
HAPPY EID AL-FITR DAY FRIENDS.
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I sat down in the living room chair.
I did not dare to raise my head and did not dare to look at the faces of Father and Mother who were sitting side by side in front of me.
Huh, I was expecting it this morning. The calmness that emanates from the Father and Mother is not a pleasant thing but a thing to be aware of because behind the calm there must be a storm like tonight.
After work and some home, my mother and I prepared dinner. No other topics were discussed other than my cooking and my work.
At that time, I was thinking calmly, there will be no interrogation sessions or discussion about the incident last night. You still remind me, what happened?
And now, I sit down in front of my father's mother because she called me when I finished cleaning our old dinner plate and was about to pass to my room.
"Ceritain, why did you get to sleep with Jansen last night?"
I saw the red devil laughing at my left side, while the holy angel was stroking my mother's chest while blowing a peaceful wind.
I turned towards the father who was sitting quietly looking at me. His gaze was calm and I could see the Devil above his head was being twisted by that holy malaikan.
Well, I said what the hell. This is again in the courtroom. Eyes can see things that do not exist.
Sorry shay, just think of it as entertainment.
"Sorry, Mom. But I didn't accidentally, I fell asleep."
"Not intentionally said you, you hug him so, still say not intentionally. If it's not on purpose it means you're sleeping like this." I practiced sleeping accidentally.
"Not even stick the kayak in the glue. You well, make Daddy the same mother embarrassed. You are a girl, how can you peruk Jansen until that kegenciet? Did you go to kebelet?" continued mother.
For as long as I know, the mother's repetition will be balanced with her all-time love.
You guys heard, right? I was blamed for hugging Jansen. Jansen hugged me too.
"Sorry, Mom." I dare not argue, though in my heart I answer too.
"I'm sorry, sorry, what if someone saw it? Want taro where's mom's face?"
My dear mother, who will see? who will come to the neighbor's house in the middle of the night and under the torrent of rain? Who wants to visit on a cold blind morning? No ma'am, nothing.
Anyway if anyone knocks on the door, I'll get up, I haven't grown up yet, Mom. I don't sleep either. Except last night anyway, because the bolster's breathing. Hihahi
"Why are you smiling?"
Dead, did I smile just now from imagining Jansen's chest that I held all night?
"Who's smiling, Ibuuuu?"gemes replied.
Usually mothers will melantukan singing in the morning or directly on the spot when the incident takes place.
This is my mother different, wait all day just reset.
"Luckily last night it was raining heavily, not thinking people would want to visit." It's answered itself.
But if not too much, Jansen is also home, Mom! answer me in my heart.
"You're yeah, Yu. Don't be that insignificant. Adult, it's work. Yes a little expensive selling, This is even you who are stuck. Wonderful mom is the same you, did you care about it?" re-question.
"Not yet mengebet Ibuuu, but Jansen already ajakin." answered me hanging and ambiguous.
I saw my mother widen her eyes and give a shocked expression. I saw my father also at first glance shocked by my answer.
"Said he wanted to talk to his parents to arrange a schedule to propose here," I continued and I saw his father was relieved even with a very visible mother showing relief.
"His parents are not angry anymore? Do you want to accept you?" ask the curious mother.
I nodded and replied, "But there's a condition he said, I haven't been told what the condition is."
Mother waved her hand in front of her face, "Same, it's not approved."
"Don't accept a proposal before you have the blessing of your parents. I have to hear my parents give me your blessing. You heard, didn't you Yu?" My mother pointed her index finger at me as a sign of assertiveness.
"Mother and Father, do not want to marry you without the blessing of parents. No blessing" said the mother again.
"If you have been blessed, the same mother as Mr. Yuyu, marry young nggbak?"
I asked carefully. Maybe this will be a little difficult, considering that one of my brothers outside the island has not been married to date.
"Are you ready?" sambar Bapak precedes Mama.
I'm worried. If I answer not yet, pity Jansen who had hoped.If I answered already, pity my mental who was not ready to fight at the wedding.
I shook my head, "Mash hesitated, Yuyu was scared," I replied in the end.
"Yuyu was afraid of not being able to be a wife, so son-in-law, so good brother-in-law and according to their wishes. Yuyu also actually still wants to have fun with friends. Still want to save money so you can bring mom and dad on vacation. If Yuyu is married, then asked to stop working, where did Yuyu get the money?"
I saw him take a breath and throw away slowly.
"Father doesn't understand the mental thing you're saying. If it is still heavy, delay first. Prepare mentally first until you really feel 'oh it's time'. Because as long as the father and mother live, our mental will continue to be tested. The readiness will continue to be on standby, no one is really immediately ready. Being a wife and daughter-in-law who wants anything depends on the husband's family. For example, your mother, Grandmother and grandfather never forced you to be like this and begono, They freed you but must be on the right path. If you are a wife, then behave like a wife, like a daughter-in-law. Do not be alone with friends when young until you forget the time. Getting married is like a school that doesn't graduate at any time. Keep learning and learning."
I nodded, theoretically it all makes sense, but in what field?
Many wives are strict because they set aside their own desires in order to follow all the wishes of the in-laws and husbands. His taste changed because he had to follow orders.
Had to, should my youth sacrifice me?
"Don't think of the heavy ones first. If you don't want to talk to Jansen yet. Don't force it. Then mending you first hear what the conditions will be. Your answer depends on the conditions of Jansen's parents,"
mother said to calm me.
I nodded and went to the room. I think this closed trial is over. The point is, this is all my fault because I fucked Jansen.
"Yu, remember, don't repeat that last night. Never sleep with Jansen before it's official. Even if it's just regular sleep!" A sharp eye gaze accompanied by a pointed index indicates firmness.
"Yes, Mom."