
~POV AYU~
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Falling in love with someone we cannot predict when it will happen.
But precisely because the coming of love is not invited to make our love story exciting.
For example, I, a few years ago, when I was just entering High School, I was so fond of the love I had for someone the first day I saw him.
Maybe because my age is still below standard and my thinking is still in transition from children - teenagers - adults. At that time I strongly believed that love at first sight was everlasting.
At a very young age, I had the courage to dream of a future with the man I loved at first sight. My world seems to be filled only by him.
"Okaya! Far below my bang Aan," I replied at that time to Ririn as she asked if our ketos were handsome or not in my opinion.
"Whatever you can, anyway the ends will be his wife bang Aan." That's my answer when we talked about majors in tenth grade.
Every day, Aan Aan is all I talk about. Even if there were no topics that could concern Andrian a.k.a Aan back then, I would always be looking for new topics. Anyway in a day there should be a bang Andrian name that I call.
"It looks like bang Aan definitely add hensem if you use this well Rin," I said with great enthusiasm while posing in various styles with a new hat on the head.
If Ririn hadn't stopped me, I would have bought that hat by draining all my savings.
But what power, it turns out it's just unrequited love because no one already has.
It turned out that the love I was glorifying meant nothing to her at all.
Candidate before even being accepted.
I've heard this, "A happy love story is everyone's dream and hope. If the love story you are fighting for is not happy, then it is not your love story you are waiting for. Love should be happy."
Then, the story of my love that now after so many years ago is unhappy, what is now my happy story?
There are many obstacles that we face in this relationship. It's not about the blessing that just came down. But from our own attitudes and personalities.
Not just once we were angry. Many times and that's mostly me. I, with my mind still unstable, often decide unilaterally about how this relationship will be in the future.
I'm lucky because the man who loves me now is a man with mature thoughts. He always understood me even when I decided to split up.
Look, tonight I even stayed at his house. In one of the rooms under the same roof as her.
And just now we entered each other's rooms after a romantic date with no spending in her home garden.
Jansen P:
'Udah sleeping?
I who was still lying on my back staring at the ceiling of this room shook my head as if he could see me.
Me:
'Not yet.'
Jansen P:
'Why, you feel uncomfortable?'
Me:
'Hmmm,'
Jansen P:
'What's the AC on?'
' less cold?'
Me:
'Room is okay!'
Jansen P:
'Oh, kirain is not comfortable in what part.'
'Do you need pants too?'
Me:
'Non't need,'
'I just need a shirt.'
Jansen P:
' My mind is traveling🤭🤭'
Me:
🤬🤬🤬
Not long after, I heard the door knock. I opened it and found Jansen in front brandishing t-shirts and trending pants.
"I brought you my ex, let there be smells," he said with a smile. I reached out to pick up the shirt and kissed it immediately. Sure enough, there's a smell of Jansen in there.
Yes, obviously yes, it is impossible to smell the Andrian on his shirt.
"Thanks, gut nait," I replied as I prepared to close the door.
"Well, can I sleep here?"
With a sweet smile she asked like that. Well, how is this? I'm not letting papa dad time. Upss 😁😁😁
"You want us to be in the same house and get married tomorrow?" ask me in the end. My sense of well-being returned when I was about to answer yes earlier.
"It's good to get married right away." He was very happy when he said it.
"You want my Mom to be with my dad all of a sudden?"
My ears had actually started to smoke due to the answer. Holy hooch! This guy really is as stooped as he is.
"Yes not, the time because marriage quickly immediately receipts. Some of the same Fathers Mother has given her blessing, want to be married whenever they agree!"
"They agree, I don't. It's there! Later there, I actually pull you in!" my threat.
With a chuckle he stepped back then walked to his room upstairs.
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Not sleeping fast last night actually makes me a little lazier to get up early. But I still know where I stand right now.
I woke up with a Jansen T-shirt that became a dress when I wore it.
I grabbed the trending pants at the corner of the bed and put them on.
I went out and with the memory capital of a minute last night, I managed to arrive at the kitchen and found some maids had already woken up and were doing homework.
'Buset, their part of the cockcake', my mind when I see some are almost done with their work.
"Eh, Non. Good mornin. In the morning, I woke up!" greet one of them who is already aware of my existence among them.
"For mba, can I help you?" I answered while asking.
"Nothing, Non. Not back to the room."
After finishing one big glass of water, I immediately turned around and returned to my room last night.
I lay down again, at least I was willing to help well earlier, my inner self.
Without realizing it, I fell asleep again.