Moon
Faster Will Be Better

Juno PoV's

She was sobbing at the side of the bed holding the hand of the Father lying helplessly, I was at a loss as to what to say. Mama and Afi also cried but they both cried from feeling guilty. I did not expect at all that because of the sleepwalking event yesterday so long tail like this.

“Teteh…. It was his brother Juno who came to maksa numpang tiduuuur” he tried to insist on convincing Father that nothing happened between the two of us, his voice was getting louder, not imagined by the patient next door listening to this drama.

“Teteh dare to swear never mind.. Kak Juno only sleeps because he hasn't slept all night

“It was also not an inviting teteh, he came alone”

“Teteh mah yesterday in a room beberes, nyuci.. Oath Mr. Teteh nothing…. Hwaaaaa...”.

The head became dizzy to hear him cry, confused to think how to. Fortunately came the Chief Sister who looked resolute and fierce.

“Teh... sorry don't cry out pitying the patient nexti” he said firmly.

“Father I will take for MRI” examination

“The process is a bit long so there should be someone accompanying from the family”

I saw his name Purwantini, S.Kes, Ners a name that was short solid and firm not at length as the name of the children now. It turns out that his name is related to the character of his person who is big, firm and powerful.

“I his son... I will accompany Sister” he immediately stood up.

“Washing month first his face” Mama immediately pulled him to the toilet, somehow his tears are not exhausted from yesterday crying continues, his face is wet and pale, his nose is red and his eyes are swollen. But even though it still looks beautiful, I just realized it.

Today I have not applied for leave of absence to the office, fortunately the design package that Surabaya has handed over yesterday just waiting for a review from the boss. There are only a few packages I have to fix but not urgent.

“I permission not to enter the office there is a sick brother in Bandung nganterin Mama” if told I deliver the Moon so long later the story. Doni can definitely make a letter to the administration.

“Ok. Kayak couple.. Lu permission same he gih... noisily I asked mulu”.

Huftt.. Until when the boy will keep chasing me, from the first time I entered the office, I already knew that he liked me. But the problem is I never like him, too plain and not personality-attractive. Being hard and willing to win by herself, that woman should make us feel comfortable and happy. A day at the office with him always feels tiring, everything must be perfect and in accordance with the rules. It's hard to catch your breath.

The moon out of the bathroom already looks fresh, hair tied back.

“Ma.. I nemenin Mr. first. pray well Ma the result is not ugly” turns out even though he feels unfairly treated with a message from Mama to Father but he remains polite. Walking with the nurse to push the bed from the side, the woman was seen trying hard.

“Kakak...” I see the voice of Mama, I see Mama sitting on the sofa with a sad face.

“Kakak wants to marry Moon right?” what kind of question is that, why is the speech of the sick made a decision, there is only.

“Mama is serious..” apparently Mama saw a change in my face that doubted her words.

“You now like the Moon right? You used to be engaged even though you finally broke up”

“Mama see you now like him”

“If you don't like .. why yesterday Brother slept at kost an Moon..

“Mama was wrong, careless to send a message to his Father Moon, Mama did not expect this would be the result of”

“But if indeed the path must be this. Mama is happy if Sister married to the Moon as Kang Harlan” wishes.

“Good female month.. Mama is sure she can bring happiness to you”

“Perhaps the path should indeed be like this” Mama said softly. I didn't answer, too rash to make a big decision just because of a misunderstanding.

I love the Moon now, I must admit. But the decision to get married just because of a misunderstanding, only because a photo is too ridiculous. Marriage is a life-long decision, it cannot be decided by one party, it must be by both parties, lest there be any regrets at the end.

“I'm going to the hotel first, take a shower and rest for a while. Later in the afternoon come back”

“Mama accompany Afi first, worried if there is anything”

It takes a fresh and calm brain to think about this problem. How to make his Father Moon can understand that the photo sent by Mama is just a prank photo made by his son.

PoV Month

I was taken to the laboratory room, the trip to the room was long. Many people come to the hospital, either as patients or visiting relatives or family. Along the way I just prayed, hoping for the miracle of the Father to suddenly recover and we returned to a happy little family.

Stupid....dumb... along the way to the lab I can only curse myself. Stupid why make that unfortunate photo and send it to Afi, I don't seem to know Afi alone, he is an impulsive person, as he pleases. All this time I've known that Afi wanted me to come back with Juno. Just to tease him that his desire has been achieved but instead become self-harming.

Stupid you Stupid moon….

