Moon
Fix You's
When I was you destroyed..
But in fact I still stand waiting faithfully..
When I was you hurt..
But I still survive without knowing the reason
I'm no longer the same..
But my heart is still the same, still loving you foolishly
Portal ...
Wound...
The wound you inflicted, may be invisible..
Has no trace..
But with a wound I don't know how to remove it..
Mama Anesa closed the door of the ward where she now recalls resting. Unexpectedly Athar was still sitting in a row of tunggi chairs located in front of the door of Kenanga's room. The man stood up as he heard the door shut. The smile on her lips always presented so sweet, since long ago until after a few years passed the smile still made Anesa feel amazed. Both eyes Anesa who now began not clear to see the beauty of the world, but in fact Anesa can still see clearly how the man before her so radiates sincerity from both eyes, Anesa, although bitter events had befallen him in the past, somehow fate was so toying with him and his daughter, if only the marriage had not failed maybe Kenanga was now living happily with Athar, or even Anesa has now got a grandchild bonus from both. Unfortunately fate has written a different path, until now Kenanga even lay helpless in there with a million sadness of course.
"Son Athar is still here??"
"Don't call madam, just call Mom" Anesa patted Athar's shoulder slowly and returned Athar's smile kindly.
"Oh yes, I want to go to the cafeteria to buy food, can Athar please replace me to keep Kenanga quiet??" Both of Anesa's beads looked at Athar with questioning gazes
"Yes but if Athar's son is not busy" he said.
"Of course you can" Athar replied enthusiastically
There was no answer from Anesa's lips, he just smiled and left Athar still standing in his place. After Anesa's death, Athar rushed into Kenanga's ward. Both of his eyes beads looked at Kenanga who was still closing her eyes, some health aids stuck to the girl's body. Athar's feelings were again torn apart, Why can Kenanga's condition be as bad as it is now? weren't you in good condition a few years ago?? so many questions raged in Athar's mind. With Athar's slow steps toward Kenanga's bed, his hand pulled the chair and he sat quietly in the chair next to Kenanga's bed.
"Hi..." Sapa Athar lirih, his heart was so sick to see Kenanga's condition
"Hi Kenanga, I hope your condition improves again, I hope to be able to come back close even as a friend, if I can't be a friend I have no close problem only limited to doctors and patients, he said, whatever it is Kenanga as long as I can be close to you I'll be happy to accept it" she added with a shattered back. Suppose Kenanga knew how hard Athar lived these few years. Kenanga who was still in an unconscious state did not feel both corners of her eyes shed tears.
"Are you okay?" Athar immediately grabbed Kenanga's hand and held it.
"I'm good Kenanga, don't shed a tear for me. I won't be willing" Kenanga wiped Kenanga's tears and tried to smile, Athar was well aware even though Memories were still unconscious but Kenanga's conscious mind could certainly hear what Athar was talking to her.
"Everything that has happened in the past don't remember, I'm living fine, it's just that you haven't been replaced in my heart. So I beg you to understand this one. I promise my feelings will not interfere with your life, nor your household.I just hope you are always happy" Athar forced a smile and tried to speak in the strongest possible tone.
Athar let go of Kenanga's hand, and slowly moved away from Kenanga's bed. His two beads of eyes looked at Kenanga closely. His legs carried Athar's body away even though Athar still wanted to be next to Kenanga. But Athar understands his current position. When suddenly Riko comes, of course it is not a good thing for Kenanga household relations. So to minimize the quarrel that might occur, Athar chose to leave Kenanga and leave Kenanga to the guarding nurse.