

“Where is Juno's attitude?” unexpectedly it turned out that he was curious how my husband would react.

“A Juno said I don't care” I should be satisfied saying this but it actually made me feel sad to see the woman in front of me who seemed shocked.

“Juno said like that?” his face looks sad.

“But that's not what makes A Juno angry” connect me again.

“Pak Kevin said.. Mr. Kevin said how about we tukeran wife” it feels good to remember those words, Kak Inne immediately glared and looked at me in disbelief.

“That's where the fights can't be stopped, even security chose to retreat waiting for them to stop themselves”

“I apologize if Mr. Kevin got hurt, because A Juno was also equally injured”

“I have resigned from the company”

“I don't want this problem to be sustainable”

“I'm afraid I can't work professionally with Mr. Kevin”

“I have great respect for him, and I know that he is a professional too”

“But I want my household to also be calm and there is no needless suspicion and jealousy”

“I have to make the priority scale and currently the calmness in the household becomes the main”

Brother Inne smiled cynically at it, but I didn't care if it sounded naive but it was. Jobs can be found and there are many other opportunities. But marriage is only once in a lifetime and must be maintained.

“It's great... want to sacrifice yourself for the continuity of marriage, make sure you don't have children” he drinks tea ordered in an elegant style.

“I just want to take responsibility for the actions I took Kak”

“If I may ask something with Brother Inne..” it feels too much to actually say this, but at least I try to be honest.

“Forget A Juno, not just because I'm his wife then I say this. But...”

“But I feel sorry for Mr. Kevin…. He felt that Brother Inne had not forgotten A Juno.” he again smiled cynically and looked at me fixedly.

“You do not have the authority to interfere in household relations I” her eyes highlight her arrogance and high self-confidence.

“Kevin and I are adult humans, we already know our respective needs”

Ow. ok I just convey the screams of the heart of people who I feel are suffering, but it is also true that I have no right to interfere in their domestic relations.

The atmosphere became more and more rigid, frankly I never felt Kak Inne as a class brother who deserves to be a friend. His style of seeing me as a junior brother who is not equal to him is very felt in the way he looks and behaves.

“What is Juno's plan ahead?” he was still curious about my husband's life.

“Working independently and developing your own company” replied me, do not feel the drink has run out and the croissant bread has run out without rest, while the time has shown 8 hours.

“After night, I have to go home”.

“We used to promise to work together, he who will be the designer and I who will take care of all the company's finances” he was like not hearing my words to go home, his gaze drifted to the past.

“Yes sometimes we have to accept that dreams will not always be realized as we wish” I am sorry to see it, it is beautiful and has enough material does not guarantee happiness of the heart. She looks like a lonely woman.

“Kak Inne already has another possible life for some people it is their dream. Got a good job at the bank, a beautiful and smart daughter and a cool husband and a good job. Which other delights do you deny?” he was silent to my words

“I went home first Brother, the new residence is quite far away, so I went home first”

“Juno not pick up?” apparently he was hoping to meet my husband, hahahahah I was also hoping to meet him, I don't know where he is now.

“Ngak... is still busy with the business of resigning and I do not want to disturb. My cordial greetings to Mr. Kevin, and my affectionate greetings to Elma” left him sitting dumbstruck with his past dreams, leaving me feeling tired.

Out of the cafe was greeted with Jakarta air that began to feel cool because of the many trees in this area, making me feel the longing for the atmosphere of the house. Why do I go back to Ruko and there is no one waiting for my return, it does not feel like home.

Suddenly feeling very tired, the effort to be strong and confident in front of Kak Inne consumed a lot of energy. I just want to meet the person who welcomes and awaits my presence, the person who always feels that my presence has meaning. I'm just going home…