Moon
Regrets Always Come Too Late

“Ngapain Sister here?” afi's voice rang out as Juno stood in front of Mama Nisa's room.

“I want to see Bulan” replied Juno short while trying to knock Mama's room, her hand was immediately pulled by Afi.

“Yesterday emang Mama did not say so that Sister do not meet Moon first?” said Afi annoyed, trying to pull Juno away from the door.

“Udah De... lu do not interfere much in the affairs of the gw” family

“Gw just want to squirm wife gw that's all”

“I do not want to interfere, but the condition of the Moon is still not healthy” Afi still trying to hold Juno's hand but the man insisted on knocking on the door of Mama Nisa's room.

“Ka... can be horrified by others never?”

“Today I've been chatting with Moon..he's not healthy anymore, and it turns out last night we checked her pregnant”.

“Baby feeling her, udah Big brother evil same she keeps her now pregnant”

“Yesterday too many events that made him down”

“Please Brother understand!”

Afi looked annoyed, because Juno did not want to hear his words and now instead opened the door.

“Kaaak... uh how the hell do not want denger”.

“I just want to see him.. won't say anything” he said while opening the door.

“Kaak eehhh said he did not want to meet you” Afi pulled Juno's hand while struggling so that Juno was difficult to enter the room.

“Dekk you know what the hell. again pregnant even more nyebelin” shouted Juno annoyed.

That morning commotion in front of Mama Nisa's room caught the attention of the room's occupants.

“Have not been heard..you sleep again, Teteh still looks not healthy”.

“Let Afi take care of your husband” Mama Nisa forbid Moon from getting out of bed, earlier during the morning prayers Moon was asked to pray in bed because she felt dizzy.

Not a minute said Mama Nisa, the door opened with a view of Juno hand held Afi tilted to hold the weight of her sister's weight.

“Ade you.. ehhh again pregnant do not like that” Mama Nisa shocked to see the extreme behavior of Afi that makes her like dragged by her sister.

“Afiantiii..” Nico shouted at the door startling Afi so that he released his grip on Juno's hand so that he fell sitting down.

“Aduuuh” said in shock. Everyone in the room was shocked, Nico who ran in, Mama who rushed to hunt towards her favorite daughter and Juno who immediately grabbed her sister.

“Ahhhh Sister sih” Afi grimaces while hitting her brother.

“You know how sih” Nico while embracing his wife.

‘So you're sick huh? Which one?” his voice sounded panicked.

“Nothing... I'm just surprised, watch out I want to wake up!”  But not yet had time to wake up suddenly heard a scream.

“Arghhhhh” Moon's voice screamed a little, apparently because of the shock of seeing Afi who fell he got up from bed in a hurry and then fell because he was unstable.

“Yes Allah…. Why are you guys?” Mama screams in shock at the moon sagging down but can still hold herself by hand to the bed so it doesn't slam right away.

“MONTH!” juno shouted in shock and immediately ran towards his wife. But lost quickly by Mama Nisa who held the head of the Moon so as not to fall to the floor.

“Mama... head Teteh pusssii..” unfinished speech Moon his head is already drooping on Mama's lap.

“Ya Allah Moon... Bulan” Mama Nisa instantly panicked to see it.

“BULAAAAAN!” mom's screams sounded desperate.

“How are you doing?” Mama Nisa looked at Juno, her tears were already sullen, from dawn she was already sad to see her daughter-in-law who looked increasingly weakened condition once she knew she was pregnant.

Without saying much Juno scooped up his wife's body and lifted her up on the bed. The moon did not react, its body drooping weakly.

“We go to the hospital now, sister, he was already weak until mama forced to pray in bed, Kak, earlier Mama wanted to make warm water but you guys even storm outside” Mama Nisa looks upset at her son.

Afi immediately pale to see the condition of the Moon drooping limp.

“Bull lu why?….. Arghh hwa…. Why fainting.. hswaaa” the sound of Afi's crying even makes the atmosphere more panicked.

Juno lifted the Moon's body from the bed.

“Mama please accompany me to RS. Deck you rest at home. Nico keep Afi” said fast. Mama Nisa nodded and immediately picked up the veil and bag, following Juno who had already left first.

Along the way to the Hospital no one spoke, only occasionally whispers of prayer that Mama Nisa said to the head of the Moon until suddenly a soft voice sounded.

“Mamaaa..” Apparently the Moon is awake.

“Beautiful month how you son..yeah” Mama Nisa immediately hold the Moon fingers, feels cold like ice.

“Yes Allah your hands are so cold” Mama Nisa rubbed the hands of the Moon to warm.

“Mama where?” The moon turned left and right, looking confused.

“In car! we travel to the hospital, earlier you passed out dear” Mama Nisa rubbed the head of the Moon slowly. They were both on the back bench with the head of the Moon in Mama Nisa's lap.

“My head is dizzy Ma... kaya kleyeng-kleyeng so.. trus my eyes are sick rich nonjol so.. Pegel” Complaints Month.

