MY BOSS MY HUSBAND
78. UNILATERAL DECISION AGAIN

I feel guilty for my parents. But I don't want them to feel so hurt if they find out the truth. Let me be the tempered girl in front of them.

I've never said the terms Jansen said a few days ago.

Half of those conditions offended my parents, I think.

They just ordered not to be rash in the future. "Use logic don't just feel." That's what my mom said when I finally asked them not to expect too much. "Don't ask Jansen anything about our relationship, if one day he comes home" I asked.

My attitude changes to Jansen, of course he's aware of it.

Several times he asked but I answered everything was fine.

Jansen P:

'You must be hiding something. Is something wrong? it's not just a day, but it's been days, I feel like you've changed.'

Me:

'That's just your feeling.'

In the past, say when I washed it. I will always look for topics to be able to chat long or vc an longer. Absurd topics even rubbing.

But look now, even asking me news as if I was reluctant.

My logic says, 'remember what Pian said.' But not with my heart, 'You've seen for yourself.'

To this day, I can still see the shadow of Mira's laughter with the Jansen family.

Trings

Trings

Trings

Jansen P:

'I'll pick you up later,'

'Let's eat together.'

' At 7, okay!'

By late afternoon Jansen was texting me. I breathed out violently. Actually I wanted to avoid him for some time, only I didn't know what reason could support him from coming to see me.

Me:

'OKay'

Dodging will not solve the problem, whispered the angel to my right.

...****************...

"Mom, Jansen's coming, we're going out, okay?" I asked my mother as soon as she entered the house.

"Hmmm," replied the mother as she reached out to me.

"Don't go home tonight! Pity your father" mother's message again.

"Yes, there's no need to wait for Yuyu, there's a key. Lock the house from the inside."

Pukkp...

"Your father is worried!"

Mom glared at me after stabbing me.

"I'm sorry, sir. But Yuyu is not going to wait. You're tired, don't stay up again!" I said to the man who just came in.

"Why? How come I'm sorry?" You were astonished because suddenly at the end of my apology.

"Yet yesterday, when you waited until the end of the night," I replied and replied with a nod.

"Yes, I'll wait for him to come home."

"Not us-"

My answer was cut off by the sound of a knock at the door. What is Jansen? real quick.

I stopped my activities. Washing my hands to remove soap marks and then putting my hands on my own clothes.

"Bentaaarrr," I cried on the second beat.

I was about to shout 'Patience' but for the sake of attitude I learned all along, I held my mouth.

Chequelek

I saw Jansen's shady smile with a bunch of flowers in hand. Seeing that smile, I couldn't help but smile as well.

"Thank you" I said as I received the flowers.

"Let's go in! Same mom just came home." I opened the door wider.

I walked ahead of Jansen. Bringing flowers to my room.

As I walked towards the kitchen, I saw Jansen and Father already sitting in the living room. They told me as usual.

Seeing how smoothly Jansen spoke, it was like he was not hiding anything from me. Or has he been slammed in the language of deception?

I finished washing the dirty dishes and prepared to leave.

"Don't be too late for her home! Nak Jansen would also want to go home, far away, the danger of driving at night." He told me when he saw me approaching with a small sling bag slung over his shoulder.

"Pamit well, sir." Jansen salim and walked towards the kitchen. "Mom, Jansen same Ayu depart yah." He wanted to salim but rejected mother. "No papa, the mother's hands are dirty," he said, raising his hands covered in cooking spices.

"What do you want to eat?" jansen asked as soon as we left the house.

"Ramen looks good" I said after thinking for a few seconds. I was about to answer 'whatever' but my smart brain went straight to work. If I answer whatever, he'll suspect I'm in a bad mood.

Jansen. While driving as usual he held my hand.

We talked lightly as usual. I tried hard to follow the flow even though in my heart half-able trying to look okay.

You know gaes, trying to act like nothing happened is harder than nahan pup while on the bus.

We also had dinner as usual, no other chat. Just a stale talk about the work I've told him so many times.

"Why you?"

"Why what?"

"Lately you've changed, not the Ayu I know. You're like you're moving away again. All felt awkward," Jansen suddenly walked into the main core.

"I'm normal, that's how you feel." I dodged.

"You say ordinary, but the radiance of your eyes says something else. Am I wrong?"

"No. I have a problem."

"......"

"I think Mira's right, we don't fit in. And the terms of your parents are just right. There are no parties this year or the years ahead especially if with me. So Jansen, what if we just end it. I don't want to get my parents more involved. I don't want them to feel sad later on in the reality that I'm just dealing with something pseudo. I was young and didn't want to feel depressed and deceived at my age. I don't want to feel traumatized in the future."

"What do you mean?"

"I think you really fit in with Mira."

"....."

"Your family seems to be very happy with him."

"....."