Moon
I Will Follow You Down

“Bum!”

“Rembulan” Cedrik patted Moon's cheeks, his body felt cold and sweat pours profusely on his forehead and cheeks.

“Someone who saw earlier why it fell?” cedrik asked the woman who was crowding the toilet.

“I sir who found it, just wanted to go to the toilet there was a sound that screamed when I entered already on the floor mbakakya”

“I immediately report to Mbak in front, because only the room that there is another event” female janitor explained with a worried face.

“Bum!” cedrik patted her cheek.

“Pak Cedrik must be brought to the surface that can be laid first, if here dirty Pak” staff who report to Cedrik try to calm, because Cedrik looks panicked.

“Oh yes, there is a sofa outside” Cedrik grabbed the body of the Moon that drowned on the floor. Lay her down slowly on the sofa and then support her head with a pillow.

“Don't be given a pillow sir so you can breathe” suggested a passing woman. Cedrik immediately released a cushion that supported.

“His leg is slightly elevated even so that there is oxygen to his brain”

“Try the hood is opened the pin so as not to press” the woman's suggestion, Cedrik looks confused.

“No need to open the hood, the pin just opened so as not to press” the woman directly moves open the pin under the chin.

“There are those who carry eucalyptus or aroma therapy?” ask the woman who was there.

Not long after, the moon began to move its hands.

“Month!.. You're aware?” Cedrik shook the Moon's hand, an indistinct muttering sound came from the Moon's mouth.

“Months... Does anything hurt?” cedrik's voice sounded anxious. But when the moon opened its eyes again screamed.

“Arghhhh Kak .. everything rotates” Moon hand grips Cedrik arm firmly.

“I...I want to die this richly Brother... Yes Allah... Patahaakkk” Moon hid his head under his hands, his eyes closed tightly.

“Bum... ehhhh don't panic... how do you want to die? You're okay kok” Cedrik trying to calm down.

“Mother when pregnant Benny also used to die, dizzy his head.. Now I'm pregnant my head is dizzy also this is spinning everything…. Hwaaaa” Moon crying while wrinkling her body on the sofa. His hand involuntarily grasped tightly Cedrik's hand.

“You pregnant?” cedrik's voice sounded shocked.

“Suami... Your husband is still in Surabaya?” he knew that Juno was still in Surabaya because last month told him he would be accompanied by office staff because Juno was out of town.

The moon nodded weakly, Cedrik frowned his forehead. At present the proposal selection process is still ongoing but he is unlikely to leave the Moon with this condition.

“You handle the selection process inside, I want to take you to the Hospital. If Mr. Chow Tanya just said that I took the eligibility documents first to the office”

“Call Adly to help you here” Cedrik directly give instructions.

“All drivers to prepare for the front of lobby”

"Sir is sorry, mobile phone mbaknya fell” cleaning staff handed the phone Moon that fell on Cedrik which was directly stored in the pocket of the suit.

Without saying much, he carried the moon.

“We go to the hospital now your condition must be taken care of the same medical personnel” Month does not answer just a weak nod.

While in the car the Moon never let go of Cedrik's hand, so detached directly he flailed as if afraid to lose grip.

“Do not fear me here nemenin kamu” Cedrik tried to calm down, for the first time he saw the Moon in a helpless condition, all this time the woman he knew since college always looked full of passion and energy.

“I am willing to die rich ibu” sound Moon sounding soft, tears streaming down his face.

“Do not think like that, death is not determined by man but by God”

“Do not precede His decision”

“Who can I contact now?” Cedrik looked stunned, he was confused who to contact.

“Your husband how many phone numbers?”

“I don't want to see it on hp I” replied Weak Moon. Cedrik nodded in agreement, he immediately picked up the Moon's phone.

“You also never use a password. how sih” when Cedrik open a phone Moon to find Juno phone number. But his phone was dead and could not be reached.

“Hmmm... very dizzy Kak... auhh” Moon only mumbled and complained when the car stopped suddenly because there was a vehicle that suddenly stopped in front.

“Pelan-gelan Pak.. This condition is pregnant” said Cedrik when the grip of the Moon hand tighter on his arm.

Shortly while in the hospital Moon again undergoing examination, it turns out his blood pressure again decreased coupled with stomach acid that returned to relapse resulting in disruption to physical conditions.

