MY BOSS MY HUSBAND
81. DON'T JUDGE BOOK BY THE COVER

~JANSEN POV~

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    The voicemail I sent last night to Ayu to this day has no reply. He's really changed now. I pressed the button to call him. One second and two seconds, no answer until the call is over. Does he not love me anymore?

    "Well, let's try again, if this isn't up, then it's over" my monologue tries to push the call button once more.

    "Hallo."

I don't know why I was so sad to hear his voice. I wanted to cry but I couldn't.

You may think I'm overreacting, but I'm serious. Maybe it was because of my love for her but we couldn't put it together because of my parents' blessing.

    "Hallo, Jansen?"

    "Darling, please call me a pity!"

I know this is ridiculous, but can I hear it this time? It's been a week since he dropped the 'Beb' call on me. Even his chat was no longer there that call.

    "Why you?"

    "Call me baby!"

    "Ck, childish. Dear Jansen, what's wrong with you?"

    "Hehehehe, thank you. I'm ok, just tired."

I put my body in bed. Even though he was annoyed, he still complied with my request, right? I think he's the same. He had a great love for me, but he was sad and disappointed that my family did not accept him sincerely.

    "Don't be weird!" Lookie! this girl who is not my boyfriend but my girlfriend. Behind his stubborn attitude and always trying to get away from me, there was also his concern for me.

    "I should have taken the apartment yesterday, or the house was fine. Huff"

    "...."

    "I'm tired, I'm going to rest!"

"What's wrong? You sick?"

"Dad, I'm sick."

"...."

"...."

"Darling!"

"...."

"I'm sorry, but I'm not as strong as you think I am. I can't stand by myself. I need someone to hold. I was hoping that that person was you. But, it seems like you have no desire to be my hold."

"...."

"You know how much I love you. How I so want to be with you. But today I gave up. I'm giving up, honey. I'm sorry."

clique

My phone connection broke off unilaterally. I really wanted to say a lot to him, but I didn't want to burden him too much. It's been quite a burden that I've given her over the past few months.

Not long after, my phone shook.

Drrrrtttt

Drrrrtttt

Drrrrtttt

Shake my phone that I put on the bedside bed

Yuyu Love calling......

"Hehehehe, I think you're worried now, but I'm sorry I can't hear your voice anymore." I just stared at the phone until the call ended without me answering.

Trings

Trings

Trings

Notif messages are in a row and I can see Ayu's name at the top.

Previously, many messages came in, from Johana, Josh, Mama and Papa. None of which I reply.

Yuyu Love:

'Where are you?'

'Jawab call me!'

'Where are you?'

Me:

'I am resting again. Don't worry.'

I could only joke after I got close to Ayu. But he had just let go of my hand because of a burden he might not be able to bear.

Yuyu Love calling....

Shake the phone that is still in my hand. I saw the name of my heart's lover calling.

I was forced to accept it because it was repeated.

"Hall-"

"WHERE ARE YOU?"

My reflexes kept the phone away from my ears as the friendly greeting from my lover boomed.

"ALL OF YOUR DARLINGS AND IN THOUGHT I AGAIN KIDNAP YOU ASSHOLE!! GO HOME NOW BEFORE I DRAG YOU HOME!!

Clique

Ayu immediately disconnected the call before I gave an answer. Even my greeting was cut off.

Trings

Yuyu Love:

'Pls go home, don't childish.'

'I don't want to be considered a bad influence on you until - until you run away.'

'If you have to marry Mira, go ahead!'

'You two will be a great couple'

Although I only read, but I can feel that Ayu is very sad.

I unlocked the phone, went into Johana's chat room.

Me:

'I'm not coming home tonight, I'm staying at hotel x, please tell mama, Thanks.'

Brother Jo:

'You should go home before I get there drag you home, coward!'

I chuckled, yes, I am a coward.

Me:

'I'm tired, sleepy.'

'Tomorrow I'll go home.'

Brother Jo:

'Now!'

Eventually I unwillingly left the hotel and drove home in a bad mood.

This is the real Jansen. Jansen who could not say anything other than following their will. The biggest thing I've done in my life is defy my parents and refuse a match for a simple girl.

Along the way I remember my childhood to this day. I just realized that I live according to what they say.

It didn't take long, as the hotel was close to home. It's in the middle of the office and home.

Leisurely I entered the house, everyone gathered in the living room with an assortment of facial features and tended to be sour.

"Where are you from?"

"Hotel"

"Everyday? Is the office not important to you?" It's a cry from my Papa who's in the living room as well.

Oh, yeah, just skipping a day is like a year. It is free to have experienced experts.

"Just one day, not immediately bankrupt, right?"

I sit in a cute style. Really, if I could I wanted to be a delinquent who wasn't afraid of anything.

"Well, you're in the hotel? Same who?" My mama insists. I know what my mom thinks, maybe she thinks I'm together...

"Don't tell me Mama just thought I was with Ayu. Hehehe"

Mama gelagapan's. I wonder why a highly educated person like my mother could think that way. Do you think Ayu is cheap? Huhhhh..

"Let's not that kind of woman, Ma. Don't always think negatively about it. Maybe it's true he's not your taste, but that doesn't mean you have to think badly about him. Mama just doesn't know him yet. Jansen hopes that you regret thinking that way, someday," I continued without looking at my mother. I looked at the television that was on without an audience.

"Today I'm just lazy, I'm bored and want to rest. I was in a hotel bedroom all day. And just the night someone yelled at me and told me shit if I didn't come home. I didn't care at first, but something intrigued me when I heard that he was supposed to kidnap me, which was funny..." I can guess who said it.

"Well, this cowardly boy has come home, I'm taking a break." I stood up and went to my room.

"Josh, don't judge book by the cover!"