I am less in control. I can always think long about everything. Is it possible that I feel happy when Kak Juno comes and then hitchhikes to sleep, feeling like I have a confession from a man. God must be punishing me. Putting men instead of mahramnya into the room.  Fortunately, just sleeping and nothing happened. What if the man imposes a will, abuses, who will be blamed. Who asked to put a man in the room. Just like inviting a tiger into a cage.

God must be reminding you, so you are sick. but what if you are not healed.

“His father is told the tea process is 15-90 minutes..later you enter the machine like a hole... the sound is buzzing.... but it will be played music hopefully you become comfortable” the nurse explained. I nodded I had a googling before the MRI examination was like what it turned out we were like into a large pipe, the humming sound inside is caused by magnetic fields and radio waves bouncing to scan the structure of organs in our bodies.

“Bapak... later examined MRI yaah... a bit long like entering the hole…. There will be a song.. Tetu wait outside” Father looks weak nod.

“Teeeh nikkahh You still insist on mentioning marriage, now his voice sounds clearer.

“Iya-iya later Teteh want to marry but if his Father has healed... so that we check first yaah” Father looks like a child, which needs to be strengthened.

Seeing the Father being pushed into the MRI room of the heart as it is sliced, hopefully the Father is strong there, suddenly the stomach feels sore. Huffttt I forgot from before not eating, now it's almost 10, not yet breakfast anyway. He said 15 to 90 I can still find food first.

Fortunately, the phone can be charged with powerbank. I could call the office, worried there was a job file to look for.

The hospital cafeteria turned out to be quite complete, because it was now ten o'clock not too full. Although the stomach feels hungry, it feels difficult to enter food, must find food that has taste. Lontong curry. ok, I eat that alone.

Mba Icha : “May your Father get well again.

Mr Kevin: “Do not think about office work, first accompany parents, if there is a problem contact me”

Anjar: “You did not say your father was sick, I know from Mbak Icha. I pray for a quick recovery, do not worry about the work of gw who works. Focus on taking care of parents so that they heal so you quickly return again…. Coffee made me not tasty” Always the reason to make basic coffee, indeed I'm his personal barista, annoying indeed he.

“Assalamualaikum .. Ma'am. sorry I have broken, can only live now” message for Mbak Icha sent, now send a message to Mr. Kevin.

“Thank you sir.. Sorry to leave the job suddenly” message for Mr. Kevin directly sent too, just a message for Anjar

“Iya pray well Njar. I had a stroke, now on the MRI. I need the money Njar.

“The money that was bought yesterday in shares I want to withdraw again.

The main folly is this one, investing money and not setting aside a reserve fund for emergencies. Most of the money is in Savings Futures, if taken now the amount will be reduced a lot, whereas previously I kept in Mutual funds only the value is indeed up and down, unstable, not stable, the huge profit offer from the Futures Savings tempted me to move most of the funds from the Mutual Fund.

And now the problem is the savings for emergency events I invested to trade stocks with Anjar. Now the savings are only 4 million less, because yesterday I sent a million to Benny to see you to the doctor. Now even minus one million because I owe Kak Juno five million rupiah.

The study is still ten days away, hopefully Kak Juno does not charge the money quickly. If you have to be operated on must pay using what try, all the money is outside.

Shortly after eating, I returned to the examination room, but my father was still inside. After waiting for about an hour and a half, the door of the laboratory room opened. The bed was pushed by the nurse out of the room. Samar heard the voice of Adhan Dzuhur, time goes quickly if in this condition.

You look asleep, must be tired of undergoing examinations like that.

“Where are the sisters? His father doesn't panic?” I'm worried that if you panic, the accompanying nurse gives an ok sign indicating everything is fine. Thank goodness, I was worried from earlier, afraid that you might feel uncomfortable.

“Bapak ... “ I call slowly, hopefully you can hear, it turns out you opened your eyes weakly.

“Ehhhh kirain Teteh Mr. sleeping, it turns out just brushed chicken.” if in this condition should be brought cheerful do not be sad. If invited to talk about chicken you must be happy, remember the same Jalu chicken beloved Father.

“Si Jalu must miss the same Father, Tumben said Jalu why do the people who feed him Ema... pakan not savory if not make Bapak”, you seem to try to smile.

“So noisy yeah in his MRI machine? Great that you are not surprised.. Will recover this mah” fast

“Let's eat well .. same teteh diapin”

“Teeeh nikkha.. Nnoo nikkh” hand of the Father gripped my arm that had grasped the finger of the Father.

“Iyaaa Mr... Yes .. later still want to marry....but his father was healthy first yah” I wiped his hands soothing, where might think married with conditions like this. Who wants to get married.