“Didn't you marry her brother your best friend who wears thick glasses” suddenly Cedrik remembered that Juno is her brother Afi.  The moon only gives a thumb gesture because a little movement makes his head feel spinning.

“What's the name?”

“Afi” reply Moon back slowly. Cedrik then went back to looking at the phone, his forehead getting wrinkled, he could only use one hand because one more hand he could not let go of the Moon's grasp.

“There is no name Afi” he said while continuing to slide the phone screen up and down, but there is no name Afi there.

“Ipar Most Beautiful” he said softly.

“Haahh” Cedrik looks confused.

“That's the name on the phone, she changed her own name on my phone. Said she was the prettiest sister-in-law I have in the world” Moon smiled faintly. Still imagined in his memory when Afi changed the names on his phone.

“What if his wife Benny more beautiful than he” Moon smile back but immediately complain because it makes his head dizzy.

“The eyes try to open do not close and Cedrik looks concerned, his hands tingling because the grip of the Moon hand is so strong that it makes his arms reddish. The moon shook her head and made her dizzy and complain loudly.

“Ya already... do not be forced to calm down.. pull nafassss...arik nafaasss remember that in this condition do not panic.. the more you panic even later become more sick”.

“I have not been wondering why should be told to breathe continuously..not that if you want to give birth” complained of the Moon while continuing to try to breathe.

“Where will it be if the baby comes out prematurely” he said while frowning in fear. Cedrik immediately glared in shock at hearing that.

“You do not talk strangely.. briefly I call the nurse first... this doctor where else from a long time ago sih” Cedrik looked confused.

“So don't panic that. if you panic how will I... I've never been rich gini” Moon grimace position is very uncomfortable.

“Halo... This is with Afi?” it turns out that the phone was directly connected to Afi.

“Iya this I Cedrik upperclassmen first, look..” Cedrik has not had time to finish the conversation has heard a loud scream on the other end of the phone.

“Ngapain phone Moon is in Kak Cedrik... Where is the Moon? Do not mess with him.. if you dare to mess around.” continues to sound a loud shout from the phone. Cedrik looked at the phone in shock and bewilderment.

“This is why you married a family of thugs?” he looked at the moon confused.

“Afi is indeed rich her brother emotionally.. Here love me…. Brother Cedrik don't go!” the other hand of the Moon flailing around looking for a mobile phone.

“Fi... don't talk out loud. I'm in the hospital please help me” that's all the Moon said and then give back the phone to Cedrik.

“Halo... This is with Cedrik back... please stop talking!” cedrik said firmly. Then he recounted the chronological events of the Moon and went to the hospital. It didn't take long before he ended the phone call.

“He'll be here soon, you rest easy” Cedrik breathed a sigh of relief.

“Nothing don't think like that. Your health is more important” Cedrik rubbed the hands of the Moon gently, noticed the face of the Moon that looks pale with eyes kept closed.

“You happy?” suddenly the question came up. The moon heard it.

“You're happily married to Juno?” again Cedrik asked, the question made the Moon loosen its grip, but as Cedrik moved, the Moon's hand re-grasped Cedrik's arm.

“So don't stayin me.. I'm afraid” said Moon in a weak voice.

“Everything whirled” tears Moon back flowing.

“I'm not going anywhere don't worry” said Cedrik.

“He's good with you?” ask Cedrik back. The moon only smiled weakly, recalling the message that Inneke had sent her this morning making her want to cry, the tears were flowing more and more.

“Why even cry?” cedrik's voice sounded concerned, though,

“There is a problem in your marriage? That's what made you faint earlier?” tanyanya gently. The moon wiped the tears that flowed down her face.

“Inneke...” said slowly

“Who?” Cedrik frowned.

“Inneke keep sending... send same message me... srook”.

“Say me.. if I am not a good wife who supports husband.

“And I tried to help A Juno.

“I do not like .. I do not like that A Juno to pinjem money to the Bank because…. Sroook... dakuuh” Moon holds his head that feels swayed because he moves.

“Who's Inneke?” cedrik asked confusedly.

“Bekas his girlfriend A Juno.. Kak ..Kak Cedrik remembered not a senior in the beautiful campus who became a Campus” Moon Ambassador while keeping his eyes closed Moon wiped his tears with his sleeve. Cedrik sighed.

“Your slob... This is wearing a handkerchief” rubbed the Moon's tears with the handkerchief he carried.

“Makasih... I borrow.. uh I ask you later I change Kak” said Moon with a sob.

