
~POV AYU~
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I lay my body on my bed. I thought about what Mom said earlier. Yeah, correct. I have to think of two possibilities. First I received well even though maybe the beginning of the forced. Second, I was either rejected directly or gradually.
Like my old wishes and also my mother and father's wishes. We will accept Jansen if his family will accept us sincerely. There's no marriage license from my parents if Jansen's parents don't give my blessing.
Marriage without blessing is complicated shay. Everything bad that happens in the household, will be the fault of the rejected party. For example, if I were to marry Jansen without the blessing of her parents, then I am sure, whatever incident is not appropriate in our household will be addressed to me. That it was the result of marrying me. So, for those of you who plan to marry without blessing and hope to be blessed after marriage even after having children, delay first.
Shay's inner pressure. Mental health is not healthy.
Trings
Pian sok Ganteng:
'Ciee. Tomorrow I want to meet camer yah.. gudlak bestie! Ganbate!'
Me:
'What a hell, tacky!'
Pian sok Ganteng:
'Gue? A scrawl? No, Norak from where try.'
'Are you ready for tomorrow?'
'Don't be shy, hold the correct spoon and fork tomorrow.'
Me :
'I'll eat my hands tomorrow,'
Pian sok Ganteng:
'Auto bye-bye'
Me:
'Kalo bye-bye means no mate,'
'At the other hand I'll repot you again,'
'Antar here and there, ask for a rich and handsome boyfriend, kind and like to save.'
'And not arrogant.'
Pian sok Ganteng:
'Requestan lo many, high-quality, hard!'
Me:
'Dong exchange, like study appeal.'
'Time is always low-low, Hi-hi,'
'Cross marriage dong, let it be equal!'
Pian sok Ganteng:
'The story goes to marriage,'
'Sorry, I'm a minor, bye!'
Me:
'Campreet!'
'Under your bald age.'
'No, take Ririn to your house, let her know Auntie.'
Pian sok Ganteng:
'Did you ever, right?'
Me:
'It was different, which brought me that time, right?'
'You also asked for blessing to his mother Rinrin sono.'
'Don't be in preteli, just ask for blessing, if blessing doesn't go down, mokad will be lo.'
Pian sok Ganteng:
'What preteli? the motor engine.'
'Gue also still has brains, Yuyu boneng.'
Me:
'The train is gone
It is good to remove pressure. With this absurd chat can make a little plong.
Trings
The sound of my phone again, I thought it was from Pian but as it turned out, it was,
Jansen P:
'Again what, Beb?'
Me:
'More thinking of you.'
Tombal little, who knows if you can transfer.
Jansen P:
'I'm flattered!'
Me:
'What season?'
Jansen P:
'What are we talking about, anyway?'
'Yang, I miss. Some days I don't see you.'
Sent the wrong message? a few days, a few weeks more, even more than a month.
Me:
'Misspend yes? Last time we met was last month, Jansen!'
Jansen P:
'No, yesterday I saw you at the cafe drinking alone.'
I'm auto thinking, alone? at cafe? by when?
Oh.. time of agreement with the Pian who suddenly cancel because he wants to ngedate on Sunday.
How could Jansen know. Is he passing by or?
What I think I haven't sounded but a new message has come in,
Jansen P:
'I'm watching you from afar, Yang. Ngobatin kangen same girlfriend who feels not a girlfriend.'
Don't you? I said what too. But what did he say?
Whats? does a boyfriend not feel like a girlfriend?
Auto pat yourself because remember the absurd words of that time. Original, shame!
Me:
'I'm being embarrassed!'
Jansen P:
'Then why?'
Me:
'Come on, don't talk about it. I'm doing it tomorrow,'
'What parents do you think you're talking about?'
Translate the topic. Hot topic right now.
Jansen P:
'Just relax, don't be a burden, Yang.'
'I'm curious too, but my gut feeling is good.'
'Don't worry, dad!'
Me:
'Formal talk? what clothes should I wear?'
Jansen P:
'I want you to be yrself'
'The cake that makes you comfortable, Yang.'
Me:
'OK, sip!'
Jansen P:
'Can Video Call?'
'Ngobatin kangen,'
Me:
'No! I'm sleepy, Met bobo!'
If you're in my position right now, how do you feel?
Am I the only one who thinks more negatively than positively?
Stupid me, I always imagine if tomorrow the mother of the Jansen will nyiram I use money to keep her son away. Ih. drakor bangat well..