“Iya be patient.. Honey in a minute until”

“Your stomach hurts?” mama Nisa asked as she slowly rubbed the Moon's stomach.

“Sabar yes dear... istighfar..we pray that everything is given strength” said Mama, her mouth does not stop offering prayers for the safety of all. Who is not afraid, Juno is driving at full speed fortunately still early in the morning so there are not many vehicles on the road.

As soon as he got to IGD's door, Juno jumped out of the car and asked the nurse to bring a gurney so he could get his wife in safely. His face was pale and looked tense, he had not spoken much since he left the house.

As soon as the Moon enters the IGD room is directly handled by nurses and guard doctors. Juno only realized that his wife looked pale and her face looked very thin. The Moon's eyes kept closed, her hands never let go of Mama Nisa's hand.

“His blood pressure is low Ma'am... only 90/50” said the examining nurse.

“Her body temperature 37”

“His head still feels dizzy?” ask nurse. The moon just nodded while slightly opening its eyes.

“The recommendation is I raise a little well to be more comfortable” said the nurse while adjusting the position of the bed.

“So the doctor asked for a blood test because the result of her pregnancy test was positive, said Bu”, said the nurse to Mama Nisa.

“Obstetricians who have practiced early in the morning there is usually Doctor Siti Salima”

“He usually before practice will visit first”

“If mom wants me to register with her later, so I can check” bargain nurse. Juno immediately nodded in agreement.

“By the closest Sister only visit her doctor so quickly checked” Juno replied quickly.

His focus on the Moon was cut short as security officers approached him in the Moon observation room.

“Sorry Mas whose car is on IGD's doorstep? Can be parked first.. There was a car carrying a mas” patient apparently while bringing Moon into the room, Juno left his car just like that in front.

“Ya Allah brother... you know how.. already there parking first... The same month Mama dijabanya”.

“Udah sanaa” back Mama Nisa pushing for Juno to immediately go park the car.

“Say don't panic... don't panic..self left the car in the middle of the road” grumbled Mama Nisa when she saw Juno who finally went to move the car.

Shortly after Juno's departure, Moon clasped Mama Nisa's hand tightly.

“Mama... don't tell Dad that I'm sick” said Moon slowly

“Kasian I'm afraid Father will worry”

“Iya calm do not think much said Mama also.. Teteh will be healthy again...usual if pregnant young will be many complaints that we feel”.

“Our body is no longer our own..he has borne two souls so it is natural that much is felt. need to get used to” said Mama while rubbing the hands of the Moon slowly.

“Month fear... Moon fear if..” Moon sound choked.

“What fear?..is there Mama here” replied Mama is calm, Moon's tears have begun to pool and begin to flow.

“Moon is afraid actually if pregnant” replied Moon slowly, he took a slow breath then wiped the tears that flowed on his cheeks.

“Month is afraid that what happened with Mom will happen to Bulan” he said slowly.

“Mothers also like to get dizzy when pregnant Benny used to”

“Month remember mom likes to say that mom wants to sleep because mom's head feels dizzy” her tears flow back.

“Last night of the Moon... Moon so remember that almost a month ago the Moon's head likes dizziness teeerus...” he said slowly, his voice sucked because it held back crying .

“Month ... Moon actually already suspected that Moon pregnant”

“But... but Moon remember that A Juno once said that he wanted us to delay first having children until later having our own house does not live in Ruko”

“So...so the Moon finally chose not to check for fear so kepirim” he said while continuing to shrink tears that continue to flow.

“Ya Allah Mama”'s son said Mama Nisa while hugging the Moon tightly.

“Month also takuuuut Mama.. how later if the Moon died rich Mother... kasian Father died the same Month.... Benny also still school.”.

“Then...past.. when Mother died..Papak like to cry night-night.... hwaaaa...” Moon finally cried sobbing.

“I who horrified Mr. cry so sad.. Benny likes to cry again.again baby Benny crybaby.. Kasian Father if I also die.. hwaaaaa” Month crying gets louder.

“Yes Allah…. Unfortunately Mama…. Won't love.. The moon won't die”.

“Moon will still live long…. Longer than your mother's life…. Longer than the life of Mr.”

“Will be able to give birth to healthy children and Moon will be able to be with Moon children until they grow up later”

“Yes Allah.fast last night you fidgeted keep”.

“Gak will be dear...you good boy... will be long-lived”.

“Can give birth safely and healthy”

“Don't worry Mama and Juno will keep you going. Pardon Mama's child yes dear..he is still learning to be a responsible man”.

“Mama make sure that Juno is a good and responsible man..he will take care of Teteh and the child who is now in the womb well”.

“Sabar yaa darling..manyin istigfar so that we are given peace of mind”.

“God willing everything will be fine”

Mama Nisa hugged the Moon tightly, her tears flowing imagining the burden of the mind that had been haunting her daughter-in-law's mind. Without them noticing the man standing behind the curtain heard all their conversations. Her tears flowed slowly, her clenched hands tightly holding back the guilt that had plagued her heart. Regret is always coming late. if it comes at the beginning.