“I don't remember clearly but I remember there was a senior who became the Ambassador of Campus Force 2008 if not mistaken”

“Yes she... beautiful is she.. she is her ex-boyfriend A Juno”.

“Hmmm type modern woman but her face is cold” said Cedrik while trying to remember.

“Kok can he send a message with kamu” Cedrik said quickly. The moon just quietly took a breath. It feels lazy to tell all the problems to others. Cedrik stared at the Moon phone in his hand, he secretly opened a message on the Moon phone then his forehead wrinkled to read a message from Inneke.

Simultaneously the doctor's examination requires the Moon to undergo observation for hospitalization due to severe vertigo symptoms, while waiting for the administration process to be completed the Moon's head must be supported by a neck brace so that the condition of the head is more stable.

“Why don't you fight him?” cedrik asked as the nurse and the Doctor walked out of the observation room. The moon just smiled weakly.

“I am no longer in good health, the energy is only for selection of this proposal only”

“For what reason do I answer such a message.. she is like a woman who is not sane... send the same message his ex-wife even though she herself is married and has a family” replied Moon.

“How do you know him? Isn't your force far away?” Cedrik was confused.

“She married my boss in KAP. My boss told me that his wife and A Juno were dating. A Juno himself never told me the same I” explained Moon. Cedrik shook his head dizzy.

“Your life is very complicated, Bum” said confused. Moon smiles at him, Bum call is short for Moon.

“I am now already calm Kak gedubrak gedubruk again bam bim bum” said Moon. The nickname Bum is given because the Moon is always noisy in its activities.

“Type women like Inneke it always pursue the target he wants to achieve”

“Maybe she sees that your husband is now her target again”

“But he is married, brother..have another child why he had to go back to pursue A Juno, he left A Juno and then married Mr. Kevin”

“Man is not satisfied” answer is short.

“But as long as your husband loves you and does not care about the woman you do not have to worry” said Cedrik firmly, Moon only smiled faintly.

“Don't tell me that your husband is also playing crazy with that woman!” cedrik was upset. The moon shook slowly, a buffer in his head made it difficult to move his head.

“No... A Juno never responded to the woman, but I still feel uncomfortable she always acts as if she knows best about A Juno”

“Now I'm starting to feel tired... is it worth keeping?”.

“As long as it's not a difference of belief.. that love is worth keeping” replied Cedrik slowly. The moon opened its eyes slowly, it could see Cedrik who looked a little blurry around him still like water swaying uncontrollably.

“The two of us have never discussed this..it is too painful to talk about and there is no solution” said Cedrik.

“You are a woman worth fighting for and keeping. must be sure it”.

“If the man you choose does not see that then he is not worth you keep”.

“I used to realize.. The longer we're together the harder it's going to be for both of us”

“There is no solution for difference belief”

“Until some time I had to harbour feelings of restraint not to meet you.. avoid places where you like to gather” Cedrik took a deep breath.

“I have to question why religion should exist in the world so we are given a partition when we have the same God”

“Until I finally found tranquility and understood that everything that happens in this world has its purpose and purpose”

“That difference is not a bad thing but it should be a kindness” he said while taking a deep breath.

“If everything is the same, we can not see the good we have, precisely because of the difference we can sort and understand ohhh here where the goodness and there lies the lack but do not be a problem,  we just accept.. there are things that do not need to be sought explanation is quite acceptable course” explained Cedrik, Moon smiled.

“If Sister Cedrik does not stay away maybe I will forever be a follower, but because Kak Cedrik away I became independent and tried to lead myself and my friends so developed a lot” recalls Moon.

“You see... there will always be kindness behind bad events” Cedrik patted warm hand grip Moon on his arm. The moon is weak.

“Important you should know that I am always behind you..I will follow you down”.

“Hahaha this is a rich song that we like to sing first Kak” said Moon laughed widely, for the first time he could laugh after crying.

“anywhere you go, i’ll follow you down

anyplace but that I know by heart

anywhere you go, i’ follow you down

I’ll follow you down, but not that far” Cedrik sang a song that they like to sing together when they first gathered in college.

“I will follow but keep the distance because now you are married..hahahaha” Cedrik laughed happily to see the Moon can open his eyes a little while smiling.

“Bulaaaaaan.. lu whya... heeeh even on singing again.” female voice behind the curtain sounds loud.

Hadeuuuh this. Miss boisterous..can't see the little seneng.