
~JANSEN POV~
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Me:
'I'm home, Yang.'
I sent a message and a picture of me already in the room to Ayu so she could calm down.
Yuyu Love:
'Hmmm'
He must have been on a cell phone earlier. The answer is very quick.
I chuckle. Although he said like not dating but from the way we care we are dating.
So complicated.
I rushed to the bathroom and changed clothes without taking a shower because I had taken a shower at the hotel. My sleepiness is gone now, I think it's because I slept all day.
I don't intend to go down to the living room anymore. It's up to them to consider me disobedient and a dissident now. Sometimes being a dissident seems necessary. Just look at me, being obedient since childhood makes me soft and cowardly.
I grabbed the tablet and started checking on the work I left today.
For a while I was immersed in my work until the moment I heard a knock on my bedroom door.
I thought mom or dad was coming but it turned out, ...
"Where have you been all day? Honestly answer!"
"Ck. I told you I was resting at the hotel. Sono check into the hotel." I hate people who doubt me and always think negatively of me.
"What's the matter exactly? Do you guys have any problems? Why did you suddenly agree to marry Mira? Then Ayu?"
"Isn't that what you all want?"
I smiled sinisterly at my brother who was sitting leisurely on the sofa by the door.
"What do you mean Jan?" Johana solots not accept.
"Am I wrong? Kaka is the same, Brother is just pretending to support Ayu, right?"
I spoke without seeing him. Nadaku also survived flat.
"Omong empty what are you saying?
I never supported anyone. It's your choice, I don't want to interfere." Johana started to get emotional. Why emotions? If you don't feel that way, relax. Why become a lioness?
"Vania didn't look wrong that day" I said. My hands stopped scrolling the tablet. I put it on the nightstand near my bed.
"Ju saw how happy his brother and mother were with Mira and his mother. Therefore, Ayu gave me up to marry Mira. For the sake of this family's happiness." My hand grabbed one ballpoint pen from the table and twirled it in the air.
"She felt insecure because she definitely couldn't make mom and sister laugh that wide. Let alone to laugh, just look at her reluctant mama," I continued with a lyrical laugh.
"So, if you want me to marry Mira, fine, just prepare everything. I take it easy."
I didn't let Johana back up my sentence.
I want him to understand that I am also very disappointed in him for doing so.
"Come out, I want to rest again" I said, rising from my chair and walking towards the bed."
I'll pretend to be asleep to get her out of my room.
"I think you guys misunderstood, especially Ayu. It is impossible not to be called when meeting. Should my mom and I hide from meeting them?
"You and Ayu were too quick to conclude something. And you're torturing each of you."
Did iyah? Do we conclude with emotion?
"Mama has not accepted Ayu to this day, but that does not mean I am the same. Ayu is a good man, Supel and cheerful.
Vania alone directly compacted to him in just one meeting," continued Johana. Now that our position was behind, he who was now attacking me non-stop seemed to be retaliating for what I was doing
and say.
I closed my eyes as if I were asleep
"It seems I have to explain this alone to Ayu, I don't want to be misunderstood constantly."
"Good Night Jansen" he said straight out of my room without waiting for my answer.
Benar juga, sepertinya aku sudah ketularan Ayu yang suka mengambil kesimpulan sendiri tanpa mencari tau apa yang sebenarnya terjadi. Astaga Yuyu...
I patted my own head because I was stupid.
Basic Ayu!
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That morning I went down and headed for the dining room in silence. There were already mama and papa inside, and I was also reluctant to say hello.
I sat down and started enjoying breakfast while occasionally looking at the news portal on the mobile.
"When are you going to meet Mira?" My mother asked in a soft tone.
"If there's time I'll meet."
"Do you seriously want to marry her?" This time, my father asked.
"Can I refuse? Isn't this absolute?" calm answer.
"What about Ayu?"
"He must understand."
"....."
"Have you guys broken up?" I don't know why I heard the words from Mom, I swear I was upset.
"I was dumped because she lost competitiveness with other women chosen by my parents.
He's sincere if I marry Mira the way my parents want me."
"Mama, for whatever happens next, whether I am happy or not, it's all because of what you chose for me"
"...."