MY BOSS MY HUSBAND
79. SHE SAW HIM

POV JANSEN

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"Your family is happier with Mira"

I was really surprised to hear the words coming out of Ayu's mouth.

Is he giving up now?

Has our struggle over these few months meant nothing to him?

"Does that mean you're giving up now? After this far?"

I asked but it was like mumbling. For God's sake I love this girl in front of me so much, because of my great love, I am willing to defy my parents. But what is this now?

I saw him looking down, he violently wiped his tears away.

"I saw it, .... I saw you guys at the cafe at the mall a few days ago. At that moment I realized, I was nothing more than a destroyer of your parents' happiness."

Don't we? That night I saw him at the mall. Not just once but twice. I also saw him passing by a motorcycle next to our car.

Vania means not looking wrong.

Oh my God, Ayu must have misunderstood.

What has changed over the past few days because of that?

Yeah, right, she started to change and kind of stayed away after that night.

Stupidly I don't believe in my own eyes. I even believe in the words of his friend named Ririn.

"You misunderstood me!" my spoken. I have to straighten this out.

"We accidentally met, Mira and her mom were shopping and met at the same boutique with mom and sister Jo.

I went there to pick up my mom."

I took his hand. I want him to believe me.

"Well, if that's the case. But, it seems like my mind isn't it? Your parents really like Mira and would still wish she was the daughter-in-law of your house."

Oh my God, it looks like my girlfriend is in a crisis of confidence.

"Honey, I'm not denying what you're saying. Right, that my parents, especially my mom, really liked Mira. But not with me, I like you."

"....."

"Mother Mira, good friends with my mother. As I told you earlier, those schoolmates kept splitting up for a very long time. It was after a long time ago that we were meant to be betrothed. Intention, dear, does not mean to."

"....."

Still no response from Ayu, what should I do?

"Honey, yesterday they met, can't possibly not be called, right? Their relationship was tenuous because I refused an arranged marriage, Mama Mira was disappointed in her mother, but as time went on, they accepted it. They were conscious, unable to force their will on me. Gradually, their relationship improved. When they meet, they try to make peace with each other. And finally realized their friendship wasn't because of me and Mira. But it was there long before we were."

I finally believe that this girl is a stubborn girl. Look her! until so long my explanation still he did not give a response. Even when he looked at me, I didn't see any guilt or bad taste in him.

"Let's examine ourselves, I'm not saying we broke up or break up. I'm just asking us to look at each of us. Especially if you believe you love me, love me and fight for me. But, I feel guilty for you and your parents because of me you became an ungodly child. Because of me, your parents' wishes were not achieved.

Jansen, I'm sorry, if you will and can wait, please. If not, I'm fine. I will be willing to be with you again with greater love than now, as long as I have the blessing and well received, sincerely and sincerely by your parents."

My head turned because of what Ayu had just said. I don't even understand what that means.

"Shortly, my head is not okay to think about it" I asked weakly.

"Let's date like no courtship. I won't mind if you find another girl that suits you as long as you're in a relationship with me. Let's see, how strong we are."

What a stubborn girl. Dating but not like dating. Just say break for a while.

"Let's go home, it's night, you have to go back." Ayu stood up as if she had unconsciously crushed my heart. Destroying my life. Does loving her have to be this heavy?

All the way home. Ayu leaned against the glass and sat on her side. His sight held outwards. Sometimes I see him wiping his tears.

"I was angry with myself for involving my father and mother. I thought, we stepped too hastily yesterday. I feel bad, seeing the laughter of your mother and sister with Mira. When I was with me, half even a quarter of it did not appear. I think your brother just had to support me, for you."