Moon
The Ustadzah Mother Moon

Athar parked his car not far from the wooden-walled house with a classic model accent. Yes, Athar is currently looking from a distance at the new Kenanga house. Truly, fate was so supportive that he can now go back to knowing where Kenanga lives. Thanks to Adrian's replacement practice, he now knows the new address where Kenanga lives with her parents from Kenanga's medical records. I don't know what reason makes Kenanga and her family choose to move house from the house they have occupied for so long. But whatever the reason Athar remains grateful to be able to meet again with Kenanga. Although there are many questions that are raging in Athar's head, why the person in charge of Kenanga as a patient is his father? Where's Riko? Why isn't Riko the one in charge? Shouldn't the person in charge be her husband?. I don't know, Athar was very curious.

Athar's eyes narrowed, when he saw Kenanga walking out of the fence of his house, not in vain Athar realized earlier waiting in the car, finally waiting was not in vain, now he got a chance to talk with Kenanga. Hopefully Kenanga will give him a chance to talk. Kenanga's face looks a little pale, her body is also currently thin, probably due to the current illness, acute kidney failure must be very stressful for Kenanga. Kenanga is seen walking slowly away from her home. Athar immediately got out of the car, and with a slow step Athar began to follow Kenanga's footsteps, it turned Kenanga towards the park complex of his house which is located not far away. The afternoon atmosphere does not look too crowded in the park. Kenanga is seen sitting on one of the chairs near the lake, Kenanga's gaze looks empty, and from a distance Athar is still watching Kenanga closely. Although without asking, Athar understood that Kenanga was currently having a heavy burden in her mind.

Slowly Athar walked closer towards Kenanga sitting down at this moment. Just as he stood beside Kenanga, Athar let out a long sigh.

"My moon." said Athar slowly.

With reflexes it turns Kenanga directly turned her head. Athar also looks quite surprised, it turns out Kenanga still remembers well my special call from him. Kenanga was seen blinking a few times in her eyes hoping that she was wrong to see this moment, hoping that she was just dreaming. But unfortunately this was not a dream, Athar approached and now had been sitting beside him, making Kenanga immediately stand up and was about to leave Athar. But unfortunately, Athar's sturdy hand immediately grabbed Kenanga's hand.

"Wait .." said Athar while standing in alignment with Kenanga.

Kenanga tried to remove Athar's hand from his hand, but unfortunately Athar did not want to let go.

"Yet, I just wanted to talk to you for a minute. I just want to know how you are?"

No answer, quiet. Kenanga didn't open her mouth just a little. His eyes began to glaze over. His heart hurts. His life is no longer what it used to be. Athar is a good man, not worth it still looking for himself who has had a lot wrong in the past. And with his current state of health, it would be very unfeasible for Athar to continue to expect him.

"Athar, can you please not keep looking for me and try to talk to me? Can't you live your life without me" Kenanga threw Athar's hand violently. The woman tried with all her might to hold back her tears, quickly Kenanga passed from before Athar.

Kenanga's footsteps stopped immediately. The woman was seen closing the matany, trying to regulate her breathing. But my heart felt so sick to hear Athar's answer that Kenanga's tears just flowed from her eyes.

"Yet !!! Can I give you back time? can I repeat the past with you? can I just hug you back? loving yourself completely isn't just about loving your shadow??" the successive question came out of Athar's mouth, until Athar walked closer to Kenanga and pulled the girl's body until now the two faced each other. Both Athar's eyes were shocked when he saw Kenanga crying. Did the question hurt Kenanga's feelings.

Athar took a step back from Kenanga. Her heart also ached when she saw Kenanga's tears. Why from the first he always made Kenanga hurt, making Kenanga cry.

"I'm sorry." Athar said in a trembling voice.

"Go Athar, don't keep standing in the past. Open the new chapter of Athar. Our stories only exist in the past, but you live in the present. So don't keep remembering me. I love you so much, but that was before. Now it's all over and different. So, please, look to your future, frame your dreams" said Kenanga

Athar shook his head quickly, rejecting all Kenanga's words. He really can't erase Kenanga from his life.

"I can't remember. Even though everyone says I'm stupid, because I love people's wives, or even still expect to have you after everything that's happened, hoping God will work a miracle" Athar again stepped forward and immediately pulled Kenanga into his arms.

Kenanga was silent in Athar's arms shed her tears that flowed very fast. It was unexpected that Kenanga would have the chance to embrace Athar after everything that happened in the past. The two were swept away by the atmosphere, even though Kenanga knew that this was a mistake, but could she only briefly feel the comfort of being with Athar????