
Athar parked his car in front of a minimarket, quickly getting out of the car. His throat felt dry after enduring thirst amid the traffic jam of the city where he lived. Although it feels like Athar went from the city where he was born, but his heart feels so heavy, besides his family, of course Athar still hopes if someday he can meet with Kenanga. Yes, the girl is still able to captivate Athar until now, even after the cancellation of their marriage, but still Athar's heart can not throw the name Kenanga. The girl really has a special meaning in Athar's life.
Athar took his foot into the minimarket, his two steps toward the refrigerator, his firm palm reaching for the refrigerator door and taking a bottle of mineral water. But Athar's eyes were immediately seized when he saw Kenanga's face coming down from the car. It was like a dream for Athar, after two years had passed, now Athar again saw Kenanga's face. The face of the girl he loved to this day. The girl looks a little thin from the last day Athar saw Kenanga on her wedding day with Riko. Yes, that day Athar with all his might brought both his legs to the wedding reception Kenanga, although his heart ached, his heart seemed not to beat again, but what was the power of Athar that day, Athar just wanted to see with both eyes, the girl he loved married the man of his choice, although it was painful but Athar tried to accept all Kenanga's decisions, however, Athar respected Kenanga's decision after many attempts to return Kenanga to her arms, but Kenanga was elected and Athar had to accept it.
After a long time, Athar finally gets to see Kenanga again, Athar misses the girl a lot, although Athar knows his feelings are wrong, the feelings that should have been lost from his heart, he said, it's inappropriate to love another man's wife. But that is a feeling that cannot be forced to leave or forced to stop and settle down. Athar immediately hid himself behind the food shelf so that Kenanga would not see him, Athar was afraid that Kenanga would run away when she found out she was there. Athar's heart shook violently, feeling tight until his eyes glazed over. It was melodious and stupid Athar thought at the time. He was a man but felt very weak and helpless, wasn't that stupid?? thought.
Kenanga was seen taking some small meals and putting them in a basket she was carrying. Although his body felt a little weak, but Kenanga tried to look fine. While Athar's eyes did not stop watching Kenanga. His heart was not stupefied, until both of his legs stepped and now stopped not far from beside Kenanga. Athar's throat was choked. It felt like Athar greeted Kenanga, but Athar couldn't.
"Doctor Athar ...." The sound of someone made Athar open his eyes wide, as well as Kenanga who immediately turned her eyes looking for the source of the sound.
Now the two pairs of eyes were staring at each other, staring in silence. Neither Kenanga nor Athar spoke any words to each other.
"Doctor Athar..."
"Yes..." Athar replied with a trembling voice.
"What's right here??" sapa Nela is one of the nurses who works in a hospital with Athar. Athar ignored Nela's question. Athar with quick footsteps chased after Kenanga who was already out and left her shopping cart just like that.
"Yenya wait!!"
As if covering his ears, he no longer wanted to greet with Athar after everything that happened. Two years on Kenanga always tried her best to erase her past with Athar, but why should she now meet Athar again after all the problems that occurred?
"Yenna wait !!" This time Athar's hand quickly grabbed the door of the car belonging to Kenanga. Makes Kenanga stop stepping.
"I don't intend to beg you. I just wanted to say hello and ask you how you are doing? is that wrong??"
"There is nothing wrong Athar, only circumstances that are always wrong for both of us" Inner Kenanga. Kenanga was forced to turn around and is now face to face with Athar's body. Even Kenanga could smell the perfume Athar was wearing.
"Yet? how are you?"
"I'm fine" answered Kenanga with a dense brief and did not say much.
"Have you come here to visit your parents?"
There was no answer from Kenanga's lips, her lips were stiff. While Athar scrunched his forehead inside. Not after marrying Kenanga and Riko decided to move out of town. Therefore for two years Athar never saw Kenanga in this city, not only that, Athar several times had visited Kenanga house but unfortunately Kenanga was always not at his house, he was not there, even the last time Athar came, Kenanga's neighbors said that Kenanga and her parents now pi dah and settled out of town.
"Why are you laro from me?? I'm not a criminal??" the question escaped Athar's lips.
Kenanga did not answer a word, she quickly got into the car and closed it, even directly hit the gas car and left Athar who was still standing in his position.
"You don't have to know how I live Athar. Let me live my life and yours with yours" Kenanga closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
While Athar, the man was silent like a statue, was it only as a friend that Kenanga would not accept? What exactly was her fault that Kenanga gave her the dividing wall?? isn't the relationship between the two always okay???
"Yeah, do you know I feel like a stupid guy who always loves someone else's wife?? expecting a woman that has been owned by another man?"