MY BOSS MY HUSBAND
117. WHAT A BLEAK MORNING

~AUTHOR POV~

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The mood this morning goes back to a few weeks ago. Silence in silence. Only the sound of spoons and plates clashing, even the sound of Vania was not heard. The boy seemed to know that the inhabitants of the dining table were in an inner war.

"Jan, about last night, Mama..."

Madam Helena broke the silence. He looked at his son who continued his breakfast like he was not interested in hearing his mother's words.

"Mom sorry for making you offended, only you have to understand Mama. Mama will try, but not as fast as you want. Mama...."

Really stubborn. Even though she was warned by her husband, she was still stupid.

"No need to apologize, Ma. Jan should have apologized for not being with Mama this time. Don't think about it too much anymore. Take your time!"

Jansen replied calmly and only looked at his mother at the time of her last sentence.

"Maybe until whenever Mama will never be ready and can. There is real evidence. I'm sorry, Mom, if I offended you here." Jansen looked at her brother and sister-in-law changing.

The one in the face was initially confused and then a few seconds they could only understand.

"It's not two years yet Mas Ruli and ka Jo give mama time, but seven years already, but what's the result? I don't need to answer. Mama knows for sure. Therefore, Jan cannot ask Ayu to be like Mas Ruli who has a heart as wide as the ocean."

Jansen's words left those at the table dumbfounded.

"What Jan gave up for the second time "was thrown into question from Johana.

Thought it was the catapult in his heart, it turned out that all eyes were on him now and occasionally looked at Jansen while waiting for Jansen's answer.

"No! Jan plans to get married this week, hopefully Ayu's parents will." The words made them wonder.

"Sorry Ma, Pa. Even though you can't accept Ayu and Mama said it takes time. I don't want to wait for that because I know, Mama must have taken years for that. With or without your blessing, Jan will marry Ayu. Jan's willing to be kicked out or scribbled off the family card." After saying that, Jansen put down his spoon and grabbed a drinking glass to his left.

"Jan is ready to be miskinkan. Maybe that'll ease Jan's move. I'm sorry, Jan's bad luck, Jan's leaving."

There was no response from those at the dining table, Jansen was already standing up and preparing to leave. What he said just now, was already in thought. May Ayu's parents accept it.

"What do you mean, Bang? Is that girl more important than your family? Just because of that girl, you dare to talk like that to Mama and Papa? Where's your feelings?"

Josh yelled to stop Jansen's steps.

"Yes, he's more important. He understands me better than my own family. Yes feelings. I think I've been feeling that lately. All this time, my feelings died because I was living up to Mama and Papa's will. I don't like it, but I have to. Since then, my feelings have died. And just come back to life now. I'm not as lucky as you Josh!"

Jansen said it in a flat voice, not as passionate as Josh.

"May you fall in love with a conglomerate girl or at least the son of a businessman, so that you don't experience what I'm going through right now."

Josh had no words to reply anymore.

Madam Helena who heard him became sad. All because of the criteria he wanted.

"Jan, sit down first. You misunderstand, Mama said Mama needs time does not mean Mama does not agree, What is the difficulty in giving Mama time, anyways, is Ayu ready?"

"Jan wouldn't have asked Mama Papa there if she and her family weren't willing. But what is Mama's answer? Do you want it because of my money? Hahahaha, Mama thought as if her family could not afford it. Love Mama time? Try to answer, to this day, less time given ka Jo same Mas Ruli? Is Mama ready to accept Mas Ruli?"

Mr. Awan, could no longer bear to see his wife in the corner by his son. The child who had been very polite and never took a turn, now dared to corner his mother.

"Can't you talk well? If you want us to propose to Ayu, yes come on, why do we have to fight veins first? Come sit! We plan when we'll be there!"

Let it be done immediately, so that it is finished. Lately, this has been the topic of this house. His stubborn wife was now stubbornly countered by her son as well.

"Ask Mama first, already iklas or forced. Ayu is not like and sesabar Mas Ruli. Don't force me not to want Ayu or Mama inner war later. Never mind, forget it. Jan's leaving!"

Without turning around again, Jansen steadily stepped up. When he arrived outside, he smiled. Turns out being a dissident could also be a solution. In the way she just was, Papa and her Mama will be planning a proposal for Ayu.

It's okay if you haven't accepted it completely. Later he can act in opposition again so that it can be different house. If there is a different house, everything can be safer. She would slowly ask her mother to change.

"Sorry Jansen, Ma. Not that Jansen made mama hurt. But I have to do that" he said, installing his seat belt.

"Hah, so bad boy was hard tired. Short of guilt."

Once again the man looked at his house, there were people he loved and loved were sad and disappointed because of his actions just now.

"Darling, may what I do bear fruit, may my sins have their reward, hehehehe." He chuckled after speaking. "Whichever sin reward is good" he continued and prepared to leave.

On the way he sent a voice note to his heart. Intentionally not calling because he knew, his girlfriend must be on her way with her motorcycle.

"Morning, Ying. Happy working. Love you! Heheheh"

He felt so happy this morning after a moody night. He had no idea what was going on at his home after leaving for work.

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Meanwhile at home, madam Helena was still crying bitterly.

Her tears did not stop flowing even though it was calmed by her husband. They all delayed departure to work because of the riot left behind by the quietest person in the house. Each of them did not expect that their brother could be that rough.

"Pa, scribble really just him from the family card, that's what he asked for earlier. The girl's village virus seems to have infected her, so she's unethical." Jansen the youngest who was still very upset voiced out.

"Poor, lots of styles! most also hold a week until a month. Where can he do that," he continued.

Josh raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist, "Ck, come on, it's too late, too," he said. Then the next second he put the phone in his ear.

"Hello Ray, please replace me at twelve dong! There's an urgent thing in my house, I'm just as nyokap can't go in this morning. Please yes!"

"....."

"Forgive it! Ok! Fix yes! You replace me!"

"....."

"Okay, just relax. That safe. Set aja! Thanks brother!"

Calls are closed.

"Mama should rest today. Josh is leaving. Josh is going to sleep!" he said as he prepared to leave the family room. Her mother was still as excited and was being placated by her Papa.

"Ma, my mom is calm. If he defies again because of the girl, scribble directly in front of his eyes. Let's see how great he can survive without treasure."