You must be thinking of marrying me to Kak Juno because of the photo, the problem is who wants to get married because of the misunderstanding of a photo.

If raided while alone in the room often occur in the newspaper. A pair of teenagers raided while making out in the room, ASN was arrested while busy during working hours. Husband caught his wife playing fun with her friend in a hotel room. The news that entered the page of the red newspaper, interesting to read because it talks about disgrace.

Fortunately, when Juno slept yesterday, no one knew and raided. Unimaginable raided Mr. Daan while Kak Juno was sleeping and I was washing the blankets, much like the Young Master and his Maid, the story in the online novel.

In the room, Mama Nisa and Afi did not look maybe they were both having lunch, fortunately so I did not have to think too much about the photo. Feelings of annoyance and shame actually mixed into one when I knew Mama Nisa sent the photo to Dad. Everyone has a stake in your pain.

I was the stupid one to make a prank photo and send it to Afi who was like happy to get evidence that her brother was still in touch with me. Mama Nisa who felt she had a way to bring us both closer. But the culprit of this problem is Kak Juno, for what he actually had to sleep in a boarding room, there are still many rooms in the hotel that he can use to rest like now. After you have finished your problem, I have to make a clear line of boundaries with him.

It turned out to be very difficult to feed the Father, his mouth was difficult to digest food because of a stroke, I had to smooth the food so that it could be eaten by the Father and not choke. Finally you can spend half a plate of porridge within an hour.

It turns out that it is true, sometimes we do not realize the pleasure felt because of the ease to get it. New breath feels valuable if we experience tightness, new deep sleep feels valuable when we experience insomnia, bowel movements only feel good if we feel difficult because of constipation. Like you now, to spend a bowl of rice porridge was amazingly difficult. In the past, you could spend two bowls of porridge if you use scallion pepes.

After eating the Father looks calm, so that I can leave to pray dhuhur, asking forgiveness for all the khilaf that I did yesterday so as to make the Father sick, he said, and ask for prayers to be granted so that the Father can recover as usual.

The bed next door was empty, apparently Bu Marlina's husband could go home. . Thank goodness I was more relaxed and not too worried about disturbing the patient next door. The door opened with the sound of women's heels stepping firmly.

“Happy Afternoon Mr. Harlan, I am an Early Doctor of Neurological Surgeon referred by dr. Samuel” heard the voice of a woman greeting you, I immediately stood up turned out the doctor came faster.

“Good afternoon doctor, I am his son Mr. Harlan, thank you for coming quickly” I said, he nodded, his hair short, still young but looking smart.

“I have an operating schedule today, dr. Samuel warned me to check, he said his best friend.” I really did not expect that the relationship between Mr and dr. Samuel was very familiar.

“His MRI results are out?” the question is fast, the nurse immediately gave the map green.

“Newly come from Lab dock..just good thing quickly out the result”.

“Saturation down dock to 90%, yesterday 95. His blood pressure was 155/90, his pulse was 88x/min” the doctor nodded while reading the MRI report. His face is wrinkled and looks unpleasant, O Allah may not have to be operated on, pity the Father O Allah.

“Mbak his daughter well.. Hmm this Father experienced a brain aneurysm, which is a condition when the blood vessels of the brain are dilated and brittle so that they can easily break at any time. Can be seen in this picture yah” I can not digest the doctor's speech, the body feels floating.

“If you do not immediately undergo surgery, you can have a stroke called a hemorrhagic stroke as a result of the rupture of blood vessels in the brain causing bleeding and blood buildup around these tissues. This condition can cause permanent brain damage.” I want to disappear and go with my dad

“I will consult with doctor Samuel and discuss this. Ma'am I beg you to prepare for the worst possible” of this doctor even though women do not mince words like most other women.

“I'm sorry there is an operating schedule now, faster is better. If possible tomorrow or the day after because Thursday I have to go to Kalimantan” without being stale he immediately left us.

“Faster is better…. The sooner the better... “ the sentence was ringing in my head. Not the story of the completion of the project but the operations that must be done so that you can return as usual.

“Teee…. Tea...” I was unconscious Benny went into the room.

“Where did Father... doctor check?” he still wears his uniform, only the top has been replaced with a shirt. From school to the hospital.

“Ben... waitin Mr. yah... Teteh want to check the cost of operation how many”.

“So his neurosurgeon recommended that you have surgery.. Please wait for Bapak” I rushed out of the room. The problem is the cost of the operation, with the condition now I have to be ready for the worst possible.